She might have been okay with it, but he certainly wasn't. Sure, water was harmless, but water wasn't the only element he had possession of. It could have been fire. Gods damn it, he could have been comparing her to fire in his head and then he would be sitting here explaining why on earth he burnt down her house and all of the automatons sitting in it. It seemed as though he was forgetting that he also controlled water, which had the simple property of being able to put fires out.
Besides, it was a matter of pride. He was supposed to be the learned wizard, the skilled Reimancer. And while she was making animated spiders, and crutches, and gods only knew what else, he was apparently relegated to accidentally dousing pretty girls with water.
Pretty...?
Well, yes, he supposed that Tock was pretty, in her own way. She was rough around the edges, not like the women of the Benshira that he remembered from his past life, but there was...a spark to her that many of those women did not have. A desire to learn, to challenge, to find out. It was a desire that he shared, although his curiosity was expressed in different ways. While she built with her hands and imbued her creations with life, he studied the elements, and the channels and pathways of magic itself. But he could be just as curious, just as driven, and just as questioning, which might have been why he found himself drawn to her in the first place.
And then she was kissing him again, and all of his earlier thoughts and protests seemed to go right out the window.
In truth, Satevis was just as inexperienced with this sort of thing as she was, perhaps more so. His Ethaefal form, the only life he still had complete memories of, was less than five years old. In that time, romance hadn't exactly been a top priority. Studying, traveling, dealing with his own angst about falling from the Ukalas...those things had occupied his time. As Taras, his most recent past life, he might have been involved with a woman--he didn't remember. Certainly, there was the woman he had died for, and he wondered occasionally if that had been his motive. But even as Taras, he was the same in many respects. He spent his life engrossed in study. There was simply no time to involve himself with another, and it was not high on his priorities.
So this was the first kiss that he could remember.
...Well, he realized as he pulled Tock closer again, mindful of her injured foot, and kissed her back. Second.
But who was counting?
His kiss was more reserved than hers, but no less eager. His movements as he returned her kiss were slow and gentle, almost tender. But there was a sense of restraint, a sense that yes, he could do more, he could overpower her, but he chose not to. He chose to let her take the lead, chose to follow. If she was fire, he was water--gentle, unassuming, nonthreatening, but with the potential to be much deeper and darker than he appeared on the surface. It was an aspect of Satevis's personality that extended to others areas as well--of himself, of his emotions, he was always in control.
Well, almost always. But he had learned that with Tock, one just did not argue.
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