Once again, he held his tongue. He tightened his jaw and clenched his fist as this woman he loved like his own blood, the healer who had nursed him through disease and wounds, declared her sheer contempt for another woman he...
"I'm sorry," he whispered to her, hating that word for it's meaninglessness but wanting to say something, anything. "They are... They do not take do outsiders."
Goddess, it sounded so lame. Literally. Like a pathetic animal trying to be proud. But she was stronger than that; stronger than him. She kept her mind on the mission, just like he told that greenie, and her hands patted her body, not liking the lack of steel they found.
"Bow, knives? Where would they keep them?"
He pointed without even looking. He'd know where the armory lodge was blindfolded and swung around, by the smell of burnt steel and old forge coals alone. "There. They'll give you what you need." He muttered the rest. "Or they petching well better..."
"So it hides up in the trees during the day...at least when it knows there are patrols abound, and descends upon Myrians when they are separate from their comrades, also hunting at night."
He nodded his agreement, grateful again for something to take his mind off being torn between friend and kin. He folded his arms and frowned at the jungle all around them, from their toes to the distant sky.
"It must be... somewhere in the middle. Plenty of cover up there, with the biggest branches, more shadows. Maybe... eighty feet off the ground. Even sound would be muffled. But something that huge... how would it move so quickly and quietly?"
"Well we know it likes hunting Myrians, but is too smart to deal with many..."
Razkar nodded, seeing embers of a plan cooking quietly in her alien eyes. So strange to think that two years ago those eyes would have provoked nothing more than his ax between them; now he looked at them and saw one of his closest friends and, if he was honest, the finer tactician of the two.
But despite that, his mind hit the same mine as she did.
"We need a trap."
"Yes!" He hissed, happy to have struck on something to lure the creature out. "Something tempting. A small group, perhaps? A hunting party? They could stick to one part of the jungle, with a larger party concealed for when the monster struck." Then he grimaced and shook his head. "But how would we have the ambush party get into position? This thing must be able to see us, and we-"
"I volunteer as the bait."
Razkar whirled on her, face pale. The rest of his fang did the same, but with markedly less concern in their eyes. They were just surprised the petching abomination could be so selfless. Weren't they all just a race of selfish monsters? His mouth moved but no words came out, and just when the barked "no" formed on his tongue-
"Excellent idea."
Heads turned to the new voice and then immediately dropped with respect, Razkar's included. Lowax was regarding the bunch of them placidly, other elders behind her with stern faces in the presence of one tainted by the Ancient Enemy. Razkar whirled again, eyes wide-
-and Lowax's own bored right through him.
"Our clan has lost too many already to this beast stalking our lands." Her words were so simple. So logical. So... concerned, for the welfare of her clan. The fact they were coldly sacrificing his friend was inconsequential to her. "As one marked by Caiyha, the abomination will be well-disposed to draw it out so we may destroy it. If it is indeed Dhani, it will be drawn to her, anyway."
Then she cast her eyes at Tinnok briefly, and Razkar felt another flush of anger. No hatred there. No contempt. Nothing at all. Like observing an insect. A tool to be used and discarded. Why had he never seen that before? Or was it only because she was directing that gaze on Wolf?
"You may yet prove yourself, abomination. Put her plan into action, Razkar. That is my command to you. I will send runners to recall Draksyl. His hunting party is the largest, and their skill at concealment is impressive. They will complement your own party well."
"Matriarch, I-"
"Yes, Fang Leader?"
The words would not come. He tried to make his tongue move, voice the rage and anger and... yes, fear that was rampaging throughout his mind. But they would not come. His tongue was stilled before cool and commanding eyes that had stared down Yukmen, Dhani, humans, pirates, raiders and her fellow savages. One anguished boy was nothing to her.
"... I... I understand."
"I knew you would."
She took her leave with narry another word, leaving Razkar there with his hands balled into fists. Oxil licked dry lips, sensing his friend and leader's anger, and knowing the rest of the fang would, too. So he stood, clearing his throat loudly and doing what he did best: keeping things steady.
"Alright! You heard the Matriarch and the halfbreed. We have a plan, and I want you ready for it. All of you, see to your weapons and start practicing your archery. I don't know when we'll be leaving but-"
Footsteps. Short, sharp and angry. Razkar was marching to the armory with Wolf trailing behind him. "Fang Leader, where-"
"To get her weapons!"
Hmm. Not a tone to argue with...
Razkar barely heard whatever else Oxil said. He stomped and stamped and when they got into the room filled with weapons of all kinds, perpetually muggy from the groaning and glowing forges, he whirled on Eagle and all his frustrated fury came out along an accusing finger.
