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An undead citadel created before the cataclysm, Sahova is devoted to all kinds of magical research. The living may visit the island, if they are willing to obey its rules. [Lore]

Darkest Darkness

Postby Annalisa Marin on April 9th, 2014, 2:15 am

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42nd of Spring, 514 AV

Emptiness. Nothingness. That which spanned on for all eternity, which was all encompassing and drifted on and on forever and ever. It was massive and insignificant, powerful in its flexibility and its ever static existence which enveloped a dimension so vast as to be unimaginable. The concept of that idea of emptiness filled the mind of one individual, one dark haired human woman that sat upon a chair in the Sahovan Common Labs with her legs crossed. Breath cycled through her nose and exited out her mouth periodically and in a controlled manner. The area of the Common Labs she was located in was rather isolated, a space cleared as workstations and other chairs were pushed against the walls or out of the way at least.

Wizard Annalisa Marin appeared isolated from world, her mind slowly becoming a fortress of calm as she focused upon her breathing and that concept of infinite emptiness. Once the sorceress had scoffed at the idea of meditation, however it was something she truly found assisted in dealing with the exertions of casting. So she often tried to meditate as much as she could before actually casting, it also afforded her rest that she was unable to gain from sleeping. Her dreams were beset with nightmares, but meditation made her mind untouchable by the horrors of her sleep.

With each cycled breath her mind became less cluttered, the sanctuary being built up more and more by each mental brick. Blessed nothingness started to creep upon her mind to grant clarity, the concept of the Void becoming more and more clear to the sorceress. One might wonder why she bothered with such things when she was nearly unmatched in regards to both her Glyphing and Reimantic prowess, though for Anna it was simple. She felt there was so much untapped potential, that Voiding could possibly be stronger than reimancy even.

Finally her mind reached a soothing calm state, where only the Void filled her up and unlike her nightmares it was a calming feeling. Not that she was trapped by the dimension of emptiness, but rather that she was one with it. An idea that she could control her Voiding abilities and that she was well enough in control of them. The hallucinations often disrupted her casting regarding the Void, irritating Anna and disrupting her research but the meditation often assisted her in maintaining a bit more self-control.

Anna held this state of mind for a moment before standing and stretching lightly, holding this clarity in her mind as long as possibly as she rolled her shoulders to prepare to create the initial bridge. It was generally accepted in Sahova that most serious wizards knew at least a bit of Voiding, however Anna had never actually met a wizard yet that had reached the heights of its power as she had with reimancy. What kind of sorceress would the dark haired pulser be if she didn’t push the limits of her magic beyond the accepted conventions, to be ever evolving?

The human looked rather unremarkably dressed, a brown tunic, trousers, and sandals making up the full attire of her appearance. Her long dark hair was pulled into a high ponytail, adding an almost regal look to her appearance as the bangs framed her rather plain and unremarkable face. Storm cast eyes were open and surveying the open space around her, plotting out the path she would be taking for this experiment. Upon her right ring finger was a silver ring encrusted with rubies and possessing the sigil of a burning scroll upon it, which signified her rank as a wizard of the Sahovan Citadel.

Anna held a hand out before her and focused deeply on that concept of infinite emptiness, letting it fill her up again as she also attempted to center upon the tapestry of her Djed. That pool of energy that made up her very being, the power that all creatures could use and expend to manipulate the natural world around them. It came with a price when abused though, and it was a price that the tall woman knew only all too well. To overgive and slowly have one’s mind slip into complete madness, a horrible fate for any wizard really.


“Sutla Gug. Gug Sutla.”

“Sutla Gug. Gug Sutla.”

“Sutla Gug. Gug Sutla.”


The incantations dripped from Anna’s lips as she focused, used to further sharpen her ability to draw upon her Djed in a more efficient manner. They held no real magical power in and of themselves but the sorceress was well aware of how much any wizards could benefit from them, those that scoffed at gestures and incantations were fools really. One should never cast aside a tool out of hand simply because they thought themselves beyond it, such was folly really.

Anna gathered that pool of energy within her and focused it to a singular point near her outstretched hand, moving it and tasking it. The tall woman’s face was a mask of concentration as she willed the Djed to empty out all matter from the space near her hand, to open a tear into the natural material of this dimension. Nothing happened at first, but the Voiding was hardly a speedy discipline and Anna was hardly a master of its manipulation.

Within ten ticks of her willing this to occur Anna felt a rush of energy fly from her body as an inky black dot bordered in purple came into existence, drawing upon her vital energy to sustain itself. A bridge between This Side and The Other Side had formed, though it was still newborn and merely a spark. Anna focused her energy into the freshly created Portal, stabilizing its existence in this dimension. The Sorceress could feel the cold washing out from the swirling vortex of night, the Void being a dimension of nothingness this hardly surprised Anna.

