Her father had always taught her to question everything. It was part of being a Drykas, he’d said, and, even if it wasn’t, she still had to question the wisdom of having a teacher who was barely older than her. It didn’t matter that he was attractive – looks would, after all, get him nowhere. They wouldn’t protect him. They wouldn’t keep him safe. And, despite the skills she had seen earlier with him on the horse, she still did not trust him, still thought he had to prove himself, because riding was not fighting. A man could be a great rider, and yet he could not fight. She’d always had to see to believe, and now was no different. He had to show himself to her completely before she could even think about giving herself over to him fully.
She loosened her grip on her scimitar, biting back on a retort that she was holding it just fine, thank you very much, and looked up, ready to ask him whether he approved. She saw his blush, and her eyebrows rose, and she stared, uncomprehending, anger and annoyance threatening. Was he laughing at her again? Why? What was wrong with him? She knew how to hold a sword! She knew how to fight!
“’Um...’?” she repeated finally, lowering her weapon, her voice taking on a suspicious note as she took a step closer to him, closing the gap. “Why do you blush? Am I really so embarrassing? Am I really so bad that you cannot look?” She brushed the hair from her face again, her eyes glaring, all traces of her earlier humour gone. “Or are you really so desperate for me to put you on your back? But, show me, then, if I am so terrible. Show me how to hold it. I don’t bite. You are the teacher, after all, and I don’t think students are supposed to bite the teacher, are they?”
She pushed aside any and all thoughts on how well the blush suited him. She was here to learn, here to use him to get what he wanted; she wasn’t here to look at him in such a way.
No matter how much she wanted to. |