by Akilah Windsong on October 29th, 2013, 2:11 pm
Akilah wandered through the shops, her empty eyes gazing at nothing as she walked. Around her, though much diminished, she could hear the squabble of families, of sellers and buyers bartering prices. Around her she could hear life, in all its forms.
And all she could think about was death.
It wasn't healthy, to be obsessed like this. She knew death. Had faced it before, in the sick, in the old, in those lost in hunts. She knew death.
But until this year, she really only knew of death. At a cool, impersonal distance, where she could see its effects and still maintain sense of self.
Now she knew it personally, intimately. The dying rattle on a bed, the squelch of a blade running through a still warm body. Blood, cooling on her skin. Akilah stood stock still, the past summer's events playing out in her head, and shivered.
No, this wasn't healthy at all. Shaking herself out of her stupor, Akilah looked for the first item she could find. She was here on a mission, to bring herself out of this depression she was in. She had no right to feel like this--she had at least survived, unlike the others.
Nearby, there were two women and displays of embroidery. Approaching the pair, Akilah eyed the colourful threads, intricately weaved through the tanned skins and cloth. She never had that skill. The needles would always prick her fingers and it took too long to get the result. Her patience never lasted.
"Impressive," she murmured, picking up a piece. Maybe it wasn't too late to try again.