"Now it's your turn. No games. No dodging. Why have you really taken me away from my home. Start now, tell me the truth, you can do it. Is it just sex, I would think that there would be a line of willing participants, with better survival skills. This is where the unraveling begins, so surprise me, be yourself, because I will know if you're not."
It had taken nearly the entire day for Chemar to give voice to her true question. The dreamwalker was a challenging woman, taking the liberty of the intimacy they shared both in the physical and the dreamworld to press into personal things. Kovac had long ago shed the fear and intimidation that Chemar once inspired, having come to terms with the fact that she essentially stared into his soul. The hunter had learned that there were shared affections, ties, between them, and that she could be vulnerable as well. What made the Avora marvel was why the dreamwalker chose to befriend him in spite of what she saw, and what she knew.
Kovac was glad, in fact, for the candor she requested, because it revealed as much about her as his answer would about him. Chemar no longer ridiculed him for his promiscuity only in his dreams, but openly taunted him now regarding his presumed cadre of potential sexual partners. It was a rub that he himself could not deny her. Of any woman that he may find himself with, and there were fewer than she imagined, Chemar's relationship was already deeper and more complex. He knew it, and so did she. And that lead to the answer to her question.
His reply was interrupted by Tisserand's sudden stop. His own heart seemed to palpitate harder, and he perceived it was Chemar who's heart triggered the shared sensation. At first Kovac thought she was fatigued. Descending the stair was hard on the legs of one unused to the constant stepping, though she had not been panting or appeared out of breath.
Kovac moved to her side, a hand resting lightly on Chemar's shoulder. "Are you alright? We can stop, take a break if you need, we are in no hurry." Though she tried to negate his concern with some humor, her smile was without mirth, and distress tainted her pretty face.
It was a bad idea. She was right, he had no right to drag her out there. The Unforgiving was just that. It was a dangerous place, even for someone trained like Kovac. His pride and selfishness lead him to lure her out her, to have her alone to himself in a place she would have no choice by to rely upon him. Not even halfway down the road and Chemar was suffering.
The petite girl showed resolution, urging Kovac on himself as she insisted he answer her question. Truly concerned now for Chemar's well being, the Avora did as she asked, and spoke with honesty.
"There is more than one reason, I suppose." He stated with a slight shrug, all tinge of guile or sarcasm gone. "It has nothing to do with simply wanting to have sex with someone in the woods. I admit, I want to have sex with you in the woods." He released a small laugh. " I want to be alone with you, to finish what we started last night. I know that could have happened anywhere in Wind Reach really. But there was more to it. " Kovac glanced over at Chemar, to gauge her condition. She was not herself, and it compelled the Avora to speak with sincerity. "You are under my skin Chemar. You tease me about rabbits. You are not a rabbit to me, but I need to find out what you are. I don't have to tell you how I am... you know. I just wanted to get away from all the distraction, to find out who you really are, and what we are."
There it was. It was both relieving and distressing to say it, what he really felt. Vulnerability was not something Kovac cherished, but Chemar seemed to create it within him. It made it easier, in a twisted way though, that Chemar was suffering her own physical vulnerability at the moment. Looking down, Kovac caught a glimpse of the roof of the shelter that marked their halfway point. Once they crossed the road again, they would take it to the covered landing, large enough to hold three wagons. There would be plenty of room there for the night. Then Kovac would determine whether they continued on. His pride had brought her out here, was she ready for what really lay ahead?
It had taken nearly the entire day for Chemar to give voice to her true question. The dreamwalker was a challenging woman, taking the liberty of the intimacy they shared both in the physical and the dreamworld to press into personal things. Kovac had long ago shed the fear and intimidation that Chemar once inspired, having come to terms with the fact that she essentially stared into his soul. The hunter had learned that there were shared affections, ties, between them, and that she could be vulnerable as well. What made the Avora marvel was why the dreamwalker chose to befriend him in spite of what she saw, and what she knew.
Kovac was glad, in fact, for the candor she requested, because it revealed as much about her as his answer would about him. Chemar no longer ridiculed him for his promiscuity only in his dreams, but openly taunted him now regarding his presumed cadre of potential sexual partners. It was a rub that he himself could not deny her. Of any woman that he may find himself with, and there were fewer than she imagined, Chemar's relationship was already deeper and more complex. He knew it, and so did she. And that lead to the answer to her question.
His reply was interrupted by Tisserand's sudden stop. His own heart seemed to palpitate harder, and he perceived it was Chemar who's heart triggered the shared sensation. At first Kovac thought she was fatigued. Descending the stair was hard on the legs of one unused to the constant stepping, though she had not been panting or appeared out of breath.
Kovac moved to her side, a hand resting lightly on Chemar's shoulder. "Are you alright? We can stop, take a break if you need, we are in no hurry." Though she tried to negate his concern with some humor, her smile was without mirth, and distress tainted her pretty face.
It was a bad idea. She was right, he had no right to drag her out there. The Unforgiving was just that. It was a dangerous place, even for someone trained like Kovac. His pride and selfishness lead him to lure her out her, to have her alone to himself in a place she would have no choice by to rely upon him. Not even halfway down the road and Chemar was suffering.
The petite girl showed resolution, urging Kovac on himself as she insisted he answer her question. Truly concerned now for Chemar's well being, the Avora did as she asked, and spoke with honesty.
"There is more than one reason, I suppose." He stated with a slight shrug, all tinge of guile or sarcasm gone. "It has nothing to do with simply wanting to have sex with someone in the woods. I admit, I want to have sex with you in the woods." He released a small laugh. " I want to be alone with you, to finish what we started last night. I know that could have happened anywhere in Wind Reach really. But there was more to it. " Kovac glanced over at Chemar, to gauge her condition. She was not herself, and it compelled the Avora to speak with sincerity. "You are under my skin Chemar. You tease me about rabbits. You are not a rabbit to me, but I need to find out what you are. I don't have to tell you how I am... you know. I just wanted to get away from all the distraction, to find out who you really are, and what we are."
There it was. It was both relieving and distressing to say it, what he really felt. Vulnerability was not something Kovac cherished, but Chemar seemed to create it within him. It made it easier, in a twisted way though, that Chemar was suffering her own physical vulnerability at the moment. Looking down, Kovac caught a glimpse of the roof of the shelter that marked their halfway point. Once they crossed the road again, they would take it to the covered landing, large enough to hold three wagons. There would be plenty of room there for the night. Then Kovac would determine whether they continued on. His pride had brought her out here, was she ready for what really lay ahead?