Season of Fall, 4th Day, 510 AV Dear Imass,
Thank you for your kind words in the most recent letter you sent. You're right, I know you're right. It's just that, in my darkest hours, I sometimes find myself feeling guilty. Resentful, even. Imass, was it honour that Lurik died for? Or was it simply a city that sends its weakest boys to their deaths?
But you and I have spoken for many hours about this in the past, and I understand now that this is not all there is to it. The culture of warriors in Riverfall is what allows me to live safely. It is what allows my family to live safely. To survive. It allows us, all of us, to experience pleasures that I too often take for granted.
Besides, I am sure the life of a warrior cannot just be about the trials one faces. You've confirmed this for me. When I read your story, Imass, it filled my heart with joy. I cannot thank your gods, and Avalis, enough for your discoveries in Syliras. Although I selfishly wish you had found your life's purpose at home, you've left no doubt in my mind that you are in the right place. These Knights - they seem honourable and true, like yourself. And, to speak frankly, I can see that this the happiest you have been in a long, long while. The passion in your words shows me that.
Before I forget: Kobalt sends you his greetings and says that he, too, is pleased you have carved out a respectable path for yourself. He would also like you to know that you will always have a place here, should you ever decide to return.
Imass, I miss you like no other. I hope you are correct when you say that we will be reunited, as the days are less bright when I am not by your side. The writings you sent me - the ones from the Penita Scrolls - have played their part in encouraging my patience. They speak of belief and courage, and I know that is what I must exercise now.
I will try to be stronger, Imass. For you, my family, and Avalis. When doubt clouds my mind and fear shadows my steps, I will think of you. I will think of your faith, courage, and conviction. And I will be okay.
Love always, Naeya Ti'av |