Mara took to fidgeting round the expertly carved tumults of buffed wood. The compulsive need for organization in the eroding pandemonium of hurtling wells of social anxiety and torment piloted him toward, lining quills in straightened rows so the apices ascended by height, heaping slips of loose leaf in rigid bordered parallels, ink wells primed by the symmetry of content mass, and arranging a few inches of spare space between each item. The taciturnity in the analysis of his toil pulled him just before the crumpled appearance of his elder, and similar to an apprehensive pupil, he panicked “A-Ahh that’s just a draft.” He spluttered out, infinitesimal to a penitent gulp of air. Cramping appendages obtained the need to nearly reach out and snatch the rendition away in one foul sweep. Hastily he rectified his path, a redirection that landed his balled fist before pursing lips, watching the diaphanous lines of the man’s brow even from its disturbance and simultaneous brighten with zeal.
Vylindel’s praise promptly followed easing his undulating stance slanting from heel to heel against the grain of scrubbed floors. “Thank you. I do intend to go over them again nonetheless. I only sought to furnish myself a fit enough reference while the reading was still clear in my mind. If you have any suggestions, please permit me your contribution.”
His mother, her face spindled its own web in his memories, collecting dust and becoming hazier under years of falling snow. It was her eyes he was sure of. They were now his own inane and bloodied quarries scrutinizing him where he could pluck out the dull glimpse of them in scrap of polished silver or waxed glass. “It is possible I suppose that my mother had some aptitude for freehand, though I cannot say that I could attest to it.” It was doubtful, all that he had flipped through of Senesea’s journal gave little and she hardly puttered in even so much as a scribble along the corners of her crisp pages. Even so, the nothingness meant the possibility was inestimable and to deny any likelihood would be seeking to foster the idea that he held any suspicion at all.
“My father’s sketch work was basic. It was habitually by my own repetition in untangling his notes and promoting my curiosity in comparable artistry that I molded an assiduously novice understanding.” The dye-permeated scars pierced cell by cell in perpetual homage writhed and itched. A slender vine hugging the meat of his hand mapping sensual strokes of a familiar touch, stroking aching tendons, and tucking itself into his fist where it soaked in the generous warmth of an empty grasp. “If I was asked to deviate from the well set parameters of medical instruction, I am afraid I would be less than unserviceable.”
A Skyglow would have balked at the statement. ‘All effort was art if it came from a place of emotion.’ He could imagine the lecture beginning something like that. Though it was never with emotion that the half-blood did much of anything, and that was surely a method by which would not have been approved in the color laden hold. No, his place was undoubtedly within the name of Whitevine. A proud smile nearly drew upon his orifice. The healer may have actually thrived in the hold after many more winters, and perhaps attained some position of leadership, held onto a wisp of his home, a family. The ice that now filled his veins and pricked gooseflesh along the length of his concealed arms had nothing to with the icy wind of Avanthal or Morwen who all but darted past the den of Kalinor. He extemporaneously knew nausea in the spigot of his craw.
“I should probably get back to it, I only have a couple more to piece through and then I can refine what I have done. Unless there is something else you would like to me to get to?”