by Adsila on May 7th, 2013, 11:05 pm
Adsila was still pretty unsure of what K's attemps were. Adsila wasn't sure if what K was saying was the truth. Adsila had heard about K when she walks around town and also noticed how other woman swoon and look at him when he walks by them. The dirty looks that she got when she was walking with him. Adsila still wasn't quite sure that K was speaking the truth. Maybe a little bit of truth but it definitely wasn't the whole truth, or maybe it was just her; that could be too, as she had never had a man that has had feelings for her, because of her kind.
But besides that she still wasn't sure about what she was going to do about the situation at hand. She could go ahead and get into bed with K, but then what would that make her? Could K be telling the truth that he really does have feelings for her, or is he just playing her along? Could this be the real thing? Did she find someone that she could be friends with? Did friends sleep with other friends? Oh the decision was hard and of course now he was making her feel bad because she wasn't sure on what she wanted to do. This should be a no-brainer and she should be okay with it but she still wasn't sure. Wasn't sure if this was what should happen.
"K, are you sure? I am not sure that this is the right move to make... I like you and everything, that is true, and I would love to just jump into bed with you, but I think it might be too soon, I am not sure of what I want to do. I am not sure if this is what we should do. If friends even do this. One question though and it will help with my decision. What happens to us if we do do this? Are you going to run away again? Am I only going to see you every once in awhile. I would like an answer, before I make an honest decision. I don't want to do this and then never see you again K, and that is what is mostly holding me back at this moment."
Adsila said to K, hoping that he understood and that he could honestly answer her.