Time Stamp: 7th of Winter, 513AV. He'd thought about it for a while. A long while - after Cromley, and after everyone else that he'd been sent to, or had sent his way, he was ready to actually ask Natasha. And there she was, leaning against the outer walls of the city, close enough to the city gates to be able to have an idle chat with the other knights that guarded it so strictly. Some of the guards looked his way and then away again; there was nothing much to see, especially after a glance at the horns that hung from his temples. A status symbol, as if he might have just decided to wear a crown that day, it seemed like. Or maybe it was simple disdain, though either was fine as long as they didn't look at him. Sometimes, he really loved being an Ethaefal.. there really were few that gained such a privilege, of being ignored without open scorn, like the Symnestra or worse. Especially one that, today, was completely unarmed. Not even a Kopis. Natasha gave a half-smile in his direction, but didn't seem disappointed when he didn't return it. "Hey there." He nodded in return, causing some of his disheveled hair to fall down over his shoulders; as usual, he wore his simple shirt and trousers, no armor or anything even remotely warrior-like about him. Though, in the Winter, most were walking around in thick furs. He didn't have enough money to buy any - and besides, they looked hideous. He'd rather wear the thin garments regardless of the chill, which was barely felt on his skin as it was. "I want you to train me in using a dagger." He spoke crisp, short and to-the-point. She widened her eyes slightly; they'd only had a small sparring session last time, that he'd shown absolutely no ability in, and had resulted in numerous defeats at her hands, while she'd barely been trying. "Why not just join the Syliran Knights? Get a patron knight, whatnot.." She seemed somewhat reluctant. Even as she spoke, she was moving from her post and beginning to walk through the gates, though slowly. He moved beside her, and the knights gave some odd looks in his direction; they turned away when they realized that he wasn't paying any attention in turn. They had no reason to stop him, and less to interrupt in the conversation. "I'm not interested in becoming a knight." "I thought you were, why else would you--" "I want to avoid dying." He cut her off with a passed glance in her direction. They'd already talked about this, during their last session. There was a long pause where Natasha made one of those faces that she could always make for some bizarre reason - he still didn't know what they meant. "Syliran Knights don't die, you know." "I have no interest in helping those that should be feasted on by the strong. And I have no interest in remaining weak while strong still roam." Straight out of a book. "Well, you know I can't. Last time was a one-off, and the only thing I can recommend for you is making use of the Fighters Pits." "You must be joking." "I'm not. I self-trained for ages. Just going at the dummies." "I won't learn anything by hitting pieces of wood." "I was just like that." Her gaze drifted off, but he wasn't in the mood for it. A few moments and his hand was rapidly flapping back and forth in front of her face, waking her from the daydreams. "You can just practice your slashes, stabs.. whatnot. It's really not hard, and it's a good workout." He didn't want to be in there for ages, though. Regardless of the idea of getting a 'good workout' that might help in the near-future, he didn't like the idea of it all.. the squires and the knights roaming around, training with each-other and watching him pathetically fail to even use a dagger. The simple idea of going back into those pits sent cold through the places that the Winter air could not touch. |