Spring 1, 513 AV
Leth was shy tonight, hiding behind a low-hanging bank of clouds, but shards of his light still pierced the gloom, falling like translucent silver spears to the street of Zeltiva below. Wrenmae had left Philomena’s home but moments before, and his heart hung somewhere far away. Here, but years ago, when he was weak and small…when he had never heard the name Vayt. Pausing here in the moonlight, wearing a face that was not his own, he looked up into the sky, tasted the sea on the still-cool air, and then closed his eyes.
When had he prayed last? To who? The gods in their eternal struggle rumbled and roiled above him. Perhaps they stalked the streets, perhaps they lived within his mind. The two marks of Vayt on his back tugged him in a faint direction, the place their maker was…distant or closer than he’d like to think. As always, the Rhysol mark bid him continue on, come to the beck and call of the god who had summoned him to Ravok. And yes, he would go…he would present himself before that Lord of Betrayal for a reward.
He would use his soul as the hitching post where gods left their plans, trading his life away in seconds and years. Currency…every bit as valuable as a Miza and perhaps moreso.
Around him, Zeltiva suffered. The infirmary was filled with the dead and dying. In his blindness, his conviction to the cause he had chosen for himself, he had never visited them. Why look upon his handywork when he knew his heart would quail beneath that weight? He had faked his death, effectively blinded himself from the people of Zeltiva. Tomorrow morning he would go upon the tide to Sahova, then Nyka, a path…he was told, that would lead straightest to Ravok.
But he had time now, but moments, but time all the same. The only gods who had ever answered his prayers were dark. They laughed at him, scolded him, made light of his suffering. They abused and underestimated him, cursed him and required him. No god of goodly or even muddled intent had ever sought him out, shown him much more than the disapproving curse of Laviku. There was no reason to think any would hear his call now, but he did so regardless.
He tempted the very fates by conspiring, although never in so specific a language. He would ask the god of knowledge, Eyris, of whom he had been introduced by a mage named Hadrian…how to kill a god.
The words, once spoken, could not be taken back. And he knew from experience in Sahova that the gods listened, and listened intently when one invoked their name. Would he be surprised by her? Or would Vayt and Rhysol descend together, doubt his intentions, and obliterate him on the spot?
Risk, as always, was the nature of his life. If he stayed in Zeltiva, the only home he’d truly known, he would kill it. If he left, his soul would die. Bit by bit this callous spreading of Vayt’s will would make his reality Wren’s reality…the strong only lived, the weak only died. But what of the weak who wanted to live? What of him, alone in those mountain ranges, sickly and alone? Will there be a Vayt for those children, or will he be their undoing?
Hatred always begets hatred and Zan had stumbled on a truth about Wren in Sahova that only worsened as the days went by.
Wren was losing his soul.
The warning of the ghost boy in the sepulcher where Vayt had marked him haunted his intentions now. For he had taken a blade to the mark on the small of his back, tried to tear it away only for it to reappear. He was marked. His soul was marked. And he would be cursed for all time unless he swore his allegiance to Vayt, his slavery for a reprieve from his poisonous touch.
And Wrenmae was no slave.
“Eyris,” he said, and his voice sounded strange, alone in the alleys of Zeltiva, at once mightier and weaker than it had ever been to his ears before. He tried again. “Eyris, hear me.” Silence met his demand, and hanging his head, the mage went on. “You may know me, as your purview is knowledge. I met a servant of yours, Hadrian, who briefly showed me the mark of your favor upon him.” Zan was silent, in his own world thinking his own things. Wren was alone in this placation. “I do not ask you for that now, but for knowledge…knowledge no god is likely to give to a mortal.” His tongued darted out, wetted his lips. He could almost feel the cowl of Vayt around him, the smoky chaos of Rhysol. He almost tremored when he spoke again and his voice was a strangled whisper. “I seek…I seek the knowledge of how to kill a God.”
Perhaps it was coincidence, or even his overactive imagination. But the Bonesnapper wind whistled down the alley and tugged at his cloak, sent it flapping in the last dying snarl of winter. Wrenmae whirled on his foot, at once his eyes seeking others in every shadow and every eave beneath the white buildings around him. He sought the gods he knew could be there…
Finally, he turned again, the wind dying and a silence as profound as the most stirring speech fell upon him. “I will not use this knowledge without understanding full well the consequences,” he offered to the darkness, “But time never stands still and I need to do something. I will not be a tool, I will be the hand that moves it. I want to take control of my own destiny, my own fate. Please.”
The wind seemed to whisper, “No hope. No hope.”
“I need your help...and I will do whatever you ask of me for this knowledge.”