Clyde nodded to Wrenmae's first question, looking him in the eyes once more.
"Yes, Magecrafting is a very precise magic. But then, it is a different magic to Malediction, and meets a different need. But it is also not cheap, it is always very expensive, whereas I think finding materials for Malediction on average would be easier and less costly."
"But if you do the same setup, and the same steps, and do them a half dozen times, than each time you will end up with the same outcome, which I gather is a distinct difference from Malediction."
Once more Wrenmae continued onward, discussing the poisoner that they mutually knew, stating as he had thought before, that he was no magic user. True enough, that a non-mage could not understand magic... But the bit about sacraficing ones self for their magic... Clyde was a bit less certain about that. But then again, he was a drastically different person than he had been when he first learned magic. He was constantly in a state of flux. But then, he had been a mage since he was 5 years old, so some change was natural. So it was hard for him to say what he had lost or been altered by, whether it was due to magic, or time.
"If only we could spin magic from but thought, but I think we both know it is more costly than that, more than a gift upon a whim. Though yes, at times it can seem like that, so easy and natural, and it is then that it is the most tempting of all to cast and cast more..."
Clyde listened as Wrenmae spoke on. If he was not mistaken, he was asking him for his back story. Quite an odd thing to do, especially without offering the same in turn first. He apparently expected Clyde to go first.
Clyde simply grinned, leaned a bit forward, and began to speak, a smile on his face.
"You, my mage, make to many assumptions. And in our line of work, assumptions can get you killed. Did I leave that last sigil off? Did I recall that one lesson? Did I make that one alteration, that if not done will get me killed? You of all people should know better than to make assumptions."
Having said that, he leaned back on his seat, and let out a sigh, looking up at the ceiling for a chime, lost in thought. When he brought his gaze back down, his expression was a bit more forced, more strained.
"Whoever told you I chose to be a mage? I shall tell you a small secret, one which I believe I have only disclosed to one other... Who now that I think on it, died a few seasons ago... He was my previous apprentice. Regardless, I never chose to be a mage, it was forced upon me. I was initiated against my will, without any regard for my desire to do so. And knowing what I do now, I realize how lucky I was, to have survived being initiated into Reimancy when I was only five... I must have even from that time been strong in the ways of magic, for me to have survived it."
Clyde grinned for a moment, looking at the other man. The other mage. He continued to grin as he spoke, but as he progressed through his words it began to take on an odd quality to it...
"I never chose to be a mage, it was thrust upon me. And then for simply existing as I was forced to become, I became an outcast in my own city, a person whom they hated simply for existing. But then, how else do you expect Syliran's to respond to a Reimancer, even a child... I either grew strong, or I died, crushed under the hate that city cast at me. How do you define a monster, or a hero? Is it not different everywhere you go? I am simply walking along the path I was forced upon. For once you have already been soaked to the skin in the waters, why not dive in all the way, and just swim?"
"But from my perspective, I think I would see those Syliran's as monsters, for what they made, out of their hate for mages. A bit ironic I suppose..." |