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Eoin learns the hard way that the young and powerful are the ones to fear

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Remembering One's Place (Zed)

Postby Eoin on May 29th, 2013, 2:49 am

5th Summer, 508

Despite the season merely peeking within view, Syna's light burned harshly down on the children of the mountains, the walls themselves covered in a film of heat. Librarians and glassworkers alike found little comfort in the abundant amounts of water they consumed, for the very liquid seemed to leak immediately from their pores only moments later. Some were even claiming that this was the hottest summer yet, though those very few had made the same remarks with annual regularity. However, within the confines of the communal kitchens, a newly marked Avora seemed nearly unfazed, his chest barely damp compared to those of his drenched peers.

"Eoin, here." A sloppy hand ran in and out of his peripheral vision, dropping a bowl of fresh vegetables. Turning, the bright haired boy was about to nod before noticing that he was alone. It was not his first time behind the counter, but he was still not quite used to the speed of the workflow. Even so, he willed himself to do better, be faster, all without sacrificing the quality he wished to put into every meal. Many would laugh at the youth's seriousness, for his current task was to prepare the vegetables, but Eoin was not one to undermine his own efforts. If there was anything the boy was confident in, it was in his own perseverance. One day, he knew, a master chef he would be. And like all great men, they had to start somewhere.

Needless to say, Eoin was an ambitious one.

Gently, his fingers weaved through every leaf, carefully rinsing the hard to reach areas before picking another stalk from the leafy pool below. As he worked his way down to the bottom of the bowl, the Inarta relished the small comfort of the cool water against his wrinkling fingers, nearly forgetting the sweltering heat behind him. Once everything had been washed, Eoin began cutting away. Slowly at first, for he had to position his hand carefully to avoid slicing his own skin, and also to practice how firm his hold should be to avoid any slipping. Eventually he entered a sort of rhythm, albeit a slow one, though none could say that the Avora lacked an attention to detail for each slice was remarkably similar.

The evening rush eventually came to an end, and the kitchens began to empty as satisfied Inartans departed. Though Eoin was a resilient one, he could not help but be tired from the stress and effort, with arms like anvils dangling by his sides. He ignored the discomfort, unwilling to let his body rest just yet. In the meantime, the Avora began cleaning the various equipment, and he would have continued if a Dek had not asked for the plates in his hands. Eoin was surprised, more so at himself than the drudge reeking of lye. How could he forget that they cleaned after the kitchen staff? He supposed they must have hoped to receive an extra food voucher for their efforts, but he doubted they would have the chance to use it. The lowest caste was also the last to eat, and often, many went hungry. What would the slip of paper mean then? Perhaps he was too used to their ghostly presence, too used to seeing the top of their heads for fear and shame cast their gaze downwards. He felt both relieved and haunted to identify in such a way with the his culture, but any doubt entering his mind was a betrayal in itself, for it meant that he was an outsider still, forever looking in. Swallowing quietly, Eoin moved away from the thankful drudge, avoiding physical contact out of habit.

Preoccupied, the young man barely registered his surroundings as he navigated the winding halls, reaching the Yasi Center in just a few chimes. He blinked, staring at the entrance before slowly turning away, counting himself lucky that none had witnessed his embarrassment. It had not been long since Eoin had called the area his home, but the idea was far more pleasant than the reality. Being such a quiet and introverted individual, the other children often teased or bullied a younger Eoin. Unfortunately, he was involved in one too many brawls with a mosaic of bruises to show for it, as patience was not a virtue he was born with. Even now, he was only beginning to control his temper, though it certainly helped that most of his tormentors were far too preoccupied with their respective jobs to give him any attention.

Recovering from his mistake, Eoin proceeded toward the common rooms, passing by the Courtyard of the Sky on his way. There, he gradually came to a halt, for the sight of the moon had caught his attention, its light a lonely grey amidst the sea of stars. Breathing in the night wind, the Avora could feel a chill from the drying sweat covering his body, cool fingers brushing timidly against his skin. In this moment of clarity, he thought of the past, of the misguided notions of a young boy and the rash decisions of a young man. Those decisions brought him here, before the quiet judgement of Leth's light. Religion was never a large part of his life, but Eoin always had a natural inclination toward Syna and Leth, the two halves, duality. Too many times had he neglected Leth's presence for sleep took him easily, but now he shared a memory with the god that he could never show to Syna. It would not do any good to bring his demons to light, and at times he wondered if there would ever be such a time.
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Remembering One's Place (Zed)

Postby Zed on May 29th, 2013, 5:20 am

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He loved the dawn of every day, as typical as the hours may have been. It had been a month or so since he became an Endal, but the experience was still fresh. It felt like every day, he was trying something new, even if it was the same thing. The boy had spent many hours atop the back of his eagle, and even with the excitement, his body still called on him to take a break. Zac was probably waiting for him at home, and he hadn't really eaten anything since the afternoon. It was going to be a good enough reward just to return to an environment less hostile, and a far better one when he'd get to eat and simply converse about the many attractions of the day.

Yes, the Inarta was in a surprisingly giddy mood. He had recently come to terms with his status, and had been zealously using his immunity to beat down peasants and had come to welcome the words of many bootlickers who would like to stay in the aeries for a night. Of course, they didn't bring him much entertainment anymore. Those people had been sliding by purely based on childhood crushes or a feeling of loneliness on his own part. Those feelings were for children.

The young man walked through the commons, a close destination from where he had landed. He wasn't really bothered by the open feel of his surroundings, but he was bothered by the crowd itself. So many people who just... didn't cut it. Not smart enough, not attractive enough, or maybe just not funny enough. He took to sitting in a chair, fashioned like a throne, and just eavesdropped on some of the discussions surrounding him. It wasn't usually this busy at this hour, but then again, he had only come here during especially dull times.

