30th of Winter, 512 AV
Thirty days.
She had been here for thirty days, and she could safely say those thirty days had been different from any other thirty days in her life thus far: she had experienced nothing like being an apprentice in the Palsa Hydrasa. Sure, she had been on Sahova before--but as more of a psychological test subject, not someone running experiments. Sahova, before she'd left, had been a place for her to do what she wanted, at her own leisure. Whatever she wanted. If she wanted to spend entire days and nights in the library, or wandering through the open labs, or sitting contemplatively in the courtyard--she could. No one was stopping her. Her only "master" was herself--that, and her creator, who did appreciate it when she checked in from time to time. He was quite familial, after all--always checking up on all his "children."
Those days, she realized, were long over. She had, of course, known they were over once she had left Sahova to begin with; her first years on her own were difficult. She had been her own master again, but in decidedly less comfortable places. Now that she was back, she was no longer in charge of her own destiny, she felt--she was an apprentice. Able to be ordered around by just anyone. You chose this for yourself, she assured herself mentally. You could have gone on wandering the desert forever, but you're going to make something of yourself here. It was true; she could have wandered and wandered and wandered, but she wasn't the type to spend eternity wallowing in her own immortality, remaining stagnant. Not yet, at least.
But here, on this undead island, the work never ended. These thirty days had tired her. The ledger-keeping, the cleaning, the retrieving of supplies. The constant badgering by one apprentice or another for help--usually with something menial. The faces of all of Sahova's newest corpses were seared into her mind; their nameless descriptions floated through her mind like so many dust motes.
She was still here, though. She was proud of that fact. She had heard numerous tales of people--nuits and humans alike--coming to Sahova and leaving quickly, deciding that the sleepless nights of work weren't for them. Orinei, though, was not about to give up that easily. In fact, these thirty days might have been the hardest, but she could feel it getting easier ever day. Even in the dullest moments, when she wished she could set the ledger books on fire, something usually brought her back to eagerness. A choice compliment from one of the higher apprentices here, a sincere thank you from a Nuit she'd helped there. It's the little things, she thought, keeping that small shred of happiness at the forefront of her mind as she pulled on her black velvet, reaching behind her neck in a languid gesture to snap the clasp closed.
Deft, white fingers began braiding her blonde hair, letting it fall in a simple tail down her back before she twisted it up into a braided knot. Her hair, already light, had been turning even whiter, for some reason--the incessant aging irked her on the best of days, but it seemed to have increased in rate lately. Lately, she'd attributed it to overwork. Quickly, she performed the other daily ministrations she'd gotten herself in the routine of: a smudged ring of kohl around her eyes, rouged cheeks and lips. A touch of white cream under the eyes to hide the bruise-like circles, lavender on snow. Done. Stowing her makeup kit, she left her small chamber, headed for the Palsa Hydrasa.
She took the familiar path, entering through the elaborately decorated door, not stopping to admire the gems and tiles as she usually did. Some days, things lost a touch of their sparkle--but she was no less ready for work. Maybe even more determined, perhaps, to prove herself today. She passed beneath the tiled and painted arches until she emerged on the edge of the Nuits' pool, its water shimmering, rippling, not as still as usual. It was quiet; she glanced about, wondering what part of the Palsa Amaryllis had hidden herself away in. She hadn't a clue exactly what they'd be doing today; she'd merely shown up at the prescribed time, readying herself for whatever Amaryllis would throw at her.
Another day as an embalming apprentice began.
Thirty days.
She had been here for thirty days, and she could safely say those thirty days had been different from any other thirty days in her life thus far: she had experienced nothing like being an apprentice in the Palsa Hydrasa. Sure, she had been on Sahova before--but as more of a psychological test subject, not someone running experiments. Sahova, before she'd left, had been a place for her to do what she wanted, at her own leisure. Whatever she wanted. If she wanted to spend entire days and nights in the library, or wandering through the open labs, or sitting contemplatively in the courtyard--she could. No one was stopping her. Her only "master" was herself--that, and her creator, who did appreciate it when she checked in from time to time. He was quite familial, after all--always checking up on all his "children."
Those days, she realized, were long over. She had, of course, known they were over once she had left Sahova to begin with; her first years on her own were difficult. She had been her own master again, but in decidedly less comfortable places. Now that she was back, she was no longer in charge of her own destiny, she felt--she was an apprentice. Able to be ordered around by just anyone. You chose this for yourself, she assured herself mentally. You could have gone on wandering the desert forever, but you're going to make something of yourself here. It was true; she could have wandered and wandered and wandered, but she wasn't the type to spend eternity wallowing in her own immortality, remaining stagnant. Not yet, at least.
But here, on this undead island, the work never ended. These thirty days had tired her. The ledger-keeping, the cleaning, the retrieving of supplies. The constant badgering by one apprentice or another for help--usually with something menial. The faces of all of Sahova's newest corpses were seared into her mind; their nameless descriptions floated through her mind like so many dust motes.
She was still here, though. She was proud of that fact. She had heard numerous tales of people--nuits and humans alike--coming to Sahova and leaving quickly, deciding that the sleepless nights of work weren't for them. Orinei, though, was not about to give up that easily. In fact, these thirty days might have been the hardest, but she could feel it getting easier ever day. Even in the dullest moments, when she wished she could set the ledger books on fire, something usually brought her back to eagerness. A choice compliment from one of the higher apprentices here, a sincere thank you from a Nuit she'd helped there. It's the little things, she thought, keeping that small shred of happiness at the forefront of her mind as she pulled on her black velvet, reaching behind her neck in a languid gesture to snap the clasp closed.
Deft, white fingers began braiding her blonde hair, letting it fall in a simple tail down her back before she twisted it up into a braided knot. Her hair, already light, had been turning even whiter, for some reason--the incessant aging irked her on the best of days, but it seemed to have increased in rate lately. Lately, she'd attributed it to overwork. Quickly, she performed the other daily ministrations she'd gotten herself in the routine of: a smudged ring of kohl around her eyes, rouged cheeks and lips. A touch of white cream under the eyes to hide the bruise-like circles, lavender on snow. Done. Stowing her makeup kit, she left her small chamber, headed for the Palsa Hydrasa.
She took the familiar path, entering through the elaborately decorated door, not stopping to admire the gems and tiles as she usually did. Some days, things lost a touch of their sparkle--but she was no less ready for work. Maybe even more determined, perhaps, to prove herself today. She passed beneath the tiled and painted arches until she emerged on the edge of the Nuits' pool, its water shimmering, rippling, not as still as usual. It was quiet; she glanced about, wondering what part of the Palsa Amaryllis had hidden herself away in. She hadn't a clue exactly what they'd be doing today; she'd merely shown up at the prescribed time, readying herself for whatever Amaryllis would throw at her.
Another day as an embalming apprentice began.