||38th of Winter, 512. || 9th bell. ||
Ayatah was nervous.
It was an unusual feeling for the woman, who had braved the Falynder Jungle countless times without a twinge of worry. She had fought rivals greater than herself, and come out alive - if a little scratched.
But this was a different battle. It was one that nobody in her clan had faced before, and the enemy was unknown. Blades, arrows and kicks would not do in this scenario. It required her wit, her being calm, and portraying herself as a scholarly student. Not a savage.
Although the opinion of Zeltiva’s locals did not hugely bother Ayatah, the opinion of the scholars within the university did. Since arriving to the city, she had been met with staring eyes and whispered comments. It had intrigued the woman how the narrow minds of the locals perceived her as a full-blooded Myrian -- when she was anything but.
It was her Eypharian blood that had her leave the Jungle, but it was her devotion to the Goddess-Queen Myri that she used as an excuse, more to herself than anyone else. I will serve my Goddess, she had repeated over and over as she crossed the sea on a wretched cargo ship.
She would, indeed, serve her Goddess-Queen, but there was a secret selfish reason as well.
Her father.
Throughout her life growing up, Ayatah had dismissed the existence of a father - which helped his absence. Her mother, however, felt no animosity for the man who had gotten her pregnant. At least, no more than a typical Myrian woman felt towards outsiders. To her, the man had been nothing but a night’s worth of entertainment - even if the outcome had been a child.
Ayatah, through her desperation to prove herself as a true Myrian, grew up disliking her father purely because it was his fault that she had dirtied blood. It was because of him that her peers had teased her as a child, and expectations of her had been so low.
But it was also because of her father’s blood that she had lusted after knowledge and scholarly victories as much as those over the Dhani or Charodae. She had excelled in the academic side of her schooling in Taloba, and been particularly fascinated with the other races.
And since she had made her decision to leave the jungle, the idea of tracking her father down - or at least learning more about him - had attracted Ayatah’s attention increasingly.
Whether or not she would find her father, or even both looking, she had not yet decided. It would be a struggle for Ayatah to swallow her pride and admit that to herself. It would be even more challenging to go to Eyktol and socialize with the people of her Father’s race.
Baby steps, baby steps. She told herself
Today was the day she would meet her mentor - Skurak! What was his name? Henry? Harry? The doubt put Ayatah in a flurry, and she slipped a hand into her satchel bag. She pulled out a piece of paper, and read the name she had scrawled onto it. Hadrian Aelius. She would need to remember that - and how she was terrible at names.
She walked briskly, her nerves making her half-run to the office she had been told to go to. Finally, she was faced with her first challenge of the day: actually knocking on the door. Ayatah hovered for a few chimes, exhaling the last of her nerves before she finally dapped on the door.
Upon hearing a voice on the other side welcoming her in, Ayatah pushed open the door and stepped to the other side.
Ayatah was nervous.
It was an unusual feeling for the woman, who had braved the Falynder Jungle countless times without a twinge of worry. She had fought rivals greater than herself, and come out alive - if a little scratched.
But this was a different battle. It was one that nobody in her clan had faced before, and the enemy was unknown. Blades, arrows and kicks would not do in this scenario. It required her wit, her being calm, and portraying herself as a scholarly student. Not a savage.
Although the opinion of Zeltiva’s locals did not hugely bother Ayatah, the opinion of the scholars within the university did. Since arriving to the city, she had been met with staring eyes and whispered comments. It had intrigued the woman how the narrow minds of the locals perceived her as a full-blooded Myrian -- when she was anything but.
It was her Eypharian blood that had her leave the Jungle, but it was her devotion to the Goddess-Queen Myri that she used as an excuse, more to herself than anyone else. I will serve my Goddess, she had repeated over and over as she crossed the sea on a wretched cargo ship.
She would, indeed, serve her Goddess-Queen, but there was a secret selfish reason as well.
Her father.
Throughout her life growing up, Ayatah had dismissed the existence of a father - which helped his absence. Her mother, however, felt no animosity for the man who had gotten her pregnant. At least, no more than a typical Myrian woman felt towards outsiders. To her, the man had been nothing but a night’s worth of entertainment - even if the outcome had been a child.
Ayatah, through her desperation to prove herself as a true Myrian, grew up disliking her father purely because it was his fault that she had dirtied blood. It was because of him that her peers had teased her as a child, and expectations of her had been so low.
But it was also because of her father’s blood that she had lusted after knowledge and scholarly victories as much as those over the Dhani or Charodae. She had excelled in the academic side of her schooling in Taloba, and been particularly fascinated with the other races.
And since she had made her decision to leave the jungle, the idea of tracking her father down - or at least learning more about him - had attracted Ayatah’s attention increasingly.
Whether or not she would find her father, or even both looking, she had not yet decided. It would be a struggle for Ayatah to swallow her pride and admit that to herself. It would be even more challenging to go to Eyktol and socialize with the people of her Father’s race.
Baby steps, baby steps. She told herself
Today was the day she would meet her mentor - Skurak! What was his name? Henry? Harry? The doubt put Ayatah in a flurry, and she slipped a hand into her satchel bag. She pulled out a piece of paper, and read the name she had scrawled onto it. Hadrian Aelius. She would need to remember that - and how she was terrible at names.
She walked briskly, her nerves making her half-run to the office she had been told to go to. Finally, she was faced with her first challenge of the day: actually knocking on the door. Ayatah hovered for a few chimes, exhaling the last of her nerves before she finally dapped on the door.
Upon hearing a voice on the other side welcoming her in, Ayatah pushed open the door and stepped to the other side.
|| Ayatah's speech || Ayatah's thoughts || Others' speech ||