"This is no healer's temple..."
The Myrian knew that wasn't the proper word for what the barbarian healer's called their places of work, but saying the holy word seemed to dispel some of the crushing malevolence choking him in their clean, ordered and utterly stained room. Ticks before his face had been serene, patiently accepting Matthew's intelligence, both filing it away for later and commending the lad on his initiative. Half the worked seemed to have been done already.
And the location of a healer, too, he'd thought, a tick before stepping inside. Now his mind's mouth choked on the idea and he wondered if he could get drunk enough to forget this place. Those jars. The frozen rictus of terror and agony on the heads in them. The organs and limbs and silently-screaming stunted children that he fervently prayed had been plucked from dead wombs.
Racks and shelves and two spotless wooden tables, loaded and lined with fiendish chunks of metal that even a seasoned warrior like him shuddered at. They were devices to save lives, not end them, but perverted into something that granted neither.
Pain. On command, on payment, on a whim, and worse than even those three, for the interests of natural sciences.
Part of him wanted nothing more than to burn this place to the ground. Nothing more so than the sight of the female strapped down like a pig ready for slaughter. Terrified, pleading eyes snapped to them both and she tried to squirm. What ran through her mind, he wondered? Were they to kill her? Violate her? Have the same kind of... "interest", that the "good" Doctor had?
Perhaps she just wants to die.
Razkar nodded at Matthew's question and walked towards the table almost... afraid. He doubted the Doctor had raped her; the human had far more intellectual urges (which also happened to be just as traumatizing). But that patch of skin had been so expertly removed, preserved, even treated on further. Pins were stuck into it, each a different color... a different time.
The Myrian shook his head and blinked for a long time. No. Stop questioning. Don't even try to get into that mind...
"Female..."
Razkar spoke slowly, and so much more gently than he'd been intending. Several options had come to his mind, as they'd been walking. Perhaps showing her his cloak, regaling her in jovial tones about some of the choice ones. What he'd done to each of the men (and some women) who'd once bore those scalps. Perhaps something slower, more nakedly intimidating: telling her he knew everything (though he didn't) about her, and Marius, and his disappearance, and she shouldn't bother lying, or he would hurt her.
He would have, too. As he thought of it, he had no qualms.
Would. Had. Past tenses.
"Female," he started again, standing over the terrified, half-mad face, cheeks ruddy and turgid with horror, crying behind her gag, "You know me, yes? You know of the Myrian on the docks?"
A frantic, jerking movement that could have been a nod. That was enough for him.
"Good. I knew Marius. The Svefra you seduced. I know you took him, robbed him... I want to know where you he is. Or..."
Razkar leaned forward, willing his face into an expressionless, shadowed mask, made so by the candlelight that couldn't reach it. He had a new plan now. Much more simple. More more direct.
Far crueler.
"... I will leave you here for the Doctor. We've already paid him for you, of course-" he jingled his purse, laden with hundreds of mizas, just to ram the point home that he could do that "-all legal, or as far as "legal" gets in this shithole. You tell the truth, he won't harm you, we'll come back, cut the ropes, and you stay the petch away from the Svefra in the Sunset Quarters. But if you don't..."
He shrugged, looking more nonchalant than he felt. He could hear the calm, steady breathing from Matthew; much like his own, in fact. The whore's came in sobs, floods, ebbs, great droughts, like some faucet that had been scorched and frozen at once. The harlot was probably observing all of this with the same dispassionate coolness as always.
That's his curse. Mine is this.
"... we leave. He comes back. And this..." he gestured lazily down her body, the blood and the black chalk diagrams and lines, the perfect square of grisly muscle and fat, "... all of this, goes on and on, until Dira takes you. And remember: he's a doctor. That won't be until he wants it. Do you understand?"
Another nod, and now her eyes shone with frantic hope, desperate and mad and gibbering, but there, latched onto, greedily taken when offered and Goddess, he would never wipe the stain of this place from him.
Razkar had butchered on three continents. He'd tortured, on occasion. He'd ripped the living hearts from men and devoured them before their dying eyes. He'd slaughtered and he'd maimed. But part of him, hypocrite or child or hero or fool, he had no idea... part of him knew he had never stooped this low.
