3rd Day of Winter, 512 AV
It was the morning of the third day of the season when Lena stepped into the East Wing for the first time, to attend her first magic lesson. She had been surprised and a little dismayed to see her timetable on the first day of the new season, as it had contained only her art classes, and not the classes in Magical Theory that she was sure she had signed up for. She had been ready to report some sort of administrative mistake, when she had come back to her dormitory on the second day to find a book waiting for her, along with a note to report to the East Wing bright and early the next day. The note had been signed Professor A. Stoneridge.
She was dressed in her simpler work clothes--a shirt, pants, and boots, not wanting to dress in something nicer and have to change for her painting class. Lena had tied her long blond hair at the nape of her neck with a black ribbon, the dark color contrasting starkly with the golden strands. Although these clothes weren't as feminine as her dresses, she found that she liked them for some times. They were simple and easy to move around in, and she didn't feel bad when she accidentally stained them with charcoal or splashed them with paint, and they were still decently good quality.
She didn't feel out of place in this part of the university, with very few people even sparing her a second glance as they moved down the hallway, hurrying from classroom to classroom. Lena took a deep breath as she found the room that was mentioned on the note, placing her hand on the doorknob. Feeling slightly apprehensive, but more than a little excited, she exhaled slowly to calm herself, turning the knob and stepping into the room.
The first thing she noticed was that it was bright. This classroom had windows that faced the east, letting in the morning sunlight. The second thing she noticed was that it was empty. The room looked large enough to seat a decently-sized class. It was amphitheater style, like some of the classrooms she had seen on the West Wing, the seats rising up while the professor's desk stood in the lowest portion of the room. No students occupied those desks right now, and the room's only other occupant was a severe-looking woman who stood in front of her desk.
She was tall, with graying hair pulled back in a tight bun and a pair of glasses on her face. The woman would have reminded Lena of one of her tutors as a child, if it hadn't been for the deep blue robes that she was wearing. Lena hesitated as the woman studied her from behind her glasses, her pale gray eyes appraising. This was a wizard, she realized, her heart pounding in her chest. A real one.
"Miss Sabriel," she said. "Come in."
Lena hesitantly walked to the front of the room, stopping at the table directly in front of the woman, and nearly on the same level as she was. She made no move to get behind it, instead standing in front of it and depositing her bag on the table top. She stood straight in front of the woman, resisting the urge to fidget and toy with her hands under the professor's scrutiny. Lena cleared her throat.
"Are you...Professor Stoneridge?" she asked.
"I am," replied the woman, nodding once. "Professor Alana Stoneridge. I see you received my note."
"I did..." said Lena. She hesitated, taking a breath. "Um...If I may ask, Professor..."
"You may," said the professor, nodding.
"Why is this class not on my timetable?"
"Because it is not, in the strictest sense of the word, a class," replied Professor Stoneridge. "Not yet." She braced her hand on the table behind her, leaning against it and facing Lena. Lena had to fight down the urge to lean on the table behind her as well, forcing herself to keep her posture straight. Professor Stoneridge continued to watch her, and for a moment, Lena thought she would never speak. When she did, she spoke carefully, as though she were considering each and every one of her words.
"Lenalia Alysa Sabriel," she said. "Fifteen years old. Today, I believe."
She nodded, flushing. "Yes, professor," she said.
"Happy birthday."
"Thank you, professor," she said. The greeting should have relaxed her, but her heart still pounded. Why had she been summoned here? What was Professor Stoneridge getting at? Her nervousness must have been obvious, because the professor folded her arms, continuing on.
"I took the liberty of looking over your file," she said. "You were a student here last season. Is that correct?"
She nodded. "Yes, professor."
"An art student?"
Another nod. "Yes."
"And you are still an art student now?"
"Yes, professor," she said. "That's correct."
"I thought so," said Professor Stoneridge. She sighed, pushing her glasses up with one hand. "...Why are you here, Miss Sabriel?"
Lena looked up, her eyes wide. "Excuse me, professor?" she asked.
"In this room," clarified the professor. "What made a young art student decide to study magic? The arcane arts are not toys, Miss Sabriel. They are not meant to be used as diversions for young and idle minds. If that is your goal, I would suggest you shift your focus to philosophy."
"It's not," said Lena, quickly. "I..."
She hesitated. Why had she decided to study magic? She couldn't quite put her finger on it. It hadn't simply been a whim. It had been a thought that had built up inside her for the entire fall season, growing and gnawing at her day by day. She still wanted to become an artist. She still wanted to draw and create. But there was more to the world than that.
Was this what this was about in the end? Finding her place in the world?
The words died on her tongue. When she thought about it that way...it had been a shallow answer indeed.
"Yes, Miss Sabriel?" asked the professor. "I'm waiting."
Lena took a deep breath, trying to organize her thoughts. "I was...curious..." she said.
Professor Stoneridge arched an eyebrow. "Curious?" she repeated.
Lena nodded. She could feel her face burning, and tried unsuccessfully, to calm it down. "...About how...wizards see the world."
Professor Stoneridge stared at her, an expression of mild surprise on her face. "What do you mean?" she asked.
"Well..." said Lena. "And...I apologize if this sounds childish...as you've said before, I am an art student. I draw, primarily. Charcoal sketches. I like to draw things that I see. My art is my world...the way I perceive things. I wanted to learn magic, because I wanted to know if that would alter my perception of the world. I'm sorry I don't have a better reason."
The professor stared at her for a moment, as if trying to decide whether she was serious or not. At length, she sighed, closing her eyes and shaking her head. "Very well," she said. "Have you any experience with magic? Any wizards in your family."
"My brother," replied Lena. "He's a battlemage. With the Syliran Knights."
"Do you speak with him much?"
She shook her head. "No," she admitted. "He's much older."
"Then I will have to teach you from the beginning," said the Professor. "Now, you didn't indicate which branch of magic you felt more inclined to on your application."
Lena's face reddened again, and she lowered her eyes. "I didn't know which one I should choose," she said.
"Then allow me to make a suggestion," said the professor. "My own area of study is Auristics. It should line up nicely with your...desire to see more of the world..."
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