Once the tall woman was certain she had stabilized the Portal she slowly began to feed the hungry vortex of night an increased influx of her Djed, steadily and slowly willing the tiny Portal to grow. The construct slowly but surely expanded, continuously leeching at the human’s vital energy to sustain itself. Teeth grit themselves as it grew to the size of a fist, then a head, only keeping on expanding as she increased the influx of her Djed upon the Portal.


“Sutla Gug. Gug Sutla.”

“Sutla Gug. Gug Sutla.”

“Sutla Gug. Gug Sutla.”


Anna kept on expanding it, a thrill of pleasure coursing down her spine as casting euphoria teased at her mind to send pulses of warmth through her body. The urge was always there, whispering for her to cast just a little bit more and go beyond her limits. It was always there, it waited for her when she started casting and urged her to keep going. It was a primal feeling that insidiously wanted her to destroy herself for the sake of the pleasure she could gain. Anna was not so foolish however and merely focused upon keeping control as she expanded the Portal to the size of the average man. This was where it would start to really get dangerous.
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Darkest Darkness

Postby Annalisa Marin on April 9th, 2014, 2:16 am

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As Anna gritted her teeth and her face became a mask of the purest concentration, the spots were already starting to dance before her and the hallucinations were returning. Beyond the purple bordered Portal Anna could see shapes, figures that were almost completely indistinguishable from blobs but they were there still. Logically she knew they were not real, but after her incident with that beast in the Common Labs so long ago Anna had gained a fear of what could lay beyond the Void. These hallucinations played upon that fear, the insidious products of overgiving trying to poison her logical mind with falsehoods and lies.

“Sutla Gug. Gug Sutla.”

“Sutla Gug. Gug Sutla.”

“Sutla Gug. Gug Sutla.”


Even as Anna could see them, dancing just beyond the protection of her inky black Portal, she attempted to hold her focus upon the Portal and feeding it to keep it stable. The construct took even more Djed to maintain at this size, the construct suckling at her Djed greedily and insatiably. The hallucinations were not as awful due to her previous meditation, combined with her incantations they were much more manageable though still unnerving. In the back of her mind she was still fearful of what was beyond the Portal, that the hallucinations were the outlines of some horrific beasts.

The purple bordered bridge between This Side and The Other Side loomed before her, close to her body as it was when all Portals were initially formed. This test today that Anna had in mind was going to be a bit more Portal control oriented; she wanted to see just how far she could test her control over the constructs in a purely plain sense. No Push or Pull this time, no she just wanted to explore the limits of what a pure Portal could do on its one. Hence why she had moved the lab equipment to form a circle around her, to get plenty of space for this.

Anna focused upon the Portal itself, her grey eyes locked upon it as the incantations fell from her lips slowly and in a controlled manner. The urge whispered to her but it and the distracting hallucinations were pushed aside as she prepared to try something she had not attempted for a long while. It was a seemingly simple thing but Anna figured it would be a good show of how very far she had come in the art of Voiding as a whole. From that first Portal in her initiation to this time in this moment.

Her hand moved a little to the left and Anna focused her Djed upon the Portal itself, willing and commanding the construct born of her own Djed to move with it. Grey eyes widened and her grit teeth split in a grin as amazingly, almost unbelievably, the Portal actually shifted places in the air before her as she directed. It was slow and it was to the direction of her hand, but it was something she had not been capable of previously.

In experimentation Anna focused upon the Portal again, continuing to feed her Djed into the Portal itself as she moved her hand and body slowly in a 360 degree circle in place. Again the vortex of blackness moved slowly to her directions, following her slow movements at a similarly slow pace as it became apparent that her initial theory about Portals being static in their space was false and inaccurate. Rather they could move if one with proper grounding in Portal control willed them to move, using their affinity and connection to the Portal as a sort of ‘leash’ to move it as directed. A new discovery like this was already allowing her to formulate a test to see the limits of her new ability for Portal control.
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Darkest Darkness

Postby Annalisa Marin on April 9th, 2014, 2:17 am

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Anna kept the Portal at its maximum size as she remembered the plotted course she had gazed upon earlier, the next test of how mobile her Portals could be coming to the fore. The sorceress’s Djed was being drained at a steady flow; however she felt she was still within the safety zone and away from the border of overgiving. She had gained a good grounding in Voiding ever since she had first taken up the discipline and was thus confident she could achieve her goal.

The tall woman carefully and slowly moved her feet to walk towards the edge of the open space, her connection to the Portal being drawn along with her rather like an invisible leash that extended out from her hand. The hallucinations danced beyond the Portal, occasionally drawing a flick of her grey eyes here or there over the surface of the Portal itself. Logically she knew the shapes were not real but she could not help but feel that there was something lurking in the darkness beyond. It was waiting for her to slip up… to drag her in-.

No. That was the urge and the hallucinations affecting her mind and her senses, there was nothing there but empty blackness. Just the Void beyond, a swirling black vortex that contained nothing and the creatures within could not escape unless she were to unleash them. