She just nodded quickly, instead of yelling at this point. She took a deep breath and tried to do what Ethaefal told her. She tried to position herself few times, but she was sure it wasn't steady enough, he could redirect her punch easily. She quickly figured that both of her legs must be stable on the ground in the moment she punches and that she should punch his opponent's dominant side, so he couldn't dodge and redirect her fist so easily. After she took the proper pose she tried it out.
She had to make a step forward in order to deliver full powered punch, but that made her body unstable and she noticed she didn't lend her foot in the moment of delivering the punch. Twist your hips, she reminded herself. She gone back to her pose and tried again with the same hand. This time she leaned forward a bit, bending her knee. She did that properly, but she still felt that opponent who's bigger than her would be able to push her back, so she would fall on her side because her legs are so apart, but if she made less distance she didn't have enough power to keep her punch forced to the point. She decided it's as much as she could figure by herself and she was sure Ethaefal will show her what to do if she's too far from right technique, or if he thought this is useless. She progressed practice with her idea of what she should do, alternating hands in her practice.
She got tired already when she reached 40th punch by every hand. She was in condition and she knew she could do more, but she didn't expect this to take that much of her body. Arms and power she delivered punches to imaginary target were the least problem, the way her body had to move completely was exhausting her. But she kept going. One more, just once more, you're able to do it, just some more. The fact that she didn't made it to 100 yet didn't help her motivate herself. She could only think about what was yet to come, she felt she was already sweating, especially her face and she could imagine that she was red. Just a little more, 99. 99th by left hand, 100. But as she progressed she noticed her punches weakened and it was more hand floating in the air to reach point she aimed than hitting something. She stopped for a moment, took a deep breath and looked at her hand. She almost got angry at it. Her disappointment in herself was what gave her strength to continue. She was angry at herself for not doing it properly. 96, she started to count again, from the point she thought her punches lost their strength. Her body now started to starve for more, she ate energy from her anger at herself and used it, quickly progressing. As she realized that her fist stopped in air again and she allowed her body to calm down. She must not consume strength from anger. That was the point of her doubting her decision in the first place. She tried to replace that anger with determination now. 144, 144th by left hand, 145...
It kept going for a while, it might even be a hour or two before she properly reached 190 by each hand. The real count was probably much higher, but she repeated dozens of punches. She came to realize that anger is what really gives you power in the fight and nothing else. That was why she had to control it, at least to control consuming it as energy for fight. Even controlled anger wasn't enough, it would blind her and at some point she would get lost. She must learn to understand other people, that was the only relevant way of surpassing her anger she saw. 198, 198 by... Damn...
"I can't take it anymore!", she yelled, more to herself, judging herself for being so weak. She immediately fallen on the ground, facing the sky and started breathing out all of her fatigue. Her body started sweating because she started cooling down and she finally realized how warm she was. She was kind of breathless and it lasted good few minutes. She didn't want to look at Eridanus, she didn't want to know his reaction on her damned weakness! She wanted to stand up, but she reminded herself not to use that strength, the one collected from anger. |