OOCOh... Oh my... I can't believe you just... o.o How the heck is he supposed to escape now? Oh dear... What have I unleased...o.o Sorry, Nalik. </3 At least you now have some... erm... character building? When all was dead and done, Edreina found herself cushioned from a haphazard fall by the ghost-girl named Kouri. She was on the ground, safe - save for the fire burning once more in her injured shoulder - and normally she would have gotten off of the ghost as quickly as possible... But she could not move. In fact, the woman was hardly breathing. Red. That was all she saw. Red blood and puddles of death everywhere. The horse- Without any sort of grace, the would-be abductee rolled over onto all fours and emptied her stomach on to the earth, body heaving even when there was naught left in her gut but sour bile, as if she could purge the sickening feelings that tormented her. Edreina had made the mistake of looking at what was left of the horse, laying in the mud created by its own blood, for an instant too long. What was once a proud creature was now naught but a mangled, lifeless corpse. Edreina feared horses, yes... But to see one killed in such a way... She attempted to stand, to move away from the scene though any clue to her location was lost in the chaos, but her limbs were shaking so badly that she felt the stony earth rise to meet her knees and palms more quickly than she had thought possible, black orbs hovering about in her vision as she swayed, threatening to consume it. And all of this was because of her... Because she had decided to go out and take a petching walk! She had never really dealt with death. And certainly not in this fashion. Deep down, Edreina knew that none of this was her fault. She knew it. But in that moment, the shock of it all had her searching for some sort of rationale, some sense to put behind the bodies. The first source was, of course, herself. If she had not have been walking out here... if she were only stronger... if she could have defended herself... if she had only accepted her fate... Despite the ridiculousness of each excuse, they were all that she could fathom. And so the redhead began to internalize everything, attacking herself for an instant, tearing herself up and breaking herself down. That was, until, Edreina finally began to emerge from her shock. Yes, she had been out walking, but she had not invited their attack. Slowly, logic began to return, but it did not soothe her aching soul. People were dead in a most gruesome manner, but this conflict could not have ended any other way. "I'm sorry..." Edreina whispered brokenly, a tear sliding down the stalactite that was her nose to fall to the earth below. The whisper was directed at the horse, the horse's owner - despite what he had been trying do - and those that had died and whose death-masks she could not even gaze upon out of fear of retribution and a mild sense of regret. They had surely been driven by something she did not understand, the look in their eyes had not been that of someone who wished to take a woman for their own pleasure, their own profit. It was more the look of one who did something unsavory because there was no other alternative. That realization likely hurt the redhead the most, that she could not help someone who needed it, not without sacrificing her own way of life. But why had they done it? What had driven them to these lengths? Bile rose up in her throat once more at the realization of what exactly she could have been used for, but she choked it down. She had already lost her composure once and she would not do it again. Steeling herself, Edreina stood - wobbling weakly despite her efforts - and made her way over to the horse's rider. "Leave now, or share your horse's fate... There is nothing here for you..." Her words were hard, but in truth she just wanted this man to live, for whatever reason. No one should have to meet their end as his companions had, as his horse had... All while she spoke, her blue eyes glittered remorsefully, a constant apology written as plainly as fine script in those bleary orbs. With that done, Edreina turned, not wanting to see any of the hate or disgust that likely filled the stranger's gaze directed towards her, and strode over to Kouri. It was all because of her... All because she was too weak to defend herself... For a brief instant, Edreina paused, eyeing the ghost warily. What could she say to her? The Svefra's life had been saved and yet others had been lost to the waif's biting blades; she was grateful, but remorseful. "Thank you, Kouri..." Her voice was soft, and carefully restrained. She wanted to shout at the ghost, to chastise her for being so severe, and yet deep down the redhead figured that there had really been no other way. While she may not have approved of the ghost's methods, she was selfishly thankful of their results. Once again her limbs were shaking, on the verge of collapsing from beneath her. She needed to move, to put this entire night behind her in the physical and metaphorical sense. Without speaking another word, Edreina turned from the scene and began a quick pace down the road, to where she had last seen Navis, praying that he was alright. It was only then that she noticed the other figure, standing beside his enormous ebony beast. For a fraction of an instant, her heart quickened with the fear that vengeance was about to be wrought upon her in the name of fallen comrades. For the rest of the instant, sweet relief poured through the Svefra's veins as she realized that the figure was Razkar. With a strangled sort of cry, she ran at him and threw her arms about his waist, face disappearing against his dusky neck as she trembled. Now that the fiasco was over, Edreina was hit with the realization that she could have been parted from him, spirited away to parts unknown... and so soon after they had finally opened up about their feelings to one another. What would he have thought when she no longer returned? Would he have worried over her? Or blamed it on her flighty nature... How had he found her? Had his Gnosis alerted him somehow to the battle being waged by Fubuki, or had he simply been in the right place at the right time? With so many questions running through her head, Edreina abruptly lost control of her emotions as Remorse hopped upon the shoulders of Latent Fear, who then hefted Relief and others until they towered over her, overwhelming her. Salty tears formed silent tracks as they slid down her freckled cheeks, the only sign of what she felt. "Gods..." The whisper was a prayer, a word of thanks and acknowledgement, but also a nearly silent exclamation as what had just happened and what could have come of it flashed through her mind once more, startling her. Could she truly feel bad about their deaths when they may have been planning on subjecting her to a fate worse than meeting Dira? The morality of it all began to weigh upon the Svefra, causing her to sag against the Myrian. But then again, it had been a long day... Perhaps she just needed to sleep. |