by Oluse on April 20th, 2012, 7:57 pm
Oluse walked the arching path along far side of the glimmering lake. Some would think such a dipping spot would attract some number of local visitors looking to swim in safe waters. But, much to Oluses' initial surprise, the Vantha rarely spoke of the lake, and on even rarer occasion ventured to it. It was a sore part of the city, a gaping wound that had yet to be healed, like nearly the entirety of the city. If it weren't for the hold still standing tall above the citizens, towering like some frozen beacon of hope, a glimpse of the city's former glory, then Oluse feared the entire city might fall to pieces, each citizens crushed under the storm's molestation.
Oluse was far from understanding the local's attraction to the cold, but it seemed a love that lay close to each one's heart. Just as their eye's shifted, and gnosis marks burst from their skin so did they feel the draw to their supposed maker. Oluse, however, could remember his first steps in Avathal, the accomplishment he felt, and the sensation of safety which surrounded him as he passed through the now fallen gates. The crunching of snow beneath his feet, which carried with it not the stomach churning warning of that in the tundra, but an unifying symphony of footsteps in the streets. Oluse had always loved the wilderness more than cities, but Avanthal had been different, a place of laughter and stories. Wonders locked in each layer of rime upon each ever growing building. But after the storm, nothing of the sort remained, and the people by in large remained in chaos. As if the ice has given them all balance, guiding them in what to think, what to feel. Without it...
Oluse knew he had to leave, but it still scared him. Part of him was ashamed of the decision. When the city needed him the most he was leaving, just walking away. But after that night, reminiscent of clairvoyance, he knew, without a doubt, that he had to. He spent some time justifying that decision, with thoughts of all the good deeds he had done for Avanthal in the past, but he had long since ceased in that nonsense, excepting his choice without further question. With absolute certainty. And so there he was, with his heavy snow boots, which he had yet to shrug off, still considering the air around him to hold a chilling sense, physical or not. He made his way along the open wound of Avanthal, deliberately avoiding looking at it, keeping his eyes on the Drykas man ahead. Oluse already knew what was in the lake, the bloody wound of Avanthal. In it was himself, a reflection, some specter of what he hoped to become, the past. He had been stuck there, frozen in ice, and callus from the world as he trained with the Vantha, but with the melt came all of the feeling he had tried to run from, all of the pain he had hidden. And, a new part of himself he had never known. He knew he must.
Three final, heavy steps brought him to a stand still a few paces from Sama'el as he finish up. Ronan had told him Sama'el would be there, bathing, getting time alone. Oluse hated to think he might be interrupting, but there was words the leader would have to hear, that he wasn't ready for Ronan to know. The truth of why he needed to go to Riverfall.
"Sama'el." He began, nodding up at the man who stood a good head over himself. He then stepped forward again and extended his hand, at a distance which demanded a half step from Sama'el as well, to meet him in the middle like a true man. "My name is Oluse Fortis-Saro. I understand Ronan has mentioned me, and what I seek?" His introduction had a stern sound to it, a surety. Some people introduce themselves in a rehearsed manner, unthinking, and some people sound like they really believe what they are saying. When Oluse spoke his name he had a sense of certainty in his voice, as if he knew who he was. This was true, what he didn't know is who he was becoming. "I was hoping I could, well," his certainty broke a moment, a waver of confidence, revealing his age. Sama'el was young, younger than Oluse anticipated, and this comforted Oluse somewhat, but still, a man who controlled his destiny. This was hard for Oluse to swallow, the thought his life lay in a stranger's hands. "I was hoping I could speak with you about it, convince you of the help I could be to you and yours."
He was prepared to tell Sama'el his reasoning, but he would only do so if it was necessary. He had yet to make sense of it all himself, and thus was still shy of speaking it.