Location: Beach Beneath Sanctuary
Purpose: Social Introductions with Mao/Healing
Status: By Invite
She remembered rending flesh from bones and the metallic taste of hot blood rushing down her throat. Kavala had felt her claws as they took life after life, washing her world in a sea of blood. She'd ate the flesh of people and raged against her own inner demons until her screams turned into the cries of a great cat. Black fur concealed the dark rosettes patterns that were tucked secretly within the darkness of her coat - as if reflecting the black on black she felt in her own tainted heart. It was a heart that seemed to surround the soul and choke it quietly. Within the same darkness Kavala found release in Navis' arms as he violently coupled with her in the long hours of the night, professing love she'd have sworn he'd never ever felt for her. And as it happened, she strangely rejected Sorian, even if it was his own face hovering over her as their bodies joined - bonded. Together. Whole but not whole since she loved only half the man. Kavala didn't understand it.
And it went on... night piling up after night as the Konti tossed and turned. It became so bad that even Akela's mericless elbow in her rib or Hatot's iron-like arms pulling her against him to gently force her settle wouldn't even sooth her.
Kavala always woke the same way, sitting bolt upright and covered with sweat. It wasn't her though. She knew that. It was someone else, someone who had an incredibly strong mind and the ability to protect her emotions and thinking far outside of herself. She'd end up getting up, either showering or taking a bath, and starting work on something that needed doing. Usually that something was hard work.
But there was nothing to do that night. Nothing at all. And so Kavala fled to the sea, anticipating a midnight swim to clear her head and purge her mind of whomever was projecting such strong emotions. They were dangerous thoughts from an equally dangerous creature. And if she'd been thinking she'd have grabbed more than just her usual belt that held her darts and blowgun, her medical kit, and perhaps would have even taken Dyrid down to the beach with her to keep an eye on things.
But she didn't. She went alone. And when she got there, she left all her things above the high tide line, stripped, and headed out in the direction of the surf intent on a swim.