The Konti was not hard to follow. Her path was a direct one, evenly paced, not meandering but not darting either. And once at the top Tier, she paused to take in the breadth and length of the sky above her. Tilting her face into the day's first rays of the sun, she inadvertently created tiny reflections of iridescence as the light played across the scales on her body - they were barely visible around her face, just framing the lines of it, but more apt to be seen along her neck and collarbone, shimmering down the lengths of her bare arms. She rested for a few moments in the warming sunrise, caught the breath stolen by the stairs below, and then resumed her walk.
The stables of Riverfall were well appointed and meticulously cared for. She could not have asked for a better lodging for the Gildling that had brought her here; the horses were groomed daily, fed well, and exercised as a regular matter of course. Today, however, she had a mind to see to the creature herself and she was vaguely entertaining ideas of taking Ansem out for a ride as well. And why not? She lived here now. It would do well to explore the terrain. But before any of that, she meant to see her loyal friend and converse with the good people that were caring for him.
Her approach to the building was met with a similar pattern as the social exchanges that had occurred on her way here. She raised a hand to greet the stablemaster from afar and, laughing a pleasant greeting, she paused to shake his hand and banter with him for a few moments before being lead within. The building was constructed in a manner similar to all stables - open at both ends, stalls within, wide open spaces and the noises of animals in abundance. Once disappeared into the dark shadows of the stable, she might perhaps be difficult to spot and track, but the stable's owner re-emerged after a time, alone. And no other riders had left from either door. She must still be within.
For her part, entirely unaware of being tracked here, Litani took the stablemaster's leaving as evidence of her solitude with Ansem and she unshouldered her pack, lowering it to a small chair within his stall. On the walls, she found the combs and brushes needed to give him a proper grooming and she set to work - not expertly, not perfectly, but lovingly and with a certain attention to the animal that spoke of genuine affection. She started to sing then, low and in a smooth contralto tone, but her song quickly left her with a laugh and she started to talk. Softly. Openly. Alone with a creature who could not betray her confidence.
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Have they been feeding you well, dear one...? You look strong and healthy. Would you like a ride today?" She continued like this for a short time, the kind of small talk that one gives when reconnecting with a fondly felt link, rider to horse. He'd been her mount all the way here from Syliras and even before - in truth, they'd been together for years, as evidenced by the way her one-sided conversation started to turn.
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...I miss him, Ansem." She laid her cheek briefly against the side of the horse as she spoke, draping an arm over him whilst brushing lightly at his coat with the other. "
We're here now, where he used to be but... he's not here." A light, bitter chuckle escaped her. "
Of course he's not here. He's dead, right?" She sighed. The sound was as heavy as the finality of mortality, but somehow light, as if she were consciously struggling with acceptance. "
I knew I wasn't going to find him, I just... I don't know. I hoped to find pieces, I guess."
For a short while, she stood silently, combing the same spot on the horse's flank as her mind left the task. Her eyes lost focus and she stared sightlessly for long seconds. Wherever her mind was, it wasn't here, and it took only a shifting of the breeze to pull her hair aside from her face, showing the unnatural light of glittering tears unshed in her eyes. And just then, a horse in the next stall over whickered randomly and she snapped out of it. And just like that, the smile was back, even though there was no one to see it. Quick, covering, shielding. And her manner returned to the gently laughing, murmured words she'd been exchanging with the horse moments before.
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I saw Dasreide again, the other day... I still don't know what to make of him." She chuckled softly, shaking her head, sighing in exasperation and maybe interest but also that sort of what-now?? kind of sigh. "
He's a great deal older than me, I think, and I know he sees me as a child... But what I felt of him that day! ...ah. It was intense and I'm an idiot, right?" Her fingers strayed to her throat then and brushed at a spot where a scratch was healed over. "
I'm an idiot for reading him that way. I'm too young for him. And we barely know each other anyway... all I know is how sharp his Lakan is. That's no way to start a friendship..." She sighed, resigned. "
It just struck me. How strong it was. The... dichotomy. One side of him calm, thoughtful... the other passionate and raw." Another pause, a click of tongue, then a darker-sounding chuckle. "
I wonder if they're all like that... Maybe, hm? Maybe. Maybe one who doesn't see me as a little girl."
She paused then and returned to her song, just humming now, contentedly mulling over the mixture of thoughts and feelings that runs through a woman's mind when she thinks herself alone. The brush in her hand had made its way down half of one side of the horse and, for his part, he stood there happily soaking in her attentions, content to let her work.