It was awkward at first, Toril just sitting there and staring at Lavine with what assumed to be lust. His pupils often dilated and his nose twitched continuously in curiosity. Thayer fidgeted with her fingers and the dead skin of them- anything to have her seem as not one of the conversation that seemed to be telepathically going on between brother and friend. The air felt suffocating as Thayer waited in anxiety, an abnormal feeling of humidity in such early spring, or perhaps it was just her after all.
Then Lavine spoke, her face speaking honesty and determination, but her voice thick with pain and frustration. Toril grimaced, Thayer shrunk back and both siblings tried to wonder as to what she meant by still alive unlike others.
The silence in the air that had been recently invaded by harsh truth was amplified as though all Thayer had heard was the roar of gunfire and the shrills screams of the dying until a sudden twang of reality made her ears hum in consequence to the sudden silence. She could also hear her heartbeat in her ears and it hurt as it throbbed with no signs of ceasing.
Lavine obviously looked uncomfortable, so as to not continue to put an extended damper on the mood, Thayer shot her a sad smile, a grin of apology. She knew Lavine had a similar pain tolerance to someone such as herself and she knew that as much as they both tried their best to mask their pain and sad emotions, the truth was deliberate enough to peek through the frail mask’s cracks and blind the ones that stood around them.
Lavine seemed to acknowledge the smile as an encouragement to try again or to keep going. Her eyes lightened as she inquired about gardens. So she liked gardens, eh? It was shame that all they had were a variety of fruits and vegetables in order to last them a few seasons rather than a personal garden growing behind the tent they were temporarily staying in.
Toril cleared his throat, his pupil’s growing from their recent piercing stare. He tried to clear away the hateful sympathy both siblings knew was slathered in his voice. “No. Father had a friend who gave us these goods. I was just n town meeting him.” The sympathy in his voice had been cleverly eluded, but Thayer knew he had a good idea about what had happened to Lavine. Why did he need to ask?
Thayer’s opinion on her brother hadn’t been respected for the longest time. He had changed and was acting like a total jerk, but then again they all had changed; had lost their sense of pure, natural laughter, their peace of mind, their original happiness, and instead had become cold, heavy hearted and emotionally guarded. Tayer despised this and was sure that her hatred glowered on her face. She slapped her hand flat down upon her thigh, causing the others to jump at the abrupt noise.
“Let’s go Lavine,” she growled before gripping her friend’s hand in her talon-like fingers and leading her out of the congested tent.
Thayer hadn’t a clue to where she was going, just that she needed fresh air- or a change for the better on her aspects of life. So she took Lavine and her own jumbled mind to the location she knew best. This was where she had met her other friend, Raena. She could already hear the stream as they continued to trek through the overgrown brush of the woodlands. Thayer had released her strangling hold on her friend’s slender writ, but much like hearing her brother’s voice inside her head, still felt the flesh lingering on her fingers.
She didn’t know what Lavine was thinking, for she had been fairly silent thus far. Thayer just hoped that Lavine didn’t think of her as a lunatic orphan with a deranged hate for her only guardian brother. She also hoped that she didn’t think that Thayer was a crazed being with spastic episodes of anger of which kept burst out of nowhere.
But then she saw it; the sparkling sight of a rippled of stream through the branches that shrouded the full view. Departing the last few leaves had become a natural habit to Thayer as the two females emerged from the vast expanse of greenery into a clearing with a blue line of water down the middle, hinting an escape.
Thayer chuckled nervously and then said, “I come here now and again to get away from everything. I come to clear my head.” And then she added with great dismay, “I wish I were still a small, carefree, child.”
She looked at the wide strip of aqua and felt a hypnotic trance take itself freely upon her, as though a dark veil had fallen in front of her eyes. They were closed when she started seeing the images of Lavine and her playing games in the thin river near their old environments in Ravok. She saw the images of chasing one another, playing games of tag near sunset before enjoying a nice meal back in town at the local diner. She also saw the images of running for fireflies, sitting near a bon fire, running wild as owl and lynx with the wind before falling asleep next to one another into the morning. And then she saw a flame turn into a large forest fire, the two girls separated followed by tears and an endless travel with other animals and Kelvic race through fields of endless trees. It was a gift she didn’t have to relive the howls of canines, for she had opened her eyes again, and was now staring into the murky orbs of Lavine.
Lavine had changed so much since the girls’ childhood years; both of them had. Lavine had longer hair, a slightly darker shade from the sandy brown she had so long ago. Her eyes were darker, but only because of the pain that was trapped behind the lenses. Her face wasn’t as chubby with baby fat and had thinned out greatly. Infact, Lavine looked not only slender, but thinner than Thayer would have assumed to be considered healthy.
Thayer’s appearance had transformed itself tremendously as well. Her hair was much shorter and very ratty and worn looking. Her eyes appeared to be much colder and not as vibrant with imagination as when she was younger. Her complexion had grown far paler than its normal glow of a mix between tan and white. It was as though she could be classified as albino- or worse- a Symenestra for the lack of colour she held.
Above all, both had re-created themselves both inside and out, and at least Thayer felt discomforted by the concept of it.
“How about it,” Thayer announced suddenly. “How about we go back in time, before all this petching stuff happened-” Thayer mentally scowled, for she had never cursed before- “back to when we were merely children.”
