Nya grinned, rolled back onto her back, and looked up at the hanging meat. The kelvic was still glowing under his praise of her. Being called beautiful by a bondmate was just about the best thing she'd ever heard. Nya reached a very human hand up towards the canopy in a completely lazy attempt and made a swipe towards the deer that missed by a good twenty feet. She turned her head, yawned, and grinned. "I cannot quite reach it." Once she said the words, Nya started laughing lightly. Her mirth filled up the little clearing and she seemed to wake up completely then. "Of course. And I'm going to cook it too, and dry some of it for stores for us. But first I'm going to wash. I feel dirty. You relax and let me take care of things." The girl shuttered at the 'I feel dirty' words, rolled to her feet while keeping the cloak around her. She then turned and marched off barefooted towards the stream where happy splashing commenced momentarily. Abashai would quietly understand two things almost instantly. Nya was a cheerful morning person, and she had absolutely no ability to be quiet about her cheer. While the forest cat had no idea what sort of mood Abashai woke to, she was starting to see the patterns of his humor and appreciated the outlook enormously. She didn't even mind that he shortened her name, though she was a bit surprised someone could. Leave it to him....
She returned, wet hair and all, got dressed under her cloak and began moving about the clearing. Nya eventually scaled the tree and heaved the carcass down, careful not to bruise the meat. Abashai would see then that the deer wasn't a truly large one. It was the type they could dry into some venison jerky though and get a few meals out of. She also went back and checked the snares, cleaning them out and bringing two more rabbits back to camp. She made quick work with her skinning knife and soon had a roast on the fire, and then various strips of meat filleted out and drying around the fire. They wouldn't be hungry for sure then. Nya cleaned and carefully coiled up the snares, laying two on Abashai's pack so he could stow them away. Now that he knew how to use them, the Benshira man would never be hungry again. Nya purred as she worked, unused to having someone around and someone to fret over who needed things. It was a heady feeling to her, one that made her life somehow more complete.
"I wanted to show you my place today too. We can move some of this meat there, where it will dry better. I do not know your plans for the future, but winter is fast coming on, and I had planned to have skins ready to keep warm and a large supply of food ready to see through the cold times." She said, glancing at Sus and wondering if she could build a shelter for the horse as well. There was not much good grazing in the forest for the mare, but Nya was already thinking about that. Once the heavy snows arrived, they'd have to have dried grass stored for her as well.... unless they moved somewhere warmer. Nya wasn't particularly attached to the Cobalts. She'd just moved down here to begin her search. So whatever Abashai decided, she'd gladly travel if he wanted... or settle in for a season. He could even board his mare in the city if he wanted too. Nya had already thought about that. She knew about the polar bears who doubled as mounts for their bondmates, and she knew about the Myrian Tigers. It didn't quite make sense to her that Abashai not take advantage of her size and use her in such a manner. But she wasn't going to press him. In a day or two, she was going to take some of her fur money into Syliras and visit the saddle maker and see about some tack for herself. She was already as large as Sus in her natural form, and she saw no reason why she couldn't carry her bondmate. He would be safer with her than with anything else ever born. And now that she'd seen him, she could tell the saddle maker to build for a strong man - a large man - not for a delicate woman or a young child. Then when it was done, she could bring it back to their place - wherever that was - and just leave it out and let him make up his own mind. A cat was not like a horse at all, but she was pretty sure she could carry him safely long distances and even in all sorts of weather should he want to return to his beloved desert city or travel elsewhere afar.
And hopefully by that time, she'd be used to shifting in front of him which still she was painfully shy to do, he'd be used to the forest cat (he'd called her beautiful!!), and perhaps even a little less wary of her bare flesh. And in that time, he could help her... help her be more human. She wanted it now, worse than before - the knowledge of blending in well with other humans - thrilled her. And there was only one true way to learn that art... live it. And do so in a way that you could make mistakes in front of someone else and they could point out those were mistakes. She also needed his mind. If her's was to stay sharp and not dull away, he'd need to keep her thinking, asking questions, seeking answers. It was a hard mentality for a forest cat to maintain. It would be far easier for a bonded kelvic forest cat with an intelligent bondmate to succeed with.
Gods. What a bondmate.... Nya turned the meat on the spit and casually studied Abashai. He was beautiful too - in ways she didn't quite understand. The man made her feel things too, things she hadn't ever felt before. They were just waking things, things half realized, but she watched him and knew this morning she couldn't resist tasting him. She never wanted him to stop stroking and petting her. Such things meant the world to her. Even now she wanted to go curl up around him and just listen to the sound of his voice. But he was hungry, or would be when he fully woke, and she wanted the food ready for him by then.
Nya dismissed her obsession as part of the newly formed bond, and went back to work.
Breakfast was prepared in short order. Nya was getting used to cooking meat after the first attempt, though she knew Abashai's diet might require more than just a steady supply of animal flesh in the simple way hers did. That was another thing she'd have to learn... how to cook and bake and how to figure out what they could both eat that would grow wild. There would even be some shopping in Syliras. She wouldn't go without him though, she decided, even for the secret ordering of the saddle. The city was no place for her, Leo Varniak, her friend, had been right. The kelvic had too much of a potential to get scared or violent unnecessarily when she was alone. Supplies from the city were important too. The time was fast approaching where there would be little to eat besides cooked flesh in the forest buried under the snow.
A predators time of feast was an omnivores time of famine.
"I think its ready... shall we eat?" She handed him a carving knife so he could cut off a portion of the deer haunch she roasted, and then tilted her head. "I want to show you my place, then I think we need to go to Syliras and get some supplies if you plan to stay here any length of time before winter. There are apples and other things we can gather, but there will need to be grains and vegetables I think, for you to eat when the snow comes and we'd best get them stored fast. Also, Sus might be more comfortable in the city with the other horses rather than in the woods for a while. There are places there she can stay far easier than living in the woods. There isn't enough grass." Nya mused, waiting for Abashai to finish cutting off a piece of breakfast before she herself carved off her own portion.
"I do not know how to cook very well... not vegetables and green things and fruit like you need. My mother warned me to not eat rabbits exclusively especially in my human form. She said they could poison me - and I assume you now - because a solid diet of meat can actually make your body hungry for other things and then sick because it doesn't get them." Nya was referring to protein poisoning which resulted from eating low fat meat exclusively. Rabbits had very little body fat and could actually kill someone if they ate a steady diet of them without any variety. Deer wouldn't have the same reaction, but deer were harder to kill whereas rabbits were so much easier. "So we should get some flour, sugar, and unless you know how to cook, some sort of instructions on how to make bread and other things so you don't get sick off the meat." Nya said thoughtfully. It was odd to note, each time she placed a heavy thought in her mind, new ones came easier. It would have simply never occurred to her to want to learn to cook before. The thought itself was so far outside the realm of Nya's understanding... but somehow she felt more.... focused, more adaptable. Her eyes glanced at Abashai, and she wholly blamed him for it.
Mirroring. Had it started already? Nya didn't want to loose the essence of who she was, but she did know she had to change a bit to adapt more to Abashai's life.
"What do you think?" She asked, not wanting to push him and certainly not the one who made all the decisions. She was just sharing her thoughts.
NoteI'm sorry I get carried away writing these posts... it just seems to come out in big clumps. Don't feel compelled to make yours as long. Sometimes in getting to know a PC, you need to explore their thoughts and make plans. I probably could have done this in a short paragraph. Ugh!