Lixue felt miserable. It was as though someone has made her eat sand multiple times. Her mouth was dry and rough and her throat was scratchy. No matter how many times she swallowed, her tongue still seemed to take up all the room inside her mouth. Limbs were shaking, possibly the adrenaline wearing off? Slowly, the strength sapped from her appendages was returning. Ly was still crying, choking back sobs. Why was he so upset? It was not as if she died or anything!
Then it hit her. She could have. The life had temporarily left her body, drowned beneath an onslaught of water. She hadn't even known… There was only black. No thoughts, no vision, no people circling her head and saying nasty things. As if she had been deaf, blind, and dumb. Wasn't Dira supposed to collect the dead souls? Was there no ghosts? Did the process take longer than Lixue had been dead? Or maybe the goddess had known Lixue was to be saved? The near-death experience opened questions Lixue did not even know she had. For example, how did it feel to have your soul torn from your body? Did one feel pain after life? What did it feel like to be dead? Could an individual still complete everyday tasks like when they were alive?
Speaking of dying, where was the person who Lixue had foolishly attacked? Had they run off once it appeared she was no longer fighting back? Or had the individual held her head under water, tried to drown her? Or had the Samaritan drug her to the shore, tried to save her life? What part in the drama had Ly played? Lixue knew he had zero medical experience besides she had told him, and that was if he listened! Taking into consideration the fact that Ly was sobbing almost hysterically and how he knew almost nothing medical, Lixue figured the stranger must have saved her. Had she accidentally attacked a good person; mistaken them for a criminal?
Glancing around, even as she was being rocked, Lixue tried to spot the stranger. She wanted to apologize, wanted to have an apology, wanted to… Wanted to know what she wanted. Maybe the individual could help give answers to questions Lixue had not even thought of. Clearing her throat in a painful way, Lixue hoarsely called out, "Wait! Come back here!" And quieter, out of ear-shot, "Please?" Would the person halt, travel back to the pair?
In the meantime, Lixue tried to calm Ly. His crying made her heart hurt, forced it to thump arithmetically. Bringing a hand up to rest on his cheek, Lixue tucked her head into his neck. Fingernails soothingly created circles on his skin and a quiet "shhhh"'s fell from dry lips. Slowly, the tear droplets quit splattering onto Lixue's dark hair. And soon enough, the dry sobs stopped shaking his body. Leaving only her curled up in his lap, him holding onto her tightly.
Then it hit her. She could have. The life had temporarily left her body, drowned beneath an onslaught of water. She hadn't even known… There was only black. No thoughts, no vision, no people circling her head and saying nasty things. As if she had been deaf, blind, and dumb. Wasn't Dira supposed to collect the dead souls? Was there no ghosts? Did the process take longer than Lixue had been dead? Or maybe the goddess had known Lixue was to be saved? The near-death experience opened questions Lixue did not even know she had. For example, how did it feel to have your soul torn from your body? Did one feel pain after life? What did it feel like to be dead? Could an individual still complete everyday tasks like when they were alive?
Speaking of dying, where was the person who Lixue had foolishly attacked? Had they run off once it appeared she was no longer fighting back? Or had the individual held her head under water, tried to drown her? Or had the Samaritan drug her to the shore, tried to save her life? What part in the drama had Ly played? Lixue knew he had zero medical experience besides she had told him, and that was if he listened! Taking into consideration the fact that Ly was sobbing almost hysterically and how he knew almost nothing medical, Lixue figured the stranger must have saved her. Had she accidentally attacked a good person; mistaken them for a criminal?
Glancing around, even as she was being rocked, Lixue tried to spot the stranger. She wanted to apologize, wanted to have an apology, wanted to… Wanted to know what she wanted. Maybe the individual could help give answers to questions Lixue had not even thought of. Clearing her throat in a painful way, Lixue hoarsely called out, "Wait! Come back here!" And quieter, out of ear-shot, "Please?" Would the person halt, travel back to the pair?
In the meantime, Lixue tried to calm Ly. His crying made her heart hurt, forced it to thump arithmetically. Bringing a hand up to rest on his cheek, Lixue tucked her head into his neck. Fingernails soothingly created circles on his skin and a quiet "shhhh"'s fell from dry lips. Slowly, the tear droplets quit splattering onto Lixue's dark hair. And soon enough, the dry sobs stopped shaking his body. Leaving only her curled up in his lap, him holding onto her tightly.