38th Day of Summer, 513 AV 14th Bell Getting comfortable when you usually sleep on the arm that is currently screaming at you with pain is no easy task. Edreina had attempted lying on her back, her other side, and even her stomach. Nothing seemed to be as comfortable as the coveted right-side-curl-up position. Finally, she had discovered that if she lay upon her stomach, left arm curled to form a pillow and right arm dangling so that her knuckles brushed the stone floor below her cot, could be very comfortable. As long as she didn't think about how much she would rather be laying on her side. She felt filthy, grimy, as if simply laying around had caused her to accumulate a layer of dust. Her hair, normally so luminous and full of life, hung lank and disinterested. The lack of sunlight and salt water had given it a depressed look. But the most drastic change of all was the haze that had come into Edreina's usually vivacious cerulean eyes. A mixture of pain killing herbal remedies and the sinking feeling in her chest as it seemed that, with each passing day, she grew no closer to being able to leave her care-takers, had taken its toll on the redhead. Overall, it was as if she had retreated deep within herself, seeking the sea that lay within her own mind, attempting to escape the gloom of her surroundings. Every once in awhile, the squire Erik would come by just to make sure that she was still there, still breathing. He seemed to be intent upon finding out what really happened on the ship days ago, but each time Edreina repeated the lie, it became a bit easier. Eventually he stopped talking to her, becoming a ghost that drifted into and out of her room, sometimes replacing the oil that fed the only lantern lighting her room. As she lay, chasing sleep, the index finger of her left hand began to trace shapes into the grime that darkened the fortress floor. After a few miserable bells, she had a decent likeness of a horizon, interrupted by a shoreline and a fortress city that lay beyond. Sometimes, while she was laying there alone, she wished that she would have turned at that moment and returned to the Anchorage she now missed so dearly. |