Mao's Doodle Haus [ Psychobabble ]

by **Kelpie** on April 14th, 2011, 10:56 pm

Mike for that comment, I will find your house and I will make you eat so many horse laxatives you poop yourself to death.

You have been warned.

by **Kelpie** on April 16th, 2011, 7:52 am

This song is so cute it makes me want to cry.

by **Kelpie** on April 16th, 2011, 9:38 pm

Things to do for PCs:

Mao:
-Get some inspiration to write with her again. (Stop slipping out of my brain!)
-Have the stupid baby.
-Follow Satu around.
-Possibly get maimed by Gp.

Naama:
-Finish the flashbacks with Hawkins. (And get pro xp, yay!)
-Finish threads with Julian, Tao
-Go to Denval
-Get a ship!!!!!!!1
-Try for Stormwarden!

Daeva:
-Get to Ravok
-Have hot times with Sulavik/Makil
-Do a thread about being trailed by Nokomis (Sounds pretty tight)
-Join the Adhira
-Find Ivak!

Murmur:
-Get motivation to post for him. (He's being an annoying douche.)
-Go through the crucible. (IMPORTANT.)
-Bond with Sahiri (<3333)
-Never do a registration papers thread ever again.
-Go to Syliras to reunite with papa.

by **Alevadra Druva** on April 17th, 2011, 8:03 pm

That song is so cute, I think I died a little.

by **Cassandra Coven** on April 18th, 2011, 5:48 am

-Never do a registration papers thread ever again.

...or all immigrants to this city will have scars on their most sensitive areas. :paranoid:

by **Kelpie** on April 19th, 2011, 3:31 am

OH IT'S SO CUTE. I just want to squish it and kiss it and call it Bajuju.
dgfkndgdjklgdh. My babies. <3

by **Tao** on April 19th, 2011, 5:13 am

Kelpie wrote:Naama:
-Finish threads with Julian, Tao

O.o

It's times like this that I realise how very unobservant I am. You're Naama! I knew the writing style was familiar!

Kelpie wrote:

OH IT'S SO CUTE. I just want to squish it and kiss it and call it Bajuju.
dgfkndgdjklgdh. My babies. <3

Also that is adorable D:

by **Kelpie** on April 28th, 2011, 12:29 am

I think it's sad when I've degraded far enough to have to require a psychologist. I should have seen it sooner, maybe I would have acknowledged these problems I've had for a while. I want to believe that everything that makes me me is just some type of symptom of depression or anxiety or something that can just be curable so I can get the motivation I need to get the life I want. Because seriously, it's come to the point where I sleep for 11+ hours and feel tired as hell after I wake up. I don't want to do anything, not even draw, not even talk to others, go out, have fun. It's ridiculous. I just want to feel alive.

So here's to hoping talking to a doctor will get me to understand what the hell is causing this, and to fix it. Because I'm sick of being the way I am and not getting anywhere because of it.

by **Kelpie** on May 1st, 2011, 11:28 pm

WIP

by **Phoenix** on May 2nd, 2011, 12:29 am

Pao.

It's not sad that you have "degraded" to needing a psychologist. I was depressed for five years, and it took me 4 1/2 years to realize it. I thought I could do it by myself, I thought that I didn't have a problem. I thought that everything that was changing about myself was me. I didn't realize, or admit, that it wasn't me. Until one day I was sitting alone in my room and just didn't even remember what it was like to be happy, or what I was like before I was miserable.

As mushy as it sounds, I'm proud of you for being able to say that you feel this way. I wasn't able to admit it for a very long time. And then when I did admit it, I thought I could fix it myself. But I needed medicine for it.

If you need someone to talk too, I'm here. We might be suffering for different reasons, but I know what you're going through. I've done the sleeping all day thing. I still have days where I sleep all day.

Love you,
Jules