Past Memories Now Present Part 4.3 of The Part Of Moving On Winter 64th, 512 AV; 12th Bell Sometimes we face our past and wish we could live there once more, sometimes we wish it never happened and wish to forget. However no matter how hard we try to look for the future we must first live in the present, even if we face something that reminds us of that distant past... Noon had rose high as the clouds blotted out the sun, Ricky wasn't paying any attention to the time however. He was more focused on the fountain before him. Its beauty and amazement had attracted locals and tourists alike but there was more then that, for Ricky there was a certain backstory in his past he still wished to happen; he still wished for a better future. That day he was with Gale and Runo he had made a wish, and it was at that time he was with his faithful companion who was taken from him. An event that was a complete opposite to his vision he had for the future, a path he was pushed upon and left to follow unwillingly as his plans were smashed. There wasn't a thing he could compare his loss to, and the events of the past few nights had proven that his mental health was far from acceptable. The fisherman needed to get out and find the ability to distract himself before another "accident" happened again. The beautiful fountain proved to be relaxing as it brought some ease to his mind, yet there was no denying that it still rung out the old bittersweet memory that resided here. Imprinted in his mind, Ricky felt his memory a part of history where he sat. He watched the water as it flowed and somewhat glittered with coppers, silvers, and even gold; all littered under the surface to reflect their wishes. Ricky felt sure one of the nilos he saw was probably his, but didn't garentee himself positive. More than enough time has passed since then, the coin could just as well wound up anywhere if not buried by other coin. None of that seem to matter to Ricky anymore though, for deep inside his chest there was a constant struggle. The overwhelming sorrow was interwined with a melancholy overflow that bought pushed against one another, and because of this Ricky had felt the cocoon of his heart grow heavier as it sought to release such emotion. |