The light of Syna streamed through tall windows and somewhat dimmed the gleam of skyglass. Still, Bharani Library was a grand work of architecture by day as well as by night. Between the shelves figures in white robes were mixing with visitors in all kinds of garments, although the former were moving with determination that revealed their roles as staff.
The entrance area was marked by the desk of the clerk. Behind it sat a short young woman, jet-black hair falling in her face and cascading over the wooden surface, slightly tanned hand moving an ink stick over a page of her journal with practiced grace. Her work, not even library work, ensnared her so completely that she didn’t notice the undecided visitor at first.
Spring 23, 513 AV
My stay in this wonderful mortal paradise has reached its first anniversary. Does it call for celebration or respect, this particular mark in time? I cannot begin to express the happenings and changes they have brought forth. Even more so than last spring, I am consumed by a flood of conflicting emotions and tangled thoughts, ideas. Tidying them up will take a small eternity.
If it was the Ukalas, time would mean nothing and I’d put it behind me in the blink of an eye. Then again, is it reasonable to trust hazy and fragmented memories? I shall not. The Ukalas is but a dream, as fleeting and false as the name mortals address it with. It is not the real thing.
The stars are still as far away as ever and with them the face of my Moon Lord. He has not answered, although He surely must hear my daily calls. Perhaps I am dreaming, but there has been change: Although He has not answered, I feel His presence more acutely and warmly, as if He is keeping an eye on my unworthy form, holding a hand over my fragile head.
There has been change. I dug my roots in this magnificent place of glitter and rustling pages and it has not disappointed me. Another like me has stepped forth and offered me his arm to walk with. We are two sides of a coin: while I am silver and obsidian, he is gold and bronze.
I have read and I have written many pages, countless words. Somewhere in these tales, legends, journals, reports, treatises, a secret of great importance is hidden. Through breathing the air of the library, I can tell it.
If I discover it, I will be one step closer to the dream I am chasing. I know it. I look forward to it and I will do everything to achieve it. My Lord is ever watching, ever listening, of that I am sure. It seems like that is the gift the City of Stars has given me: clarity.
A deep sigh made her look up and narrow her eyes, almost annoyed at the intruder. Yet she knew exactly what to do. An annoying voice lived in her head, although its true owner was nowhere to be seen during midday.
Before returning to duty, she set the ink stick aside, closed the journal and put it in a drawer. If they were private, words had to be hidden carefully. Then she stood and approached the visitor to follow another rule of the library: hushed voices. Eyes dipped in green, almost turquoise, the melodic Vantha voice chimed: “Welcome to Bharani Library. Is there anything I can assist you with?” A foreign accent added a hint of spice to her tone, but apart from that she seamlessly slipped into the role work had given her. |