{5th of Summer, 513 AV
13th bell}
If Isolde had been alive, she would have been covered in sweat. Her lungs would have been heaving, her heart beating crazily inside her chest, from heat and the exertion of walking out here, into the Woods. As she was, she felt a strange discomfort that she couldn't quite describe, but that was it. A Nuit's body was not prone to growing tired. Simply to shutting down altogether, piece by piece, when the time came, and fortunately that time was not today. No, not today, and thank the gods.
It was a glorious day. The Nuit was in particularly good spirits. It was Summer.
The heat was enough to put her in a good mood. It seeped into her pale skin, Syna's rays warming her heart, her mind, her very soul, along with her unliving body. The Nuit felt so good; she was basking in pleasant memories as much as in the ample light. The warmth always brought her best memories to surface. It was a nice break from the rest of them, which generally weren't all that nice.
There had been all those times with Vaughn, by the fire, snuggling close. His long-healed hands, so ugly and marred and perfect, enclosing hers, or cupping her cheek tenderly. His body so warm beside her, while Wynry slept soundly in the other room. There had been camping out in the tiny backyard, building up the fire as high as it would go, baking fire-fruit pies, teaching Wynry to hold the irons over the flame for the perfect amount of time, until the bread-crust was lightly browned and toasted and the filling was piping hot, berries heated to melt-in-your-mouth perfection. Or taking Wynry and Caity and Vaughn to go romping and running about --or in Caity's case, flying-- and having a lovely, quiet picnic in the woods, just the three of them, like a real family. Even that unexpected meeting with Kale in the fields, for the first time since they were children, that year when the drought had hit and turned everything to dust. But dust had not been enough to stop her from falling in love. The Nuit found herself smiling, leaning against a particularly tall, handsome tree. Such pleasant, heart-warming memories. She was almost happy. It was almost as if she was alive. The young-appearing woman looked up at the sky, the gorgeous blue and white expanse spreading out of reach of even this tree's tallest branches, the puffy clouds sailing along by the short breeze like lazy boats on a calm sea.
Another memory. Of she and the Burned Man practicing magic, out in the wilderness where they wouldn't be condemned for the practice. His familiar voice coaching her, rising in annoyance when she messed up, or rising in congratulations when she achieved her goals. Piper had stayed well away. Pycons and fire shouldn't mix, he'd said. Those were the days that he would go off with Eagle, soaring into the broad sky, scouting while the rest of the company molded magic, playing at wizards. That, of course, hadn't been in Syliras, but somewhere close and cozy. Up here in the woods, probably. Maybe right around here. Not smiling now, preparing herself, the Nuit straightened, the rough bark of the tree scratching hard against her back, even through all the layers of clothing.
That was why she had come. The Nuit wanted to start practicing Reimancy again. She just needed someplace out of the way to do it.
Well, first thing's first. The Nuit settled herself on the ground, closing her eyes, leaning back against the tree. The Burned Man had taught her that Reimancy was dangerous; personal magic. It was easy for someone unskilled --or unskilled and out of practice, in Isolde's case-- to overgive and find themselves with a major headache... or worse. Better play it safe. Settle her mind, ease away distractions. The process was almost like meditating. It was focused around breathing. It had been especially important for her, after they had figured out that she was a wind Reimancer, or the beginnings of one. So the Nuit filled her lungs --something she normally did only to talk, and had started practicing doing more often-- and let the breath go. The breaths weren't particularly deep, but they were what the Burned Man had called "belly breaths." They filled a different part of the lung, the lower part, and were better for oxygenation, or so he had claimed. He had been the expert, she wasn't going to question him; if he had told her that standing on her head would have taught her magic, she would have done it and who cared if she looked like an idiot. The thought made her mouth quirk up at the corners, and she shook her head. No. Stop with the memories, and go with the concentration. Breathe in. Out. Let the air flow normally; don't take deep breaths. Focus on the feeling of the air taken in and out through the nose. Think of nothing else. Clear your mind. A familiar feeling was spreading through her chest, a measure of peace and... what had he called it?
"Inner solitude," she breathed aloud, eyes still closed. Yes, that had been it.
OOCOkay, so just to be clear, the tree she's leaning against is none other than Kouri's Tree! And if you have any better suggestions for the title/description I'm all ears, because I'm terrible at making them! ^^'