Winter, 25, 512 AV
The room was quiet. Ever so quiet Roirr thought to himself as he looked around the room. It was nighttime. All he knew as he saw Catrii sleeping in her bed. How long had it been since she fell to the worlds of dreams? How long had it been since he use to dream? At least a season he thought to himself as his body moved near hers.
The fur blankets went along her chest as she was sleeping peacefully it would seem. If she could have seen his face she would see the emotion of anger along it as the room around him became colder. His body was intangible, in more ways than one as he focused upon his self.
It took time and he could not hold it for long as he willed his soulmist into a form that made himself look more solid. More tangible as his features became more real and less of a ghost. He could feel in this form as his body became more solid in the sense that if someone were to look they would not see past him. Yet his edges of his body still were fuzzy and it was draining for him to hold this illusion. He could hurt her he thought, kill her as he used his power of Materialization but he knew she would not feel it for he was not good enough yet as he let go of the form becoming back to his intangible state.
His eyes moved around the room and he saw her damn daggers along the dresser. He had to wonder what dagger she used to cut into his body as his blood poured onto hers as she took his life. It was her that killed him and it was her that he would torture down the road. They both knew this but she kept playing it off as a joke at least in his eyes.
He had moved to the dresser from the bed yet he did not move in the sense of walking. One second he was at the bed, the next after a blink of an eye he was at the dresser. This was the power of blinking that he was able to do. He did not just move but reappeared to his location of choice but only if it was close. To cover more room he would have to keep doing it.
He was never good at weapons. He knew this in his life but he was learning to use them. Yet he was forced to go hunting with her to prove himself. She killed him. He made a mistake. She killed him as if he was a toy. He could do the same to her. Right now. With the daggers he saw as his right hand touched along them.
His soulmist was weak still. He knew this as he took focus upon it within his hand as he grabbed a weapon. Really he was not touching it for it was his soulmist that touched it as he pushed it along the dresser but only a few inches. The sound of metal sliding along wood filled the room but he knew Catrii would not stir just from the sounds of this. He wanted to slice her stomach open, watch the blood drip down her bed as the light within her eyes fading into nothing. Oh how he wanted that so much.
He looked back at her sleeping body. Watching as her chest moved up and down with each breath she took. How he missed breathing, he could show he was breathing but really it was just an illusion as he was clearly dead. With just a simple thought he was back near her side, his face bending down to her face as he moved close to her.
He wanted to bite his teeth into her neck and rip out her throat like an animal. She was so much better than he was since she was a pure blood. Now he was not even a half breed mutt but a mere forgotten thought of a memory.
His lips pressing along hers as he kissed her in her sleep. He felt nothing and passed inside her mouth as he knew she would feel a cold feeling like ice pushing down her mouth. Why did he kiss her? He hated her but at the same time knew he wanted her for himself. Even in his life he wanted to show off but his twisted emotions and feelings made no sense to him as he licked his ghostly lips with his tongue as he moved a few inches back from her sleep face.
Rage filled his mind as he wanted her to suffer. To wake and be in pain as he pushed his hands into her chest. He could not hurt her like this. He knew as he did this before when she was awake and she laughed at him. Yet he was not trying to hurt her as he moved his body over hers letting himself sink into her.
Possession was still new to him. He was learning but he used animals to learn as he could only do this with other living things if they were weak. She was hardly weak save for when she slept. He would just walk into someone to try to take them over or try to become them. He did not know how it worked but it was something he was getting better at. Maybe it was just the will and thought behind it that he lacked as he felt his chest move up and down with hers.
It was just an act. Even when he took things over he could not feel the skin touching the world or the pain they felt. He was nothing but a simple ghost after all but he knew she could and would feel it all as he became one with her.
At last he opened his eyes, or was it her eyes? He could never tell with possession as moved her hand along her body, touching her face as he moved her upwards. He knew she was awake or would wake any time now.