Haeli acted as if she was engrossed in what she was doing, but the truth of the matter was she was engrossed in what he was doing. She was well practiced in pretending not to concern herself with what was around her. It was the best way to mingle with such things as deer and not alarm squirrels or jays when traversing the woods. If you looked suspicious you were suspicious. But if you acted relaxed and if you belonged, then often it was taken for granted that you did indeed belong.
He was fascinating to her. She wanted to ask him a hundred questions more... no a thousand... but she was scared of scaring him off. And when he stooped and stroked something she could not quite see, she bit her lip in frustration and wanted to rush over to demand to see what it was he looked at and then ask him why he looked at it.
But she couldn't just act like that. Haeli had long since learned that people were reserved. They put masks on and what they projected to others was not necessary what they were inside.[ So while she wanted to question him more, demand what caught his eye, and at the very least touch his hair to see for herself what the actual texture was... she restrained herself. Morphers were tactile creatures. They liked to see, smell, taste, and feel anything they might one day duplicate. But he would not understand that. Nor would he welcome the intrusion to his private mindset. Of this, Haeli was certain. But she still wanted too. And she would, she decided, sometime in the future with his permission when the time was right.
So she waited, offering him companionship and nothing more, until he began to speak once again.
He showed surprising wisdom in his analogy of the plants growing high up being survivors. She smiled when he said so and she had to agree to the fact he was most likely right. His quote was a bit confounding until she really thought about what he said. Haeli had a peculiar expression when she did such thinking, and often her nose wrinkled showing off the very faint smattering of freckles there. In Leth's light though they were invisible. The girl paused, dropping her knife in her basket, and ran her clawed hands through her hair once more, doing so at an angle that would not draw attention to her altered digits. She nodded to herself then nodded to him. "I see what you are saying. You put people in situations they aren't used to and see which people thrive. Those people are stronger, I suspect, than the ones who struggle. Standing on the outside you see no differences at all, but the struggle and strife is the test to bring out the qualities you seek. Moving here, I think, was that sort of test for me. And its not an easy one. I wonder how you would have judged me, knowing before and knowing now. You don't know both ends and both beginnings so you can't judge... only guess. But it still makes for interesting thinking." She said, shifting the basket to her other hand, it growing more heavier than it had been before.
"You call your previous mentor your Master. What kind of work did he do? I'm a bit confused. You speak as if he is no longer here or has gone. What happened to him? And now that you are no longer with him, you can be anything you want. You can do anything you want. That is a sort of freedom... surely being a student of humanity isn't your choice. Surely there's something else you are good at or even passionate about. If there is nothing, then that would worry me. People without passion are damaged people, Dariel. They can be very dangerous people too." Haeli admitted, pausing in her walking and waiting for him to answer.
He was fascinating to her. She wanted to ask him a hundred questions more... no a thousand... but she was scared of scaring him off. And when he stooped and stroked something she could not quite see, she bit her lip in frustration and wanted to rush over to demand to see what it was he looked at and then ask him why he looked at it.
But she couldn't just act like that. Haeli had long since learned that people were reserved. They put masks on and what they projected to others was not necessary what they were inside.[ So while she wanted to question him more, demand what caught his eye, and at the very least touch his hair to see for herself what the actual texture was... she restrained herself. Morphers were tactile creatures. They liked to see, smell, taste, and feel anything they might one day duplicate. But he would not understand that. Nor would he welcome the intrusion to his private mindset. Of this, Haeli was certain. But she still wanted too. And she would, she decided, sometime in the future with his permission when the time was right.
So she waited, offering him companionship and nothing more, until he began to speak once again.
He showed surprising wisdom in his analogy of the plants growing high up being survivors. She smiled when he said so and she had to agree to the fact he was most likely right. His quote was a bit confounding until she really thought about what he said. Haeli had a peculiar expression when she did such thinking, and often her nose wrinkled showing off the very faint smattering of freckles there. In Leth's light though they were invisible. The girl paused, dropping her knife in her basket, and ran her clawed hands through her hair once more, doing so at an angle that would not draw attention to her altered digits. She nodded to herself then nodded to him. "I see what you are saying. You put people in situations they aren't used to and see which people thrive. Those people are stronger, I suspect, than the ones who struggle. Standing on the outside you see no differences at all, but the struggle and strife is the test to bring out the qualities you seek. Moving here, I think, was that sort of test for me. And its not an easy one. I wonder how you would have judged me, knowing before and knowing now. You don't know both ends and both beginnings so you can't judge... only guess. But it still makes for interesting thinking." She said, shifting the basket to her other hand, it growing more heavier than it had been before.
"You call your previous mentor your Master. What kind of work did he do? I'm a bit confused. You speak as if he is no longer here or has gone. What happened to him? And now that you are no longer with him, you can be anything you want. You can do anything you want. That is a sort of freedom... surely being a student of humanity isn't your choice. Surely there's something else you are good at or even passionate about. If there is nothing, then that would worry me. People without passion are damaged people, Dariel. They can be very dangerous people too." Haeli admitted, pausing in her walking and waiting for him to answer.