44th Spring, 514 AV - The Tent City
The options were over, there lay only one path before her now no matter what she tried to do to convince herself it was a foolish one to walk down. She didn’t enjoy killing like some, she did it for her own reasons of course but she had never through that is was murder. She had never killed for her own pleasure before this season, before the Spring winds had brought her into the harbour of Sunberth with Fallon and the promise of change…transformation. The other woman had certainly fulfilled her promise but perhaps not in the way originally envisioned. She had taken a battered spy and given her a purpose and she loved her for that. The issue was that she couldn’t focus on that purpose until her own were resolved.
One way or another…it ends tonight. If I live I get Fallon, if not then I die. She dies possibly. I cannot allow that to happen. I have involved her already but this…this is deadly. I’m not even sure I should ask her she thought to herself as she sat in her tent in silence.
For all the turmoil that she had suffered over the past score of days she was now serene, calm and collected. She had sold her body for this moment, had bloodied her hands, traded in every favour and allowed herself to stoop to anything. In a handful of days she had learnt more about the darkness of her world than she had liked to know. When she had had the Edge to do other jobs for her she had relied upon only being a spy but now…alone…she was trying to be everything. And nothing. She was erasing her past for all time, the majority of it would only be left within her own skull and the whispers of rumour.
“Is this how Robern did it? Did he sit down one day and coldly calculate the elimination of his weaknesses? Of his enemies?” she asked the silence quietly, it was a foolish question – of course hi did. He climbed to the top of this rubble on the backs of the dead.
Her own ambitions were not so iconic o=for now, she just wanted revenge – purest of all motivations it had been said by some. She sifted through the diagrams before her, roughly sketched by her own hand by her own observations – with the help of a few key others of course whom would never know truly why she had asked them to do what they did. One was a rough floor plan that she had managed to cobble together and another was a replica but with notations of guards that were left and their numbers and possible positions. She had also noted down key ‘choke points’ that would be useful in a stand up assault for both attackers and defenders. She gathered them in her hands and considered her position carefully.
I need help but I don’t want to lose something important along the way. Unless you count my heart but I can live with that. Should I ask her? She would help me I think, she understands. But dare I involve her? She’ll learn more than she may want to know about me. She’ll be inside with no way of getting her out, even if I wanted to? And her own cost…what could she lose? she sighed, turning it into a growl at the end.
There was no room for sentiment, only for a dagger to Markus Sansom’s face. She couldn’t have doubts, she would not be allowed to be anything other than ruthless. Otherwise she was dead before she began. The consequences could be dealt with alter if she survived and so with that resolution and the hardening of her interior as far as she could harden it she made her may between the flaps of her tent and approached the flaps of Fallon’s – even them she licked her lips in apprehension before she slapped the canvas thrice.
“F-…Bitzer,” she called gently, almost hoping there would be no answer and her decision would be made for her, “are you there? I think…I think I need your help one more time. It’s the end” she spoke softly, quietly.
Please don’t be there. Please. I’d rather do it alone than get you killed she told herself, struggling with herself to try and force a cold composure within.
The options were over, there lay only one path before her now no matter what she tried to do to convince herself it was a foolish one to walk down. She didn’t enjoy killing like some, she did it for her own reasons of course but she had never through that is was murder. She had never killed for her own pleasure before this season, before the Spring winds had brought her into the harbour of Sunberth with Fallon and the promise of change…transformation. The other woman had certainly fulfilled her promise but perhaps not in the way originally envisioned. She had taken a battered spy and given her a purpose and she loved her for that. The issue was that she couldn’t focus on that purpose until her own were resolved.
One way or another…it ends tonight. If I live I get Fallon, if not then I die. She dies possibly. I cannot allow that to happen. I have involved her already but this…this is deadly. I’m not even sure I should ask her she thought to herself as she sat in her tent in silence.
For all the turmoil that she had suffered over the past score of days she was now serene, calm and collected. She had sold her body for this moment, had bloodied her hands, traded in every favour and allowed herself to stoop to anything. In a handful of days she had learnt more about the darkness of her world than she had liked to know. When she had had the Edge to do other jobs for her she had relied upon only being a spy but now…alone…she was trying to be everything. And nothing. She was erasing her past for all time, the majority of it would only be left within her own skull and the whispers of rumour.
“Is this how Robern did it? Did he sit down one day and coldly calculate the elimination of his weaknesses? Of his enemies?” she asked the silence quietly, it was a foolish question – of course hi did. He climbed to the top of this rubble on the backs of the dead.
Her own ambitions were not so iconic o=for now, she just wanted revenge – purest of all motivations it had been said by some. She sifted through the diagrams before her, roughly sketched by her own hand by her own observations – with the help of a few key others of course whom would never know truly why she had asked them to do what they did. One was a rough floor plan that she had managed to cobble together and another was a replica but with notations of guards that were left and their numbers and possible positions. She had also noted down key ‘choke points’ that would be useful in a stand up assault for both attackers and defenders. She gathered them in her hands and considered her position carefully.
I need help but I don’t want to lose something important along the way. Unless you count my heart but I can live with that. Should I ask her? She would help me I think, she understands. But dare I involve her? She’ll learn more than she may want to know about me. She’ll be inside with no way of getting her out, even if I wanted to? And her own cost…what could she lose? she sighed, turning it into a growl at the end.
There was no room for sentiment, only for a dagger to Markus Sansom’s face. She couldn’t have doubts, she would not be allowed to be anything other than ruthless. Otherwise she was dead before she began. The consequences could be dealt with alter if she survived and so with that resolution and the hardening of her interior as far as she could harden it she made her may between the flaps of her tent and approached the flaps of Fallon’s – even them she licked her lips in apprehension before she slapped the canvas thrice.
“F-…Bitzer,” she called gently, almost hoping there would be no answer and her decision would be made for her, “are you there? I think…I think I need your help one more time. It’s the end” she spoke softly, quietly.
Please don’t be there. Please. I’d rather do it alone than get you killed she told herself, struggling with herself to try and force a cold composure within.