“Oswin Raulins,” she had offered, a counter to his own presentation of a name. That would have been sufficient, and he was not expecting more. But she went on. “You may address me as Miss Raulins. Or ‘miss’. I don’t care much for ‘ma’am’, but nor do I care enough to object if that’s the moniker you choose. It’ll just quietly affect my opinion of you.”
Once again, Shem’s eyebrow rose fractionally, as he inspected her more closely as she in turn inspected his arm. He wasn’t exactly sure how to take that last bit – nor was he at all convinced that he cared what her opinion of him might be, just as long as she hit upon the right course for treating this infection. But simply having put the options to him, he pondered as she probed, without wincing, for he had already been through far worse, when the injury had first occurred.
His dark eyes once again traveled over her face, and her slight frame – not in any sort of lecherous way. It was more an inventory, with some consideration of what lay beneath that which was shaping up to be a fairly tough exterior. Not that he thought if Miss Raulins was to find herself suddenly cast adrift in the wilds that she would weather the ordeal in particularly fine fettle. No, the hardness came from some inner core, bleeding through to her deft but unsympathetic seeming fingers, her placidly professional expression, and her brisk, altogether businesslike tone. He doubted that he would ever encounter her beyond the lofty arcades of the Catholicon, and therefore being on a first name basis with her probably went beyond what might have come about naturally. And being instructed that he could call her by Miss didn’t really put him off. Yet he thought it slightly odd, and telling, that she seemed to want to put that distance there. Was it a professional boundary? Or a more personal one? And if he chose ma’am? Was she already feeling the telltale signs of aging?
His perusal stopped at that point – as he was trying to guess at her age – when she released his arm and pronounced her diagnosis. “Aha… Amputation is the only treatment, I’m afraid.”
For a moment – and only a moment – Shem’s eyes widened in alarm and he looked at her with clear anxiety. Surely it wasn’t that bad! It had only been a few days and… He caught the glint of metal, and saw the scapel plucked up between those deadly efficient fingers, and his brow darkened into a frown.
”Now wait just a minute…” he began as she returned with the basin clutched awkwardly in her grasp, setting it down on the table. "What did you say?" He’d actually heard her just fine. It was just that he didn’t believe her – didn’t want to believe her. And if she thought he’d just sit there while she….
Miss Raulins had resumed her seat and was once again reaching for his arm. But Shem now held it protectively against his chest, scowling at her. She, for her part, was as cool and unruffled as before, and she answered, “A joke, only. In bad taste, I suppose, but it’s the only taste I’ve got.”
Shem’s scowl darkened the more, thinking that indeed she had a barb as sharp as any porcupine’s in the form of her tongue. But as she went on, completely ignoring his discomfort, and now relief, discoursing over the source of the infection, he had to admit – she had got him, good! His frown slipped away, and a grin tugged at his lips again. What a droll woman she was – so dry and serious, and yet there must have been something within that made her want to try to introduce some levity into the situation. Either that, or she was a sadist and had enjoyed making him squirm there for a moment. He searched for her eyes once more – his canid impulses looking to those mirrors to gage somehow who she really was. But they were downcast and all he saw were the fine, thick, dark lashes and the tilt of the slope of her nose, and the very corners of her lips as she quirked them into a small, tight smile.
Finally he let out a quiet chuckle. ”I think you’ve hit upon something there, Miss.” The emphasis on the appellation was subtle but notable. ”Shock your patients into expecting the worst, and then they’ll be pleasantly surprised when things turn out far less awful than they had anticipated. Should always put them in a happy frame of mind.” If she was to look up at him, she might have caught that extra glint in his eyes that bespoke the humor of his reflection upon her ”technique.”
He had once again relinquished his hand to hers, and, distracted by his musings, he was unprepared for the hot sting of the tincture she poured over his aggravated skin. He gasped and then hissed, and almost jerked away, but held steady, assuming (hoping?) that she was doing this for a purpose, and not for further sadistic intent. “Sorry,” she said, her tone even. “It does rather sting. You can take a drink of that, if you wish. It’s just grain alcohol. If you don’t mind, I’ll be removing the barbs. I shouldn’t have to cut terribly much, but if you’ve a problem with blood, you should let me know before I begin.”
The familiar scent of distilled spirits filled his nostrils and, with a look at Oswin, he reached for the bottle that she had set aside, nodding. ”That sounds a far better idea than amputation. I rather fancy that hand.” He took a swig out of the bottle and the raw burn of alcohol caught at his throat as he gulped it down. He wasn’t a stranger to ale, liquor or wine, but this – this was near brutal on his tongue! Still, he was well conversant with the mellowing effects of ethanol, and if she was going to go at his arm with that blade, he’d not mind being numbed up a bit, from the inside out.
He took another big swig, and then set the bottle down. ”I’m a hunter. I’ve no problem with blood – including my own,” he affirmed. His eyes came to hers, steady and untroubled by the thought of the coming ordeal.
”I’m ready,” he said in a level tone, with a confirmatory nod. |