79th day of spring.
Khiara felt herself slipping. Each week she stayed, it was becoming harder to resist the restless urge to move on. There were times, in the very early hours of the morning, that the vantha contemplated stealing away in the night and not looking back. But then she felt the guilt if betraying Pygmy, and even Vanator...and so she got through the rest of the week. However, this night, in the cooler air, she wondered how much longer she could cope. Sometimes it was hard to breathe, it was so hard to let go.
It hadn't been easy to sleep this evening. She tossed and turned and lay staring at the ceiling. Giving up, she'd finally dressed in the knee length sleeveless tunic she now rather fondly wore and her furlined boots. Brushing her hair, the woman left it loose to shimmer violet-gold in the flickering firelights of other pavillions and establishments. Taking the carving of Eliac and the Whale from he pack, she rubbed her thumb across the familiar sweep of its tail and his small face.
"I miss you." Khiara whispered, before kissing the carving softly and placing it in her pack again. Leaving the pavillion, she took a deep breath, feeling naked without the carving. Letting it out, she quickly walked past the entrance and through the darkened city of Endrykas. Where there were people, surely their would be company willing to drink with her. This night, she felt, would be a night to drink deeply - and nothing was more depressing than drinking alone. Allowing her feet to lead her, the foreigner made her way onwards, practically loosing herself in the streets. When she came to a loud enough establishment, she pushed her way through the entrance flap and smiled, violet eyes taking in the singing drunkards and laughing patrons. This would do. Making her way to the barkeep, she ordered a large mug of spiced wine and with a moment of hesitation, a shot of something strong. Paying, she took a breath, before throwing back the shot with a grimace and a shudder. Lifting her mug, she found herself an empty table and sat down, laughing along with the other patrons at the singers antics. Now all she needed was a companion.