13th Day of Fall Midafternoon The Sea of Grass OOCThis is in continuation from my gnosis thread, which is on my character sheet. Caaaw! Caaaw! No! Go away! She wanted to yell and shoo the crow off. It was slowly pulling her from the blissful nothingness that had taken over her mind, mercifully shielding her from the agony clutching her body. Woh-woh! Krrackow! She was semiconscious now; about halfway there. This was when she registered the pain again. For a moment it was just an ache, but suddenly it slammed into her like a furious bull. She gasped and shuddered, then screamed as the sudden movement jarred her legs. Tears leaked from the corners of her eyes as she laid on the soft carpet of grass and leaves, staring numbly at the crow that was peering down at her. When their eyes met the raw pain it sensed through the connection nearly grounded it. It's next cry was quieter, almost in despair. It knew what she was, the mark that she now bore. It flapped loudly to the ground, hopping closer on clumsy legs and just stood there. They stayed like this for a while; Gianne didn't know how long. The company was welcome as she cried silently to herself, drawing solace from the lone scavenger. Being unable to move was the worst part of it all. Even raising her arm would in some little way jar her maimed legs, burnt beyond use. It felt like bells had passed before she finally spoke, deciding not to use Mura with the bird. She had the sudden craving to hear her voice out loud. Maybe she thought she could pretend it was someone else's. Serrif's perhaps. Or Rhy or Kavala. "So, bird, are you enjoying the weather?" Her voice was like a tattered piece of cloth, rough and worn out. Her stoic companion merely watched with intelligent eyes, and her's rolled around to meet them once more. It gave her images of a small pool of water nearby, and wild onions that were growing near it. Gianne closed her eyes to break the contact after letting it know how grateful she was. I have to move. I will move. But it would be the most agonizing thing she'd ever felt. She knew that even before trying. Her tears, previously dried, were renewed again. Who knew someone could cry so much in one day? Taking a few deep and careful breaths to prepare herself, she slowly positioned her arms to roll onto her stomach. With exaggerated care she pushed up onto her elbows, viciously biting back a scream. Silent sobs shook her body, and before she could scare herself out of the decision she shoved herself onto her stomach. There was no holding back the next shriek. It pierced her own ears, and she wailed like a child, wanting nothing more than to curl up and have Dira take her away from this situation. The crow, startled back into the lower branches of the canopy overhead, let out a few raucous cries. For an uncountable amount of time Gianne lay still once more, allowing the surge of fiery pain to ebb back to normal levels. It was starting to seem like she would hurt forever, always tortured by the flesh cooked on her legs. How could someone possibly find her out here? Another cry from the crow pulled her from her pessimistic thoughts. It alighted next to her head in her field of vision, bobbing its body in quick successions. She lifted her head carefully, feeling bits of leaves sticking to her tear soaked face. "Alright," she managed to mutter, meeting its eyes to let it know she would follow. Caw! Caaaw! It hopped away awkwardly, wings slightly outstretched for balance. Gianne couldn't help but smile, though it wouldn't meet her eyes. Her heart quickened with fear as she reached for the ground in front of her, knowing the pain that would come. And it did. As she slowly pulled her body forward it felt like every leaf, blade of grass, and twig was ripping into her burns, peeling the flesh from her legs. She shuddered with the effort it took to not just stop and give up. But gradually she followed in the wake of the bird. It would stop and entice her to follow, bobbing its body in that persuasive dance before hobbling off again. It seemed like an eternity of pain and tears before she reached a low line of brush. Through the thick tangle of branches and weeds she could see the pool of water. It was small and muddy, but it was water. Gianne stared at it like she'd found a solid bar of gold, then frowned at the wall of roughage blocking her from the little slice of Eden awaiting her. There was no way she could drag herself through; there were thorns, ivy, nettles and the like. She considered screaming in frustration, but just couldn't muster the energy. So instead she finally gave up, letting her head drop the dirt. Her eyelids closed to tired slits and after a few moments the crow's legs came into view. "Thanks for trying, but I have to stay here now," she murmured with a herculean effort. It stayed silent, just standing there for a while. Eventually she closed her eyes and after a further wait, the crow climbed to her shoulder, its presence more of a comfort than she'd ever be able to put into words. |