by Quint Caravel on November 12th, 2013, 11:23 pm
They were sailing in circles and not getting anywhere. It reminded Quint of his Uncle Pondar trying to teach him stuff...
Autumn, 492
Standing on the beach in the noon sun, Quint's Uncle Pondar shook his bald and very tanned head so that his dagger-shaped earrings glinted. One hand was always on his cutlass but the other raised up quickly. "No, boy, not like that. I'm trying to show you how to move differently. Walk on your heels, not your toes."
This caused Quint to shrug and to shake his dirty-blond head in confusion. "What's the difference?"
Uncle Pondar was one for showing, not telling, so he instructed the boy to sit for a moment and to watch him. He came close enough so the rum was noticeable on his breath. He gripped Quint with a calloused hand. "Look. Notice how some women walk when they wear heels all the time? Even if they are barefoot and pregnant and wearing a masquerade ballroom mask they have a certain way of stepping. And some peasant women who only wear boots walk a different way. Just watch."
Quint shook his head. "I understand all that. It's like you taught me about how some guys walk with their arms out when they are striding down the street and other guys shuffle along with their heads down and hands in their pocket."
For once, Pondar looked pleased, and he smiled enough to show his missing tooth. "Exactly!"
Quint gestured with his left hand, lazily waving it around. "Yeah, but what I mean is, who cares? What difference does it make?"
His uncle's face returned to its usual expression. "Have you been listening to anything I've said all summer?"
Quint looked off to the side. "Maaaybe. I heard the part about the Xith body you found on the road. And that story about lady flying a giant eagle was pretty cool. And that time you taught Kennabelle Wright how to sail was good, though I thought she lived like a century before you."
Pondar shook his head sadly. "No boy, I'm not talking about any stuff like that, true though all of it is, or I'm not an Honored Knight of Syliras."
Some sort of seabird-- gull maybe?-- Quint didn't yet know their names-- went flying overhead calling out to another member of its flock but there was no response.
"Knight of where?"
Uncle and nephew looked at each other across an unbridgeable divide of youth and experience. Once the bird flew away then there was a silence that was all right but then it stretched out and got akward and then Quint wondered if he was going to get bashed around a bit. "Okay, so what are you trying to say, Uncle Pondar?"
Another pause, but not so long. Pondar looked down, pretending to be interested in the vest strings he was fingering. "I don't know that you can hear me, son."
That stung. Quint felt the heat going to his cheeks and he fought to keep his eyes from watering. "Why would you say that?"
Pondar squatted down and dug with a stick in the sand. He drew a little square, as if making a moat for a small castle. "It's just the truth, boy. Your ears spent too long in Cyphrus. This is stuff that's supposed to come naturally to you and it's supposed to be far easier to explain, both why it's useful and why it's needed. If you had fully grown up Svefra in the Suvan Sea there'd be this entire initial set of correct assumptions about the world that you'd already have that you don't; instead you have been fed a diet of balderdash and poppycock."
He snapped the stick so violently that Quint was sure the crack could be heard up and down the beach.
Uncle Pondar looked down at the sand. "How do I explain anything to you? You grew up in a city where people knew you and accepted you."
Quint stood up and shook his head violently. "That's not true! I've never been liked or accepted. The other children were always beating up on me, taunting me or mocking me."
His uncle also stood up, put both hands on his hips and jutted out his chest. "Oh really? You got beat up every day? Thrown out of a store? Thrown out of a town? Had to fight over an orange because there was no other food?"
"Well, no it wasn't that horrible. I guess. But it was still pretty crappy. I was smarter than the other children. They were more athletic. More popular."
Uncle Pondar laughed. "A tragedy all around, I'm sure. Don't get me wrong; I'm sorry your life wasn't all milk and honey, but the stuff that happened to you only occured because of who you personally were. Not because of what you were."
"W-what? What do you mean?"
His uncle held out one hand then stretched out the fingers on it, then started tapping his fingers one by one as he spoke, slowly curling his hand into a ball. "You've never been kicked out of a port tavern by a bartender sure you were about to steal from him. You've never had a slattern or doxy look down her nose at you because you wanted to barter her services instead of pay for them outright. You've never had a clerk insist you pay first because he was worried you were simply going to walk off with anything not nailed down."
Quint nodded. "Well yeah, I'm not some kind of gypsy thief. I'm just a kid from a small town."
Uncle Pondar clenched and unclenched his hands for a moment and then slapped Quint across the face, and then his fist again curled into a ball and he turned away and punched his own palm instead of the boy. Now his breath smelled like a brewery gone sour. "You don't know what you are saying. You are Svefra, and will always be seen as such, no matter what foolish airs your father put into your head. Your life will be spent on a casinor floating the waves with our pod, and you will never truly be welcome anywhere on land."