The young man could tell the actual moment he caught and held her undivided attention. She just suddenly grew incredibly quiet in the way she stood watching him. Her eyes darted to his lips as if she could physically see the words slipping out from behind their firm expanse. Making no comments as he spoke, she listened like someone clinging to each of his words not because of their tone, but for the richness of the information they contained. She listened like someone who cared.
And in the end, her strange eyes lifted and met his own and he saw they were a odd color - not quite blue and not quiet green - as the darkness shadowed her form and highlighted her gaze. Her lips curved slightly and she smiled at him, still not speaking after he'd finished releasing his thoughts. By the expression on her face he could tell she was thinking his words over, absorbing them.
A long time passed.
"I don't know what being human means. I came to learn. When I was small, so very small that I could fit in the crook of your arm, my mentor found me among the wreckage of a ship. It bore the name Haeli on its bell so she gave it to me as well. She was not human. She lived with no one and was caretaker to a swamp far to the south of here. I grew up thinking I was like her. And the first people I ever saw were human sailors when I was older, ten summers into my life. I realized then there was a difference, then, between them and Ozatha. It was upsetting. I wanted to be like her, not what I was. That was nine season changes ago. She died, two seasons ago, and I came here. It was a long flight. But I was so alone there without her. And she always seemed so disappointed that I was only human." Haeli added, looking longingly for a moment.
"They might band together, Darik, but they are no cautious herd that takes care of its own. They are often cruel to each other, untrusting, and the strong prey upon the weak. It's like nothing I've ever seen." She said, her voice going lower.
"Being me should be enough." She said softly, then glanced around. Her long hair fell free of her cloak's hood as she leaned forward and bent down to pick something up off the ground. It was a pine cone. She pocketed it. "But I don't know who me is." She admitted.
"No, the rituals are strange here too. People pair up. They do things in twos and in families. I have none of that. I do not look to others for safety or comfort. It puts you on the outside, sometimes like you are in the cold, staring through skyglass and looking in at humans being humans and not understanding." She said, reaching into her basket and pulling out her knife. She ran her thumb down its length, testing its sharpness. "This will not protect me. It's nothing to the raw world out here. It's nothing to these humans." She added, half as if she scorned them and half as if she longed to be part of them.
"Ozantha said I should come here. She said my ship was from there. She made me promise since I first started bleeding. She said it was the way of humans to gather together, to share information, and to find mates. You are the first person that has really talked to me that is also human. Are you looking for those things? For information? For a mate?" She asked, curiosity infusing her words. Haeli had no idea that what she spoke of was perhaps not polite conversation in Lhavitian society.
"I am old enough." She said abruptly, almost defensively. "To mate that is. To be one. I want to. It will help me understand." Haeli said, stumbling over the words. She dropped her gaze again, caught her lower lip and nibbled it for a moment, then released it to meet his eyes again.
And in the end, her strange eyes lifted and met his own and he saw they were a odd color - not quite blue and not quiet green - as the darkness shadowed her form and highlighted her gaze. Her lips curved slightly and she smiled at him, still not speaking after he'd finished releasing his thoughts. By the expression on her face he could tell she was thinking his words over, absorbing them.
A long time passed.
"I don't know what being human means. I came to learn. When I was small, so very small that I could fit in the crook of your arm, my mentor found me among the wreckage of a ship. It bore the name Haeli on its bell so she gave it to me as well. She was not human. She lived with no one and was caretaker to a swamp far to the south of here. I grew up thinking I was like her. And the first people I ever saw were human sailors when I was older, ten summers into my life. I realized then there was a difference, then, between them and Ozatha. It was upsetting. I wanted to be like her, not what I was. That was nine season changes ago. She died, two seasons ago, and I came here. It was a long flight. But I was so alone there without her. And she always seemed so disappointed that I was only human." Haeli added, looking longingly for a moment.
"They might band together, Darik, but they are no cautious herd that takes care of its own. They are often cruel to each other, untrusting, and the strong prey upon the weak. It's like nothing I've ever seen." She said, her voice going lower.
"Being me should be enough." She said softly, then glanced around. Her long hair fell free of her cloak's hood as she leaned forward and bent down to pick something up off the ground. It was a pine cone. She pocketed it. "But I don't know who me is." She admitted.
"No, the rituals are strange here too. People pair up. They do things in twos and in families. I have none of that. I do not look to others for safety or comfort. It puts you on the outside, sometimes like you are in the cold, staring through skyglass and looking in at humans being humans and not understanding." She said, reaching into her basket and pulling out her knife. She ran her thumb down its length, testing its sharpness. "This will not protect me. It's nothing to the raw world out here. It's nothing to these humans." She added, half as if she scorned them and half as if she longed to be part of them.
"Ozantha said I should come here. She said my ship was from there. She made me promise since I first started bleeding. She said it was the way of humans to gather together, to share information, and to find mates. You are the first person that has really talked to me that is also human. Are you looking for those things? For information? For a mate?" She asked, curiosity infusing her words. Haeli had no idea that what she spoke of was perhaps not polite conversation in Lhavitian society.
"I am old enough." She said abruptly, almost defensively. "To mate that is. To be one. I want to. It will help me understand." Haeli said, stumbling over the words. She dropped her gaze again, caught her lower lip and nibbled it for a moment, then released it to meet his eyes again.