He mistook terror for passion. The Konti was terrified, not by Recoomas, but by the place inside her where she’d bottled up all those experiences that had happened out on the grass with the slavers. She’d never talked about it, not really, nor told a soul about the missing thirty days of her life and her confinement. Kavala had tried to put it all behind her, especially her hatred of men - human men – and the feeling of powerlessness she’d experienced there. The Healer had been a bright beautiful girl untouched by anger or pain. They took that, corrupted it, and stripped her down into something altogether different. She’d came out the other side of her ordeal craving pain to feel alive and feeding off the hate she had inside. It had taken her a long time to heal, but evidently there was still a lot of that wound inside.
Recoomas exposed it neatly and seemed to revel in it. Her pain was in her eyes mingled with terror when her boot connected to his head and then the other one got him. He rolled off neatly, taking both weapons as he did so. Kavala scrambled to her feet as soon as she was free and was backing up slightly, giving him room. The Konti was breathing heavily, and fighting for each breath, trying to calm her nerves and strike a balance beyond the terror. There was no rage in her now, only an encompassing numbness that reminded her of the first time she saw Riverfall, riding into the city perched in front of a stranger, clutching at his unfamiliar saddle.
She felt numb like that again, all but exhausted, Kavala gave her arms a few shakes, trying to get circulation into them. She looked up, intending to call a halt to the whole thing, but she could not find her voice. Her lips parted, wider than they did when she was panting, but still couldn’t form words. But it didn’t matter anyhow. She didn’t think he’d listen. The man smirked, tossed her the weapon, and shifted into a training stance that Kavala thought was defensive. She stared at the blade in her hand, hating it suddenly, remembering a pike instead that had been used on someone. The Healer hadn’t consciously snatched it out of the air. Her head rolled to the side and she met the stares of the crowd that had gathered. What was she doing here? This was their world, not hers…
She wasn’t paying attention when the attack came and Recoomas flipped her almost upside down as he swept her feet out from under her. Going down hard, she dropped her weapon and kept her eyes on the crowd. Kavala tried to find anger, fear, or anything… but the numbness was back. It had happened to her so many times since she was free. In a seasons that had passed, she thought it was gone and that the trauma had been something recovered from. But burying something deep wasn’t the same as healing something, and even she knew that. It was just intellectually surprising to find that what was gone wasn’t really gone, just buried.
Kavala would climb back to her feet and attempt to pick up her weapon if he let her. Her eyes never left the crowd, more wary of them than she was of the man attacking her. It was a given what would happen there. But the crowd was the unknown.
Recoomas exposed it neatly and seemed to revel in it. Her pain was in her eyes mingled with terror when her boot connected to his head and then the other one got him. He rolled off neatly, taking both weapons as he did so. Kavala scrambled to her feet as soon as she was free and was backing up slightly, giving him room. The Konti was breathing heavily, and fighting for each breath, trying to calm her nerves and strike a balance beyond the terror. There was no rage in her now, only an encompassing numbness that reminded her of the first time she saw Riverfall, riding into the city perched in front of a stranger, clutching at his unfamiliar saddle.
She felt numb like that again, all but exhausted, Kavala gave her arms a few shakes, trying to get circulation into them. She looked up, intending to call a halt to the whole thing, but she could not find her voice. Her lips parted, wider than they did when she was panting, but still couldn’t form words. But it didn’t matter anyhow. She didn’t think he’d listen. The man smirked, tossed her the weapon, and shifted into a training stance that Kavala thought was defensive. She stared at the blade in her hand, hating it suddenly, remembering a pike instead that had been used on someone. The Healer hadn’t consciously snatched it out of the air. Her head rolled to the side and she met the stares of the crowd that had gathered. What was she doing here? This was their world, not hers…
She wasn’t paying attention when the attack came and Recoomas flipped her almost upside down as he swept her feet out from under her. Going down hard, she dropped her weapon and kept her eyes on the crowd. Kavala tried to find anger, fear, or anything… but the numbness was back. It had happened to her so many times since she was free. In a seasons that had passed, she thought it was gone and that the trauma had been something recovered from. But burying something deep wasn’t the same as healing something, and even she knew that. It was just intellectually surprising to find that what was gone wasn’t really gone, just buried.
Kavala would climb back to her feet and attempt to pick up her weapon if he let her. Her eyes never left the crowd, more wary of them than she was of the man attacking her. It was a given what would happen there. But the crowd was the unknown.