513 AV, 11th Day of Fall
Arundel stormed inside the pavilion with her brothers -the twins. She dropped her backpack unceremoniously on the ground, halting when the rest of the family converged on her. Before she could shout or scream anything, her mother placed what was supposed to be calming hands on her shoulders and started to speak. "Daughter, this is not your fault." She pulled away as if the words were a snake trying to bite her. Incredulously, she stared at her mother. The only thing she could manage was a silent sign. How?
"That is because we all thought he was fetching food for tonight," her father answered unhappily. His eyes darkened like storm clouds, and Arundel looked at him with dismay. Had she not made an effort the other night? She was going to come back a retrieve him, and take him on the trip. It would give her time to get to know him. "Where is he?" she asked. Her father shook his head. "They cannot find him. He has disappeared." Arundel's heart dropped. Why had she allowed herself - for that one small moment - to try to care? Dead? she signed silently once more. It was a pleading question. Wouldn't they tell her if he had died? They all shook their heads. Her older sister couldn't look at her. She must look devastated.
Arundel looked at all their faces. Anger - pity - uncertainty. She didn't want them to feel sorry for her. What had she lost? 60 golds, and an evening's worth of emotion. Reeling in her disturbingly sharp sadness, she wrestled with it and bottled it down quickly. Her face hardened, and she straightened her back. Her brothers looked at her warily, recognizing this. She glared at them for a moment, then met her father's unhappy gaze. He was furious that Aleixo had disappeared, and so was she. Arundel refused to let herself be sad about it. She would be bitter and hateful toward the memories of last night, where she tried to break the communication barrier and actually let herself feel attracted to him. One night of weakness - that was all it had been. There would be no more.
A disturbance at the entrance of the pavilion made everyone turn. In marched a man and woman of the Watch - it was unmistakable that they were thus. Between them was a man she had never seen before. He looked close to her age. Their eyes locked, and she stared at him. "Arundel," one of them spoke. Her eyes reluctantly left the stranger's and connected with the Watch woman. Yes, she signed. "I am her." Greetings, the two Drykas both gestured. Her family offered their own respective greetings, which were also returned. "We cannot find Aleixo." She stiffened at the sound of his name. Her fists clenched once, but she forced herself to relax. I know, she signed. "I've been informed." The man nodded and took his turn. "It has been decided to replace him. We have brought Nathaniel Deveraux to act in Aleixo's place."
He spoke Nate's last name in Common because the complexity in Pavi was a strange matter. Not every word in Common had a sister in their tongue. Arundel could barely believe what they'd just told her. She was trying to be an island - unreachable emotionally and calm, but a storm raged on her precious little beach. Trees snapped and waves crashed on her surface. Her mouth opened a few times, but no words came out. Her hands tried to articulate gestures, but none would form. I am an island. I am an island. She was not an island. She was a desolate desert, and the only occupants were her and Nate. Arundel stared at this new man in awed fury. Her eyes were alight with fire. If he got too close to her right now she would surely burn him.
Her mother touched her shoulder and spoke something, but she didn't hear. Her father exchanged farewells with the Watch, and they left. That was it. "-el. -ndel. Arundel!" Her eldest brother's voice finally cut through the fog. She had been staring at Nate for a solid chime without blinking. Startled, she turned around to face Ganden. "The same stipulations apply to this Nathaniel as well, they said. With the Web and with teaching him our ways. He was a captive brought from Syliras." Arundel glanced at all of them blankly, feeling wrung out and emotionally exhausted. They had just dumped this man on her so easily. She wasn't prepared. At least she had gotten a little used to the idea of Aleixo. But now he was missing, and this Nathaniel was to take his place. Anything to get me to breed, apparently.
The bitter thought made her want to laugh. Or cry. No! She refused to cry. "May we have privacy?" she asked her family. Please, her hands emphasized. They all hesitated for a moment, but finally disbursed. Reed, the youngest, watched Arundel and Nate over their mother's shoulder before disappearing behind a curtain. In less than a chime the two of them were alone. She regarded him quietly for a moment longer. He was rather tall, but not especially strong looking. Arundel couldn't deny the intelligence that challenged her in his brown eyes. She refused to think he was good looking. There wouldn't be any walls let down this time. The Drykas approached the Syliran slowly, looking him up and down. A few feet from him she stopped and pointed to herself. "Name Arundel." Her Common accent was thick and rich, but understandable. Her grasp of his language was loose.
He had nothing with him except the clothes on his back. Perhaps they were holding his belongings until she came to retrieve them. She would want them to give them back. Arundel couldn't afford to arm him - and she would have to if she was going to take him on this trip. It was sudden, but she refused to risk him running away like Aleixo. At least if this Nate ran off out in the grassland far from Endrykas, she was positive he would be dead. There would be no terrible uncertainty. "You... Nathaniel. Capture or.. or..," she paused, trying to find the word. "Give?" No. Arundel wracked her brain, trying to remember. "Volunteer?" That was the word!
