Ash'eny felt strange, but that was an understatement. Something felt completely unnatural with the whole situation, his situation. He must have looked as crazy as he felt, watching the motionless silent black of the well below him, almost in a screaming panic that the simple sound he should have witnessed did not come. Wait... there it was. Ash'eny listened, as if he knew precisely when that musical echo from below would flood over him, and between one still held breath, the man heard the glorious sound. The water, the coin, colliding, becoming one, becoming forever lost. There was very little sense of relief from this though. It was just a natural occurrence after all. Water splashes when coins are dropped into them, this revelation of gravity working correctly, as his mind should have been, but failed to do so, did not bring peace though, he was still torn in half by himself.
Ash'eny waited several more moments as he listened, as if expecting to see a glowing hand in that dark void below him to reach out and grab his face, which is was startled him. He felt his muscles tense up as the color from his hands continued to drain as they clutched tighter and tighter against the cool moist stone wall that was the well. His biceps began to quiver under the strain, yet he could not unlock his grip from the stone, he was frozen! Frozen, yet peaceful. Everything began to fade, the sound, the light, his cares, his thoughts, his past, his future. Ash'eny felt very alone all of a sudden, in a place where nothing existed except himself in one, ever-lasting moment of time, a moment that neither progressed towards a new day, nor was spawned from the previous moment. Just one moment. In one single moment of existence there is no past to regret, no future to fret over, there's just calm, emptiness, loneliness. There was a sound though, it was his own breath, faint, rhythmic, scared, yet calmed. He could smell a chill in the air, but his gaze was locked on the insides of the well, the deep dark quietness.
Ash'eny
His breath stopped then, his lungs felt like they had frozen over with ice, blocking the very life-sustaining movements of inhaling and exhaling. Part of the man was panicking, yet the majority of him was still calm. His mind told him this was wrong, but his body, his emotion, his heart was relaxed with peace and comfort. Ash'eny continued to experience more and more cold, first, the breath in his ear, the hair on his chest, the head on his shoulder, the hands on his clothing. Ash'eny realized it then, even though his own gaze failed to pull itself from the well, as if denying that the very spirit he longed to see could come from any other place but the well's depths itself.
Do not despair, little one.
Ash'eny smiled then, as if the voice's command was not to him, but to his very emotions, and each nerve and conscious and subconscious thought obeyed without question, without hesitation. His shoulders lifted slightly as if the very weight of Mizahar was lifted by the specter's cool presence. Then he lowered his head, or his head lowered itself, finally pulling his gaze gently from the well's black pit. 'I suppose she won't come from there after all...' Ash'eny pondered as he was practically sleeping, his thoughts made no sense really, since she was right here, caressing his body, soothing his fears, calming his doubts.
The Spirit-Woman moved in front of his resting head so that they could meet gazes, and Ash'eny couldn't even resist the urge to smile. He felt like she was watching over him, guiding him to safety, protecting him. He felt like she actually cared about him, of course it wasn't true though, she wasn't alive to give love, but in that moment, Ash'eny was sharing a moment with her, the Woman from the Well. Captivated wholly by her own eyes, Ash'eny could only watch as she leaned in and kissed him. Ash'eny closed his eyes to embrace the chilling comfort across his face.
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Ash'eny kissed back, but when he opened his eyes, he saw only the stones of the well, and his lips did little more than brush the wall itself. Moments later he realized the pains on his cheek and nose from where he had been awkwardly resting against said well. He opened his mouth to speak something, but his throat was parched, his voice cracked and all he could manage to do was cough harshly a few times. He grunted lightly as he slowly turned around, pulling his arms from inside the well and resting his back against the well stone wall. He was so tired that he could have very easily fallen asleep again right there. Instead though, he idly rubbed his lips, they were numb to the touch, and it wasn't until he actually prodded them with his fingertips did he realize a thin layer of frost resting upon them. Ash'eny stood up quickly, stumbling faintly as he did so (he found out that his leg was also numb from sleep) and supported himself against the well, peering down inside of it, then quickly glanced around the area. Where was she? Ash'eny felt confusion, curiosity. Who is the woman he met? What's her name? Did she die? He wanted to know, he wanted to talk to her, to ask her so many things, but most of all, know if it was just a dream or not. Part of Ash'eny wanted to believe that it was just that, an illusion made up by his tired mind.
But part of him wanted to Believe that such a gorgeous and mysterious woman really did give him his first kiss. Regardless of the truth, Ash'eny knew he would return here, perhaps several times. At least he found his comfort. |