He felt some what jittery with her this close mainly because of liro clawing at his mind. She spoke to him with a sort of con fussed tone as she looked herself over whilst speaking. He smiled lightly as he, spoke softly liro still digging into his mind with ideas like the talons of an eagle digging into the soft flesh of a rabbit. Still his gruff voice spoke low and warm with that slight inflection. "It's more the l-look of your eyes more than a-anything else. They convey a-an air of maturity that most people d-don't have." Still His lips pulled up lightly into a warm and trusting but vaguely nervous smile. The her hands reached out for his face and brushed across his cheek, along the scars that lied there. Xi felt a rush of blood to his face as she asked him how he got them. The memory of that day came flooding back. Him in his young teens defending fila. "I got them de-defending somebody wh-who couldn't and shouldn't have be-been forced to protect themselves. I was th-thirteen at the time. The gi-girl i was protecting was n-no more than eight years. I didn't just get these. I-i've also get a brand upon my chest, from my ti-time as a slave. I've al-also got two more scars on my arms. Thats not to be coupled with the myriad, of pain this body had seen." As he spoke about the scars on his arms he flicked his eyes down at them, and each one let out a pang of pain at their glance. Then she mentioned the fogs effects and how it could devolve a person. His smile just widened a little but with a sarcastic and impassive tone towards it. "i'm already an animal, i-i'm just holding b-back the beast within." Aww i'm touched, you care about your standing within the world. You care what others think of you too bad i your madness shall consume you and never let you free again. Xi looked towards her listening to her story of being a mercenary and collecting money where it came. It was a job, honest work , even if it was being paied for by the dishonest.
"Personally i came here to help, it's j-just my nature, ive g-got enough cuts, bruises and bumps to prove that." Her darken eyes perked as she spoke about her job the way she spoke of it made it seem almost honest, almost as if it was a reputable job. Xi couldnt help but let his aura of happy thoughts grow, even if a twinge of madness now sheared off into it. Sitll it was then she leaned in. and spoke about her scars covering her body, and if he wanted to see he would have to...Catch her at a time without her clothes... He felt heis hear beat quicken at the porspect, his face turning from slightly pink to an almost vibrant red. as Liro piped up in his head. Oh i like her, i really do, that one has spirit. How i would love to crush it. To break her spirit and remould her to my will, just to watch the broken and shattered pieces of that mind fall, and be crushed in my hands. To teas it back together into a picture of my design. To break her into a silhouette of her former self. LET ME OUT NOW I WANT TO PLAY WITH THIS ONE!
He could feel the sheer pain of his mind digging into him, stronger than many times before, so strong he felt as if liro might break loose then and there. Last time it got this strong his hand lashed out, he almost attacked someone under liros influence. He could feel the corruption spreading through him like a deep fire through his veins. Sill from the outside he looked calm and under control. The madness raged within him, but he now found the words to return her witty comment. "Well." he said leaning into her ear now to whisper back. "if that's the case, then i might just h-have to take you up on th-that offer. Though i'm s-sure i'd be in the same st-state and i'd h-hope at that time i didn't...scare you." The last two words he spoke were edging towards something else. Xi couldn't believe he was saying this though. It was as if liro had taken control of his mouth and was now speaking for the pair of them. His Mind faltered now, as he tried to cram a rampant liro back into his cage. He let his head move back and spoke again in his slow, low voice.
"should it come t-to a situation like th-that though, i'd fi-find it pretty difficult to st-stop myself." And damned near impossible to stop liro. Every thing Xi did came back to his madness, he'd done such wrong and suck right over his inner self. It was making the good xi better and the darker more malicious liro worse. Though with the madness spreading this fast he wondered about venturing into the fog. Would it instantly set liro free? Would it make liro stronger? Would it make him weaker? Every question brought up five more new questions. He couldn't solve any of them so he let them sit unsolved as he looked back at her face, and let his dark black blue eyes catch hers, he fet something within them. Something he couldn't place, though it didn't set him on edge it...soothed him.