"Do you want to die out there?!"
"I'm sorry," he whispered to her, hating that word for it's meaninglessness but wanting to say something, anything. "They are... They do not take do outsiders."
Goddess, it sounded so lame. Literally. Like a pathetic animal trying to be proud. But she was stronger than that; stronger than him. She kept her mind on the mission, just like he told that greenie, and her hands patted her body, not liking the lack of steel they found.
"Bow, knives? Where would they keep them?"
He pointed without even looking. He'd know where the armory lodge was blindfolded and swung around, by the smell of burnt steel and old forge coals alone. "There. They'll give you what you need." He muttered the rest. "Or they petching well better..."
"So it hides up in the trees during the day...at least when it knows there are patrols abound, and descends upon Myrians when they are separate from their comrades, also hunting at night."
He nodded his agreement, grateful again for something to take his mind off being torn between friend and kin. He folded his arms and frowned at the jungle all around them, from their toes to the distant sky.
"It must be... somewhere in the middle. Plenty of cover up there, with the biggest branches, more shadows. Maybe... eighty feet off the ground. Even sound would be muffled. But something that huge... how would it move so quickly and quietly?"
"Well we know it likes hunting Myrians, but is too smart to deal with many..."
Razkar nodded, seeing embers of a plan cooking quietly in her alien eyes. So strange to think that two years ago those eyes would have provoked nothing more than his ax between them; now he looked at them and saw one of his closest friends and, if he was honest, the finer tactician of the two.
But despite that, his mind hit the same mine as she did.
"We need a trap."
"Yes!" He hissed, happy to have struck on something to lure the creature out. "Something tempting. A small group, perhaps? A hunting party? They could stick to one part of the jungle, with a larger party concealed for when the monster struck." Then he grimaced and shook his head. "But how would we have the ambush party get into position? This thing must be able to see us, and we-"
"I volunteer as the bait."
Razkar whirled on her, face pale. The rest of his fang did the same, but with markedly less concern in their eyes. They were just surprised the petching abomination could be so selfless. Weren't they all just a race of selfish monsters? His mouth moved but no words came out, and just when the barked "no" formed on his tongue-
"Excellent idea."
Heads turned to the new voice and then immediately dropped with respect, Razkar's included. Lowax was regarding the bunch of them placidly, other elders behind her with stern faces in the presence of one tainted by the Ancient Enemy. Razkar whirled again, eyes wide-
-and Lowax's own bored right through him.
"Our clan has lost too many already to this beast stalking our lands." Her words were so simple. So logical. So... concerned, for the welfare of her clan. The fact they were coldly sacrificing his friend was inconsequential to her. "As one marked by Caiyha, the abomination will be well-disposed to draw it out so we may destroy it. If it is indeed Dhani, it will be drawn to her, anyway."
Then she cast her eyes at Tinnok briefly, and Razkar felt another flush of anger. No hatred there. No contempt. Nothing at all. Like observing an insect. A tool to be used and discarded. Why had he never seen that before? Or was it only because she was directing that gaze on Wolf?
"You may yet prove yourself, abomination. Put her plan into action, Razkar. That is my command to you. I will send runners to recall Draksyl. His hunting party is the largest, and their skill at concealment is impressive. They will complement your own party well."
"Matriarch, I-"
"Yes, Fang Leader?"
The words would not come. He tried to make his tongue move, voice the rage and anger and... yes, fear that was rampaging throughout his mind. But they would not come. His tongue was stilled before cool and commanding eyes that had stared down Yukmen, Dhani, humans, pirates, raiders and her fellow savages. One anguished boy was nothing to her.
"... I... I understand."
"I knew you would."
She took her leave with narry another word, leaving Razkar there with his hands balled into fists. Oxil licked dry lips, sensing his friend and leader's anger, and knowing the rest of the fang would, too. So he stood, clearing his throat loudly and doing what he did best: keeping things steady.
"Alright! You heard the Matriarch and the halfbreed. We have a plan, and I want you ready for it. All of you, see to your weapons and start practicing your archery. I don't know when we'll be leaving but-"
Footsteps. Short, sharp and angry. Razkar was marching to the armory with Wolf trailing behind him. "Fang Leader, where-"
"To get her weapons!"
Hmm. Not a tone to argue with...
Razkar barely heard whatever else Oxil said. He stomped and stamped and when they got into the room filled with weapons of all kinds, perpetually muggy from the groaning and glowing forges, he whirled on Eagle and all his frustrated fury came out along an accusing finger.
"Do you want to die out there?!"