And now, he finally realized why he was such a coward when facing other people in confrontations; he was terrified by himself. As he launched himself at Savra, swinging her blade ruthlessly and rage exploding all over his body, the sane, reasonable part of his mind was disgusted by himself. More than that though, he watched himself in horror, shocked at the brutality that was coursing through Hirem.
The Benshiran was swinging a bloodstained gladius at a young woman, not intending to wound or disarm, but to kill. More than that, he was resisting his own efforts to calm himself, his mind descending into the madness of bloodlust. He abstained from violence during his travels, opting to ignore or run from threats. Now he was lusting for it, craving the inevitable feel of this woman's blood on his flesh. It was sickening, a feeling that the Benshiran wanted to get rid of, and yet could never do so.
Hirem hoped against all hope that he had a reason for this bloodlust. He had been keeping his anger under wraps for a long time, now, with the death of Netanel to sustain it, it was all rushing forth in a furious wave that overwhelming his thoughts. That might have worked if he had been completely sure of himself at the moment, but current events made it impossible to consider this as the catalyst for his rage. No, it was something more instinctive, more primal than simple anger management issues. Frankly, whatever caused this was something that Hirem was positively terrified of.
Savra attempted to cut him down during breaks in his assault, but none of it was enough to bring the stocky wanderer down. She would slash at his arms, he would charge her and too close for her to hit, knocking her away with his meaty shoulder. She would slip away to the side and attempt to drive her blade into his side, but instead he would simply deliver an intense succession of slashes and thrusts that made it impossible for her to defend herself and attack at the same time.
Some of this was a result of his own training in combat, but most of it was raw anger and gut responses. The gladius was strange in his hands, too short for his liking, but he adapted in his madness, the sword becoming an extension of his own clouded movements. Sometimes his sword wouldn't even come close to reaching Savra, and he would just attack with the sword for the sake of attacking. Injury meant nothing to him. When Savra tried to slash his legs out from under him, he dodged away in time to only be cut across the surface of the leg, then he rushed at her again.
At some point during the melee, he lost the gladius. He had no idea how it was done, but Savra had moved so quickly, her blade moving in a quick flash, that Hirem could only process the sword stuck in the ground a few moments after it happened, his hand open like he was expecting the sword to simply return to his grasp. If she expected the loss of a weapon to stop him, however, she had another thing coming. He roared out, and charged her, fists clenched and ready to wreak havoc upon her little frame. His right hand pulled back as he neared Savra, then shot out quickly to try to deliver a crushing blow to Savra's nose, intending to stun her so that he could wreak further pains upon her.