He had taken a position near the back of the Sylirans to stay away from their self-righteous babble. Mostly, the Knights kept their recruitment to a minimum, or at least directed at those who weren’t traveling in the rear. Slowly, but surely, all Zeltivans seemed to be moving back. Murdock had changed out of his Wave guard uniform and packed it away, comfortable in a lighter outfit with blades at his side. It wasn’t that he feared an attack with such a contingent, but after Sunberth, any time he was without a blade made him feel naked, exposed. The past few days had been a blur of monotony and adventure. Some of the memories ran together, some of the information was false. The accursed manacle drawing his sides together was stronger now. One of these days, he might not wake up at all. It was a frightening thought, although he’d never admit it.
Just beyond the light of the fire, Murdock, once Shroud, sat in darkness. In these times of solitude, he focused on the only magic that let him claim solidarity, the calming infinite of the Void. Breathing out slowly, he held out his hands, cupped, and brought the Djed from within him through his finger tips to suffuse the air above his proffered palms. He did not open a door, merely removed all the somethingness that existed there in front of him. The night air, the breeze, the scents, the light from the fire, one by one he eliminated them and focused only on that sense of comfortable infinity. Solidarity was easy to grasp when one shut everything else form their mind. He breathed, but it was relief he gasped and not merely air.
“Room for one more?”
He smiled, nodding once, all the answer he’d give his familiar. “I thought your kind was incapable of stillness,” Closing his eyes, he brought the Void into the world, a point of infinite shadow that grew from his open hands “Why the change of heart?”
“I don’t know, boredom maybe? A lot of walking and staring at a horse’s ass. Not much adventure there.”
“You’re the one who wanted to travel.”
“I just wanted to be somewhere else.”
“And so we are.”
“Not here.”
Murdock frowned, resisting the urge to pat his familiar on the shoulder…a shoulder that didn’t exist. “Patience, my friend, we’ll be somewhere new sooner than you’d think.”
“Thanks,” His familiar answered, quietly, “For all of this.”
“It was a jaunt from the port city or death, but I’m warming up to the idea.”
“If you stayed much longer, they’d have found you out.”
“I’d like to think I left everyone enough to worry about.”
“Will we go back?”
“Yes. Unfinished business with a few people.”
“Tock?”
“Zipporah,” he breathed the word like a curse, “I’ll break her.”
“Why is that so important?”
“It…isn’t, I guess. I don’t know. I feel like I have to.”
“You envy her, don’t you?”
Shroud winced, his concentration wavering as he held the void open. “Your kind aren’t renowned for perception.”
“I know, right? Must be all that time I keep spending with you. Shyke. If my brothers saw me now…call me an Irylid, ugh, what a curse.”
“Interesting. You punish observation and reward oblivion.”
“You’ll never understand my people.”
“And you understand mine?”
“Good point boyo, you fleshlings are quite the mystery.”
“Isn’t that the appeal?”
“Not a bad revelation there, boyo, not bad at all.” He could hear the smile in Zan’s voice.
“The perception goes both ways, Sarawanki,” Shroud reminded, “Just as you know me, I will know you.”
“And so, and so.”
“And so indeed.”
Holding out the magic for a few more seconds, Shroud canceled the Djed flow and filled in the portal with the somethingness around it. The portal collapsed in on itself, twisting in shadow and finally vanishing completely. Rubbing his forehead, Shroud stood up to return to the fire.
And then that voice.
Syliran.
Pushing through the undergrowth, he approached the fire where the Zeltivans were gathering around. There was Rayage, his on again, off again friend…the boy, Leigo, and a few others. It was a colored man that spoke to them, his skin somewhat similar to a robin’s egg. Stepping forward into the light of the fire, the handsome Blighter regarded the knight with a single raised eyebrow.
“Do continue, ser Knight, what’s so important?” |