
39th of Winter, 513 AV
16th Bell
16th Bell
Perfection.
That was what it seemed Alia had to achieve. She had come after regular rehearsal to get a couple more bells of practice. The script for the next play had been quite difficult to memorize, with long, uninterrupted lines. Memorization was key, and if Alia didn't get her lines down, the stage master might decide that he had better actors to employ.
Projection of the voice. Speak loudly, do not shout. Speak clearly. Do not mumble. So many rules to follow bounced around in Alia's head she didn't notice that she had started pacing. Back and forth, across the stage. Somehow, the simple action helped.
"It wasn't supposed to happen, the arrow flew, my finger slipped, it wasn't my fault. I tried to save him. I did try!"
Alia paused, as if waiting for the response of her partner. There would be an interrogator in this scene. Murder is punishable by death was basically the message told by the second figure.
"I don't know what went wrong! It was just supposed to scare him! Messed with the wrong man, he did!"
Another pause for another response of the other imaginary actor.
"No, you don't understand, you don’t-"
The actress’s act dissolved, her concentration shattered as Alia fell into a coughing fit. She had been coughing a lot lately- had she caught something? She couldn’t go on stage sick, it simply wouldn't work.
Alia sighed, worrying wouldn't help anything. She set the packet of scripts on the empty stage, heading back over to where she had thrown her pack. First she drew the half-empty waterskin she had brought.
The water helped her throat, but not too terribly much. Maybe there was a healer that could help, if the coughing got worse.
Screwing the cap tightly back onto the waterskin, Alia slipped out a leather-bound book, the inspiration notebook, as she had started calling it.
It seemed she was looking to the book for help every rehearsal, now.
Flipping through the pages, Alia came across the page she had been adding to. The first two stanzas were written in bulky, but readable, font. The handwriting of her father.
Alia bit her lip. She missed him a bit sometimes.. A lot, other times.
The rest of the page was written in Alia's swirly, lighter writing. The page contained a song, one she had been working on for a while.
I’d really like to believe
These wonderful, crazy dreams
The ones where I hate to be awake
Chasing the darkness away
Where the shadows stay
I always stare but no one believes me
These wonderful, crazy dreams
The ones where I hate to be awake
Chasing the darkness away
Where the shadows stay
I always stare but no one believes me
Alia hummed softly along with the tune. It was simplistic, easy to sing. It had been one of the first songs her father had taught her. She now knew how to sing and play it on her mandolin- And after a lot of practice - At the same time. Oh, how she wished that she had the instrument, but unfortunately, her old one was still in Wind Reach, probably sitting atop the hearth, waiting for Alia to return home.
If she could call that place home any more.
"I always stare but no one believes me.."
The lyrics didn't always make sense, and sometimes the songs didn't even rhyme, but Alia liked them anyway. She sung softly as she paged through the rest of the book. Many pages lay unfilled, waiting for stories to be told on their parchment, or songs to be sung silently on their white pages.
Life was really just a blank canvas, waiting to be filled with wondrous pieces of work that could only be made by hand.
Taking a small quill out from in between pages in the book, Alia jotted down another few lines to the song, adding some of the notes for Mandolin as well.
The further you climb the harder you fall
It doesn't take long before theres nothing left at all
Secrets hidden behind the waterfall
It doesn't take long before theres nothing left at all
Secrets hidden behind the waterfall
She hummed the tune as she worked, but eventually ran out of ideas for stanzas. The song was far from finished, but it was good enough for now.
Leaving the book on the bench, Alia returned to the stage. A quick breeze blew by and the Inarta shivered. Winter was definitely coming, or was it already here?
Her Katinu coat helped keep most of her warm, but Alia was definitely going to need some gloves or something to keep frostbite away.
Picking up a page of the script that had escaped with the wind, Alia began to read again, keeping the goal of perfection in mind, no matter how far away it was.