"I'm going to take the gag off now. Answer swiftly, but quietly." He nodded to the door, adding another white lie to sweeten the deal. "He's just outside."
The Myrian pulled the gag loose, and waited for the torrent.
"PleasesirhelpIswearIdidn'tknowIdidn'tplease-"
Razkar's hand clamped over her mouth and choked off the babble. He shushed her once, then slowly let his palm up... eyes locked to hers, willing some sense into her...
"Whisper, girl. And swift, remember? You know the offer. Make good on it."
"The... the slave market..."
She said, and he was stunned anew to see no shame in her eyes. That she could sell a boy so innocent and fine into eternal bondage like one would pass on a horse or lame dog... but she was a barbarian, he reminded himself. They called the Children of Myri savages, but kept countless slaves.
Such is "civilization".
"Who did you sell him to?" He managed to ask after a few ticks, digesting his digest, letting it fester but keeping on the task at hand. "Quickly, girl, before he comes through that door-"
"M-Malum!" She managed to squeak, fresh tears leaking from her eyes. "He-He h-hangs out in-in the bar! Slaver's Row! As-Ask for him! T-Tell him, Dora told y-you about th-the Svefra boy!"
Razkar nodded slowly. It seemed plausible, all of this, if done in typical barbarian fashion. If it were Razkar - and my the Goddess-Queen rip the soul from me if ever I sink this far - he'd just slit his throat and toss him in a handy alley. End of problem. But "Dora" had a more lucrative idea: seduce, rob and then sell off the empty, spent vessel into the bargain. Very profitable.
Won't buy her new skin, though.
The Myrian sighed and motioned to stand, shaking his head sadly.
"You lie. You stink of it. I already checked the Slave Market, whore, and the boy isn't there. I'll tell the doctor-"
"Nonononono, please, please, please!" He panicked whispers were vomited out like the embryo's of screams, eyes bugging out of her head, not willing to let go of her hope now. "I-I did! Ask Malum, I-I always go to him! I-I sold him f-for a hundred mizas! Gold! A-All... legal!"
The ghost, the suggestion of a smile. Something to make him think she was like him. Razkar shook his head, but it wasn't the illusion of disbelief now. It was genuine. It never ceased to amaze him how people adapted. You just had to take them to the very brink...
"... alright, Dora..." He patted her cheek and then stuffed the gag back into her mouth before she could answer and it muffled her sobbing pleas. "I believe you..."
The Myrian stood, feeling aged and torn in the harsh, surgical candlelight. He scratched the back of his head with one hand... and flexed his right hand with the other. Options, options... always options, but which was the right one? The most expedient? The most noble? The middle ground?
She seduced a boy. She robbed him. She sold him and thus killed his soul, and she has done it before. If you loose her... how long would it be before she did it again?
Razkar sighed, long and low, and bowed his head. He knew what he should do. It was a dirty thing, but... it was a dirty city. Filthy. Corrupting. He would be glad to leave it, once their business was concluded.
He spoke in a whisper that sounded broken, patting her cheek again with real and solemn sadness.
"This is all the mercy I have for you-"
-and smacked his right hand over her mouth, gag and all, while his left pinched her nostrils shut and held her whole head in a steely, steady grip. The straps over her head aided him, and she spasmed and bucked but they were the tiniest, most pathetic struggles imaginable.
Eyes that would haunt him for the rest of his days stared up at his and wept and begged and cursed and cried out for deliverance. Razkar delivered it, and his lips moved, whispered again as he looked at her.
"Dira, come and embrace this soul. Deliver her from pain and weakness; grant her the justice she lacked in this world. Enfold your arms around her and let the life she has after, in this world or the next, be bright as this one was dark..."
He held on until the struggling stopped, then held on some more. Then he let go, wiping his hands-
"Clean." He said as he stood, and as he turned his glare spoke of a cold, barely-leashed anger. "That was what he asked for. 'Clean'. Well... she is clean."
Razkar was already walking for the door.
"You didn't say anything about 'alive'..."