50th Day
Spring 513AV
Syliras was a difficult place for Kirin. He had been grown and raised here, but he could not hold moderate animosity for it. To be unable to sell his own product, to essentially hold no right to be recognized for his efforts. It was this kind of a place that had brought Kirin's father down as well. Still, it was the only home he had ever known.
Today was one of the harder days, Kirin had left before sixth bell and had found himself outside the castle long before he truly realized it. Now, he rested, his precious staff acting like a sign post amidst the few travelling his path in the Syliran Fields. It was a nice place, calm enough that he could rest and think with few people to worry about having to run into. This particular spot bore and indent from his staff always enjoying the same resting place. In the four years now, it had become one of a half dozen thinking spots.
His choices were becoming fast limited. As much as he loved the art of weaponsmithing he couldn't live like this forever. He would either have to submit and become someone's lacky, petition the knights for a shop of his own and realize that all his work would never be attributed to him or give up the hammer, Syrilas or both, and try to find a new path.
None of these especially felt like a good option, even less so against the waning confidence he had these days. Was this what it felt like to start believing that maybe a smith was useless? Kirin did something he had not done for a long time, since he was a child, he silently prayed to Izurdin for some kind of guidance.
Spring 513AV
Syliras was a difficult place for Kirin. He had been grown and raised here, but he could not hold moderate animosity for it. To be unable to sell his own product, to essentially hold no right to be recognized for his efforts. It was this kind of a place that had brought Kirin's father down as well. Still, it was the only home he had ever known.
Today was one of the harder days, Kirin had left before sixth bell and had found himself outside the castle long before he truly realized it. Now, he rested, his precious staff acting like a sign post amidst the few travelling his path in the Syliran Fields. It was a nice place, calm enough that he could rest and think with few people to worry about having to run into. This particular spot bore and indent from his staff always enjoying the same resting place. In the four years now, it had become one of a half dozen thinking spots.
His choices were becoming fast limited. As much as he loved the art of weaponsmithing he couldn't live like this forever. He would either have to submit and become someone's lacky, petition the knights for a shop of his own and realize that all his work would never be attributed to him or give up the hammer, Syrilas or both, and try to find a new path.
None of these especially felt like a good option, even less so against the waning confidence he had these days. Was this what it felt like to start believing that maybe a smith was useless? Kirin did something he had not done for a long time, since he was a child, he silently prayed to Izurdin for some kind of guidance.