Arundel stormed inside the pavilion with her brothers -the twins. She dropped her backpack unceremoniously on the ground, halting when the rest of the family converged on her. Before she could shout or scream anything, her mother placed what was supposed to be calming hands on her shoulders and started to speak. "Daughter, this is not your fault." She pulled away as if the words were a snake trying to bite her. Incredulously, she stared at her mother. The only thing she could manage was a silent sign. How?
"That is because we all thought he was fetching food for tonight," her father answered unhappily. His eyes darkened like storm clouds, and Arundel looked at him with dismay. Had she not made an effort the other night? She was going to come back a retrieve him, and take him on the trip. It would give her time to get to know him. "Where is he?" she asked. Her father shook his head. "They cannot find him. He has disappeared." Arundel's heart dropped. Why had she allowed herself - for that one small moment - to try to care? Dead? she signed silently once more. It was a pleading question. Wouldn't they tell her if he had died? They all shook their heads. Her older sister couldn't look at her. She must look devastated.
Arundel looked at all their faces. Anger - pity - uncertainty. She didn't want them to feel sorry for her. What had she lost? 60 golds, and an evening's worth of emotion. Reeling in her disturbingly sharp sadness, she wrestled with it and bottled it down quickly. Her face hardened, and she straightened her back. Her brothers looked at her warily, recognizing this. She glared at them for a moment, then met her father's unhappy gaze. He was furious that Aleixo had disappeared, and so was she. Arundel refused to let herself be sad about it. She would be bitter and hateful toward the memories of last night, where she tried to break the communication barrier and actually let herself feel attracted to him. One night of weakness - that was all it had been. There would be no more.
A disturbance at the entrance of the pavilion made everyone turn. In marched a man and woman of the Watch - it was unmistakable that they were thus. Between them was a man she had never seen before. He looked close to her age. Their eyes locked, and she stared at him. "Arundel," one of them spoke. Her eyes reluctantly left the stranger's and connected with the Watch woman. Yes, she signed. "I am her." Greetings, the two Drykas both gestured. Her family offered their own respective greetings, which were also returned. "We cannot find Aleixo." She stiffened at the sound of his name. Her fists clenched once, but she forced herself to relax. I know, she signed. "I've been informed." The man nodded and took his turn. "It has been decided to replace him. We have brought Nathaniel Deveraux to act in Aleixo's place."
He spoke Nate's last name in Common because the complexity in Pavi was a strange matter. Not every word in Common had a sister in their tongue. Arundel could barely believe what they'd just told her. She was trying to be an island - unreachable emotionally and calm, but a storm raged on her precious little beach. Trees snapped and waves crashed on her surface. Her mouth opened a few times, but no words came out. Her hands tried to articulate gestures, but none would form. I am an island. I am an island. She was not an island. She was a desolate desert, and the only occupants were her and Nate. Arundel stared at this new man in awed fury. Her eyes were alight with fire. If he got too close to her right now she would surely burn him.
Her mother touched her shoulder and spoke something, but she didn't hear. Her father exchanged farewells with the Watch, and they left. That was it. "-el. -ndel. Arundel!" Her eldest brother's voice finally cut through the fog. She had been staring at Nate for a solid chime without blinking. Startled, she turned around to face Ganden. "The same stipulations apply to this Nathaniel as well, they said. With the Web and with teaching him our ways. He was a captive brought from Syliras." Arundel glanced at all of them blankly, feeling wrung out and emotionally exhausted. They had just dumped this man on her so easily. She wasn't prepared. At least she had gotten a little used to the idea of Aleixo. But now he was missing, and this Nathaniel was to take his place. Anything to get me to breed, apparently.
The bitter thought made her want to laugh. Or cry. No! She refused to cry. "May we have privacy?" she asked her family. Please, her hands emphasized. They all hesitated for a moment, but finally disbursed. Reed, the youngest, watched Arundel and Nate over their mother's shoulder before disappearing behind a curtain. In less than a chime the two of them were alone. She regarded him quietly for a moment longer. He was rather tall, but not especially strong looking. Arundel couldn't deny the intelligence that challenged her in his brown eyes. She refused to think he was good looking. There wouldn't be any walls let down this time. The Drykas approached the Syliran slowly, looking him up and down. A few feet from him she stopped and pointed to herself. "Name Arundel." Her Common accent was thick and rich, but understandable. Her grasp of his language was loose.
He had nothing with him except the clothes on his back. Perhaps they were holding his belongings until she came to retrieve them. She would want them to give them back. Arundel couldn't afford to arm him - and she would have to if she was going to take him on this trip. It was sudden, but she refused to risk him running away like Aleixo. At least if this Nate ran off out in the grassland far from Endrykas, she was positive he would be dead. There would be no terrible uncertainty. "You... Nathaniel. Capture or.. or..," she paused, trying to find the word. "Give?" No. Arundel wracked her brain, trying to remember. "Volunteer?" That was the word!