24th Day of Fall, 512 Late Morning Sanctuary The common room of Sacntuary's Within has a large, ordinate fireplace hewn into the solid stone. The fire is always cackling or has been left to simmer into pulsing embers, as the staff never seem to let it die. Whether it is a fluke of design or a very clever strategy, the fireplace opens up to the large room in such a way that the heat radiates across the space evenly. Even the floor rarely gets cold in the crisp fall mornings. There is a space directly in front of the fireplace that seems to gather more heat then usual. The light reflects off of the chimneys jutting lip and the back of the fire grate to pool in a liquidy warmth that feels marvellous on a thick back of fur. And its all hers. Rhy's bones pop and crack like the fire at her back as she pushes the last of the sleep from her four legs. This is what she has dubbed 'prime territory', since every dog in the Sanctuary wants to get their paws on it. And it took considerable effort (and not a little backbone) to wrestle it from every dog wandering in looking for a nap. But its now hers. She has the rights to it before every other dog. One last heavy sigh and Rhy gets heavily to her feet and gives an almighty shake that starts at her scruff and shudders to her tail. Finally awake, she makes her way outside at a fast clip. Breakfast for the workers has come and gone, and most, if not all, can be seen going about their endless chores and jobs needed to keep this place running. For some reason she feels a sharp spike of guilt over this. She sleeps here now, plays here, she ranks well with the dogs, the workers even feed her if she's around at the daily meals. They have saved her life at least twice and she has made many friends inside the imposing walls. And she's never paid them back. They toil over construction, animals and healing while she sleeps off her dinner in front of the fire. She stops in the courtyard to consider this. Her brow knit and staring at the ground as if she has just recently discovered it. She's never had a problem with receiving charity. Her pride is thin at best and her guilt is reserved for special occasions. Then why is this different? Well for one thing, she reasons, she really doesn't need the charity anymore. She is perfectly capable of standing on own now, despite the rocky start. But deeper then that, she realizes she has to concede that she is of no value to anyone here. And the thought makes her balk. Her proud Drykas father would be spitting in his shallow grave if he heard his daughter was taking advantage of people like a criminal. Or a pet. She looks up to the open gate no more then a few feet away. Work and responsibility may mean less of this freedom she has been so enjoying. But the inside of her head is calling like a hollowed out echo: useless, useless, useless. She's a pet, a decorative thing with no substance. She has no one to serve. And it bothers her. With an angry snort and a clomping stride she turns her back on the gate and marches herself back towards home. She needs to find Kavala. Its time to start being useful. |