14th of Summer, 513 AV
All was absolute silence, a bitter stillness inhabiting the spaces around the void as a single flickering light called out in the distance. Enoleus narrowed his eyes, finding his vision swayed and faltered as if water were rushing down his face, and took a hazy step forward toward the light. The ground beneath him was just barely visible, though Enoleus couldn't fathom by what light he saw it at all, and was a perfect sheen of ice - mirror like in its perfection, just like Mirror Lake. He stumbled as he caught his own eyes in his reflection, freezing a moment as he felt the blood in his veins run cold, his throat tightening as he raised his hands up to his face. His body was gone, he had no form, no features - the only part of him still tethered to reality was his eyes, which glared back at him from his reflection in the ice like red circlets of billowing fire. He felt his chest tightening as he turned back toward the distant light, and took off in a sprint towards it, each breath he drew becoming more and more a struggle.
The ice beneath him crumbled, giving way to the endless void - and though Enoleus could not explain why, in his heart he felt that dropping into it would mean the end of him. Perhaps his soul would remain, but so twisted and fragmented that no longer would it be recognizable as him. He moved with acrobatics that were vastly beyond him, jumping and twisting, landing on what was left of the ice with a skid before jumping again. The light seemed agonizingly close, yet still so very far away as Enoleus' vision began to narrow. The ice had run out, and just as the last bit of it beneath him crumbled away, Enoleus dove forward, his fingers outstretched toward the free floating light as he felt his body beginning to descend into the absolute nothingness beneath him. His whole body was blanketed in a frozen chill, but as is fingertips brushed against the warm, motherly glow of the light, he felt a wave of heat pass over his body. His vision flashed blue and red, the void beneath him suddenly alight with the light of a thousand stars, the arms of the galaxy visibly turning as he fell away from the light. As he fell, gaining more and more momentum, he closed his eyes, drawing one final, easy breath...
...
Enoleus jerked upright, throwing his blanket off him as the sensation of falling caused his body to snap him out of his dream on a reflex. Immediately as he sat up, he let out a groan and would fall backwards into his bedding again, his eyes clamping shut as reality greeted him much like it always did: with a pounding head and the sensation of a horse kicking his stomach from the inside. Thanks to several deep tankards of ale at the Red Diamond, Enoleus had found the peace in his mind to allow him to actually fall asleep, yet always there were repercussions to the temporary asylum offered by alcohol. Enoleus continued to lay there, his eyes clamped shut as he desperately tried to pretend that he was still asleep, some part of his mind that had still not matured up to par with the rest of him assuring him that just pretending that the morning had not dawned would make it so. More than anything, the fragmented images from the place his mind had been moments before he awoke disturbed him. Almost all nights his thoughts were plagued by blood and death, swords clashing like the rhythmic ringing of bells and deep, eternally burning fires. Yet this apparition that had came to him was less horrifying than it was simply confusing, and though he hated to think about it, part of him had grown accustomed to the tortures his subconscious subjected to him on a nightly basis.
Was he genuinely changing, then? He often awoke in a state of fear, yet the fear of his mind changing frightened him even still. The terrors that haunted his dreams were his burden to bear; the penance he paid for his own ineptitude and weakness. There was nothing he could do to redeem himself for the sins he had committed; and so it followed logically that the visions should plague him for the rest of his days. He grit his teeth, sitting upright as his eyes slowly peeled open, feeling like someone had placed weights on his eyelids. Trying to banish the thoughts of last nights dream scape back into the void of his subconscious to be dealt with later, he took out his water skin and would hold it over his head, emptying its contents over his face. He let out a short gasp as a sudden, bracing chill met his skin, forcing his eyes all the way open as he stood up, letting out a raspy growl.
Most outsiders would find summer in Avanthal still unpleasantly cold, but so enamored with winters grasp was Enoleus that the moderately warmer weather the Vantha experienced in the summer still was mildly irritating to him. Enoleus reached up, rubbing at his face to feel the scraggly wisps of black facial hair that had accumulated over the night. He frowned slightly at the sensation, a touch of shame shadowing his eyes as he rummaged around his tent, trying to locate his razor. Legally he was a man now; he had the gnosis mark to show it. Therefore, he felt it only right and just that his body should award him with a full, manly beard, not the adolescent scraps that he was being forced to be content with. Thankfully, it didn't take much to clear his face of such indecency: he didn't even need the assistance of a mirror as he carefully dragged the razor across his chin and cheeks, ridding his face once again of it's pathetic attempts at rugged masculinity.
He packed his razor, as well as his bedroll and everything else in the tent back up. Deciding that the first thing he would do is give Sleet a visit at the stables, but only after he got his tent packed up, he hefted his pack onto his back and opened the flap of his tent-
Yellow briefly flashed in Enoleus' vision as the crown of his skull came into direct and unexpected contact with a wall of ice. Enoleus fell down onto his ass, his eyes clamping shut as he let out a short cry; though the noise was mostly elicited out of shock than out of pain. He reached up and rubbed his forehead slightly, his eyes opening as he took in a moment to get his bearings, taking the entirety of the situation in before he did anything else that might result in a concussion. He had noticed in his tent that the amount of light filtering in through was lower than it should have been, but Enoleus had dismissed it. It was not at all unusual for clouds to move in above Avanthal and muffle both light and sound, but here, well, this was certainly something Enoleus had never had to contend with before.
All around Enoleus tent, meticulously crafted, was an igloo. Blocks of ice, stacked with time and care, encased him on all sides. Enoleus stood back up, brushing snow off the backside of his pants as his eyebrows furrowed with confusion. This was most certainly not an act of nature, and he couldn't even fathom who would take the time to do this. If he had inadvertently done something illegal, the Icewatch would have just dragged him off, not taken the time to encase him in such a almost comical fashion. Enoleus sighed, shaking his head as he lifted his foot, kicking violently at the ice. The entirety of the igloo shook a bit, but not a single block of ice even budged. The structure as a whole was too sound for such a tactic to work. "Ivak!" He cursed, raising his foot to continue slamming the sole of his boot into the ice for several more minutes, each one becoming more and more desperate as his breathing started to increase. The kicks began to slow down and eventually stop, as Enoleus leaned over, bracing himself on his knees to catch his breath.
This isn't working... He thought, gazing at the spot he had been kicking. I just need to be smart about this.
Enoleus reached up with his left hand, resting it gently against the surface of the ice. With his right hand he would reach up, his eyes narrowing with focus and intent as he tapped his index and middle fingers against the snowflake shaped mark on his neck. Under the power of his gnosis mark, the ice cracked slightly - just barely visibly. Enoleus would move his operating hand to a different segment of the ice, and tap his gnosis mark again, another short burst of power from the mark causing more hairline fractures in the ice to appear. Again and again, moving up and down and left to right, he repeated the process, reaving a network of small cracks in the ice. Satisfied with the work he had done, Enoleus backed up slightly, taking in a deep breath and holding it in order to steady himself.
Letting out a battlecry of sorts, Enoleus ran shoulder first into the center of the area of ice had been working on, and weakened as it was, it shattered under his efforts. He burst through and hit the ground on the other side, his eyes narrowing as the full light of the morning sun hit him for the first time. He lay on the ground a moment longer, before pushing himself forward and rolling onto his feet. As he did, his hand found his boot, drawing out his tamo daggers and unsheathing them as his eyes glanced around for...
Well, honestly, he wasn't sure what he was looking for. He just wanted to be ready for it, whatever it was.