And quite honestly, it was almost preferable with the silence. The conversations were all boring, and they grew more boring still when they realized how intently he was listening. He had received what looked like a glare or two, but that was fine. The stares came from hags; mothers of children who were... definitely not friends with him. Women weren't any fun, anyway. He let their stares pass by, and after a while, he submitted to the pressure and left. His destination wasn't really determined; it could've been anywhere. He had little fear of the streets at night, or the passing faces. Luckily, though, when he looked around, the eyes that stared back at him weren't the Dek or some stray animal. He had come across someone that he could remember very well; Eoin.

This was a boy he hadn't seen in at least two years. They were almost sort-of friends, back when they were Yasi. Zed was always kind of mean, but it was one of those kiddish things where they'd be mean back to each other. Opposition had always been what separated his friends from his enemies. And, surprisingly, the opposition was the friendly feeling. "Did you become one of those superstitious folk?" He had finally took the initiative to burst the Avora's bubble, and interject the contest between man and moon. Obviously, the moon was going to win when it came to staring. Unless you started right before it would set. "I heard a Dek, once, say that the moon is a giant container for all of the justice that the gods have been keeping from us; that it hides the sun's light, because it's storing it away. One day, he said, it'll burst open and rain justice down on the world," he rolled his eyes. "Some people would rather wish on myths, and not deal with reality. Hope you haven't become one of them, in the years it's been."

He dropped his palm onto Eoin's shoulder, and turned his head to offer him a greeting. It was... a smile, actually, but more twisted than welcoming. From the look on his face alone, it was apparently obvious that he was the same person as before. And Eoin... he could see that he hadn't changed much, either. He used to have a crush on this guy. He saw that despite his introverted qualities, he was actually a very exciting person. He mistook each gaze for observance; and the observance for judgment. He thought they were kindred spirits. Sadly, he was wrong, and the Avora turned out to be dull, dull, dull.

OOCMy post was lame. :nod:
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Remembering One's Place (Zed)

Postby Eoin on June 1st, 2013, 12:32 am

For a time, Eoin was at ease, entranced in the simplicity of the night sky. There was nothing more than a silver sphere and twinkling lights, yet under the same sky, timeless poetry was inspired and causeless blood shed. It was constant, forever, a frightening powerful entity. The longer he held its gaze, the more trivial he felt. It was a folly to think his problems so important when in the end, he was but a speck on this mountain, and this mountain but a dot on Mizahar. Ashamed, the Avora cast his eyes downward, away from the silent eye of Leth. Unfocused, he was caught unawares when a voice spoke. Though it was not evident, Eoin was surprised to completely miss the sound of footsteps, turning his steady gaze toward the speaker. Never one to forget a face, the Inartan immediately recognized his unexpected company, his body tensing instinctively. The child of Endal parents, a nuisance to those that caught his attention and surely, an Endal himself: Zed. To the other, the Avora probably looked like a child in comparison, being both shorter and less muscular. Despite his apparent youth, his eyes spoke of wisdom beyond his years, looking out of place alongside boyish features. Though Eoin was not one to lend an ear to gossip, he could see it in the man's confidence, musculature and even skin tone that he was an Endal, even if he behaved just the same when they were Yasis. Disciplined as he was, the Avora was not immune to the gradual swelling of irritation at the sight of one of his antagonizers, nor the expected anxiety at standing before one more powerful than he. For him, patience was not inborn, it was learned. Since rising in caste, he made steady improvements in controlling his emotions for he never lacked in frustrations to experiment with. Never again did he want to snap and fight back as children do when cornered and alone, for his temper would surely lead to an untimely death.

At the moment, Zed's attention was drawn away from the cautious Inartan and toward the starry view above, allowing Eoin some time to clear his thoughts. Zed was the same as he remembered, always starting impromptu conversations with him as if there was not anything but bad blood between them. It never occurred to him that it may have been attention-seeking, that the boy may have liked him, for Eoin was much too modest and tactless to notice such subtle nuances. Instead, he was disturbed by the ease in which the other engaged in conversation, and was careful to avoid being caught in his presence. Yet here he was, standing side by side, a caricature of two childhood friends gazing at the moon.

As was his nature, Eoin listened with attention, his calm demeanour not one to betray his inner sentiments. Knowing those like Zed enjoyed the sound of their own voice (aside perhaps from hearing those who agreed with them), he waited patiently. So far, he was doing admirably in concealing his irritation, thankful for the relieving presence of the moon and the relative emptiness of the courtyard. All the while, he thought of ways to escape the situation, but quickly shut down each idea. If he were to excuse himself to return to bed, the Inarta may find offense, thinking he was boring Eoin to sleep. If it was the bath instead, he may end up joining the Avora as he too, was likely needing of washing after a day's hunt and thus, possibly prolonging his stay. As he chased scenarios, he was caught off-guard once more, this time by a weighted hand. Naturally he turned, coming face to face with something that resembled a smile, but was far too menacing to be anything close. Nevertheless, Eoin was unshaken, his expression honest and green eyes frank.

"I believe in the gods." He replied, his tone smooth and effortlessly clear. There was a soothing quality to his voice, but rather than melodic, it was clean, one befitting of an orator. Pausing, the Avora went to answer the second point, systematic in the way he communicated. There was just enough, no more, no less. "It is easy to believe in myths when one has little else, but I do not need falsities to live." Briefly, he held contact with the green of Zed's eyes, but quickly shifted his gaze downward as a sign of respect. Though he was quite capable of retaliating when pushed to the limit, Eoin was naturally obedient, and toward the caste system, he held an almost unhealthy loyalty. It provided structure to the chaos of life, much needed for he who shunned the unknown.

"Their reality is a nightmare, I don't blame their delusions."
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