89th Day of Summer, 512 AV Late Night A few hours walk from Zeltiva... Tock trudged through the hills, wandering in a daze. Night had fallen, but she hadn't even noticed. Her eyes were unfocused. Her mind was blank. Empty. She had her arms hugged around herself, and even Handy's gentle stroking of her hair wasn't enough to soothe her. Her feet moved as if she were one of her own Automatons, without any understanding of where she was going or why. She didn't even know if she was headed in the right direction. She just moved, one foot after the other, one step at a time. She stumbled, not noticing nor caring when she pushed through a thorn bush and scraped her skin. Branches smacked across her face, she trudged through mud, she got leaves and twigs tangled in her hair. And she didn't care. Sounds came from the distance. Wild sounds. Dangerous sounds. But they fell on deaf ears. She didn't know what was out there. She didn't care. Let it come. Let it kill her. What difference would it make? She stumbled and fell, sliding down a rocky hill, not even trying to catch herself. At the bottom she just pushed slowly back to her feet, unaware of the scrapes and bruises. Her clothing was ripped, but she didn't care. She didn't care about anything. She just couldn't believe what she'd done... |