Lavine stayed silent still, so Thayer continued, a genuine smile as large as the crescent form of the moon spreading itself across her face. “I’ll hide and you count,” she all but whispered as for the first time in what felt like centuries, her eyes twinkled and her heart felt high.
Then Lavine spoke, her face speaking honesty and determination, but her voice thick with pain and frustration. Toril grimaced, Thayer shrunk back and both siblings tried to wonder as to what she meant by still alive unlike others.
The silence in the air that had been recently invaded by harsh truth was amplified as though all Thayer had heard was the roar of gunfire and the shrills screams of the dying until a sudden twang of reality made her ears hum in consequence to the sudden silence. She could also hear her heartbeat in her ears and it hurt as it throbbed with no signs of ceasing.
Lavine obviously looked uncomfortable, so as to not continue to put an extended damper on the mood, Thayer shot her a sad smile, a grin of apology. She knew Lavine had a similar pain tolerance to someone such as herself and she knew that as much as they both tried their best to mask their pain and sad emotions, the truth was deliberate enough to peek through the frail mask’s cracks and blind the ones that stood around them.
Lavine seemed to acknowledge the smile as an encouragement to try again or to keep going. Her eyes lightened as she inquired about gardens. So she liked gardens, eh? It was shame that all they had were a variety of fruits and vegetables in order to last them a few seasons rather than a personal garden growing behind the tent they were temporarily staying in.
Toril cleared his throat, his pupil’s growing from their recent piercing stare. He tried to clear away the hateful sympathy both siblings knew was slathered in his voice. “No. Father had a friend who gave us these goods. I was just n town meeting him.” The sympathy in his voice had been cleverly eluded, but Thayer knew he had a good idea about what had happened to Lavine. Why did he need to ask?
Thayer’s opinion on her brother hadn’t been respected for the longest time. He had changed and was acting like a total jerk, but then again they all had changed; had lost their sense of pure, natural laughter, their peace of mind, their original happiness, and instead had become cold, heavy hearted and emotionally guarded. Tayer despised this and was sure that her hatred glowered on her face. She slapped her hand flat down upon her thigh, causing the others to jump at the abrupt noise.
“Let’s go Lavine,” she growled before gripping her friend’s hand in her talon-like fingers and leading her out of the congested tent.
Thayer hadn’t a clue to where she was going, just that she needed fresh air- or a change for the better on her aspects of life. So she took Lavine and her own jumbled mind to the location she knew best. This was where she had met her other friend, Raena. She could already hear the stream as they continued to trek through the overgrown brush of the woodlands. Thayer had released her strangling hold on her friend’s slender writ, but much like hearing her brother’s voice inside her head, still felt the flesh lingering on her fingers.
She didn’t know what Lavine was thinking, for she had been fairly silent thus far. Thayer just hoped that Lavine didn’t think of her as a lunatic orphan with a deranged hate for her only guardian brother. She also hoped that she didn’t think that Thayer was a crazed being with spastic episodes of anger of which kept burst out of nowhere.
But then she saw it; the sparkling sight of a rippled of stream through the branches that shrouded the full view. Departing the last few leaves had become a natural habit to Thayer as the two females emerged from the vast expanse of greenery into a clearing with a blue line of water down the middle, hinting an escape.
Thayer chuckled nervously and then said, “I come here now and again to get away from everything. I come to clear my head.” And then she added with great dismay, “I wish I were still a small, carefree, child.”
She looked at the wide strip of aqua and felt a hypnotic trance take itself freely upon her, as though a dark veil had fallen in front of her eyes. They were closed when she started seeing the images of Lavine and her playing games in the thin river near their old environments in Ravok. She saw the images of chasing one another, playing games of tag near sunset before enjoying a nice meal back in town at the local diner. She also saw the images of running for fireflies, sitting near a bon fire, running wild as owl and lynx with the wind before falling asleep next to one another into the morning. And then she saw a flame turn into a large forest fire, the two girls separated followed by tears and an endless travel with other animals and Kelvic race through fields of endless trees. It was a gift she didn’t have to relive the howls of canines, for she had opened her eyes again, and was now staring into the murky orbs of Lavine.
Lavine had changed so much since the girls’ childhood years; both of them had. Lavine had longer hair, a slightly darker shade from the sandy brown she had so long ago. Her eyes were darker, but only because of the pain that was trapped behind the lenses. Her face wasn’t as chubby with baby fat and had thinned out greatly. Infact, Lavine looked not only slender, but thinner than Thayer would have assumed to be considered healthy.
Thayer’s appearance had transformed itself tremendously as well. Her hair was much shorter and very ratty and worn looking. Her eyes appeared to be much colder and not as vibrant with imagination as when she was younger. Her complexion had grown far paler than its normal glow of a mix between tan and white. It was as though she could be classified as albino- or worse- a Symenestra for the lack of colour she held.
Above all, both had re-created themselves both inside and out, and at least Thayer felt discomforted by the concept of it.
“How about it,” Thayer announced suddenly. “How about we go back in time, before all this petching stuff happened-” Thayer mentally scowled, for she had never cursed before- “back to when we were merely children.”
Lavine stayed silent still, so Thayer continued, a genuine smile as large as the crescent form of the moon spreading itself across her face. “I’ll hide and you count,” she all but whispered as for the first time in what felt like centuries, her eyes twinkled and her heart felt high.