Rude? It was misunderstanding, and this was all a means to an end anyway. He wanted knowledge, she would give it to him. Her reaction was strange to him, since he'd said nothing that wasn't true, or at least true as far as he could see. It did indeed look as if she did not know much about intelligence gathering, but she took offense to that for some reason as if that were her intention. At least now he finally ruled out a cunning trap, for anyone who was trying to manipulate him would likely refrain from such aggressive mannerism or avoid passionate topics altogether. Some part of him wanted to point out why she didn't look as if she knew much about intelligence - he did know, and enough to spot the signs of someone who was new or untrained. He would not give himself entirely away though, not for the sake of explaining.
"You're right," he conceded, "there's probably a long list of skills I can't do, most of them physical, but what I can do is enough for me to learn what I need to know. I have no business knowing most physical skills either, as that is not within my line of profession. As for passion, it can be a good motivator but can also serve as a distraction. Time and patience are the most reliable methods to knowledge and skill." His voice was calm and steady, his movement minimal and his eyes empty. Of course, there were slight signs of his confusion, his relaxed brow and slightly cocked head, but he was not yet good enough to have complete control. "Besides, it is not so much that the skill does not fit the role, but rather it is that the role has no need nor desire for the skill. You simply do not look the sort that would require or know much about intelligence gathering, that's all there is to it."
Once she'd calmed down and spoke, Kelmar shook his head. "Perhaps you did, perhaps you didn't," he replied. "There is nothing wrong with what you have said, it is your opinion, just as what I have said is mine. You only get carried away when you say things that you should not have, and so far there is no reason for you to not have said anything that has been." He did not hold her passion over her, nor her opinion. Everyone looked at things their own way
When Kelmar looked down at her, a well-dressed woman sitting on the bench, after speaking his thoughts on the past, he could see in her eyes a trace of disgust, the hint of a grimace on her lips, the slight furrow of her brow. Did she perhaps suspect that he thought of himself as superior, prideful in some manner? Oh, the irony. After meeting with various people like that, after years of working for nobles who held nothing but disdain for those without their level of money and status, it was ironic that someone, while performing a task for the agent (even if it was fortune telling) thought the same way of him. Perhaps that is what she could read from him so far, but it was not that truth. He had no pride because pride was worth nothing, did nothing, meant nothing. Superiority was understandable perhaps if it was well earned, but that was not relevant in most cases and in the end the feeling did not achieve anything either. All that mattered, all there had been and always would be was power. Of course, she did not know him, so he could understand if she mistook him or his mannerisms. After all, not many shared Kelmar's way of thinking. It was a mindset, an outlook that got Kelmar everything he ever had so far, and it was the way forward for him for years to come.
"If people do not understand their past," Kelmar interjected, "or do not believe in the credibility of the teller, then the past should be talked over. However, I understand my past and believe in what you say, so I have no need for it. The present would be for similar reasons, perhaps to help with an immediate obstacle, but I have none at the moment. The only knowledge I do not have is the future, so if you could provide me with some that would be most appreciated." He kept looking down at the cards, at the woman's hands as she moved and adjusted them. It could be nothing, but he noticed that there was a slight hesitation in her movements, as if she were unsure about what she was doing. Was she having doubts about reading him, his future? Or had she not done this in a while? He could not tell.
Again, Kelmar nodded as she clarified her limited power. "It makes sense you could not read a linear trail of destined events," Kelmar responded, adding a jovial tone to his voice, the first sign of emotion in a while, "otherwise people like you would rule the world." Flipping the card, she looked at it a moment, then a look of amusement graced her lips and brightened her eyes. Then she told him of where his current state would lead him, followed by her own interpretation. A position in The Black Sun? Perhaps, perhaps. The agent did not contest the legitimacy of the power that would give him, and it would give him ample time to practice and hone his skills, increase his individual power.
"Pick a card that is right and warm?" Kelmar asked suddenly after listening to the rest of her explanation and watching her spread the cards, then realizing he'd asked the question aloud this time. "I doubt there is such thing as a 'right' card for me, and the only ones that should be warm are those closest to your palms," he explained, though he knew she would not like his outburst. He could not help it, in his binary mind there was only the logical, not the emotional or spiritual. Despite his belief in the practice of fortune telling, he did not think he would participate in such a process or contribute his own 'senses' to the reading. Regardless, he ran his hand over the cards, looking for one that was different, going along with what the woman said albeit tentatively. They all had the same texture, the ones on the ends where her palms were were warmer, their backs all had the same design, they all had the same shape and dimensions as far as he could tell, there were none that jumped out or warranted extra attention from him. They were all the bloody same. He searched, for whole chimes he searched, but none stood out from any of the others, none that he felt would particularly tell his future accurately.
After five chimes total, Kelmar withdrew his hands. There was nothing. Which was a shame, for the knowledge perhaps would have provided some insight as to what was coming. "I am afraid that none of these really stand out to me," the agent explained. "There is no card that I can say that I feel holds my future and tell the truth. I have never been very apt at such senses, usually it is left up to the teller, so I cannot assist any further."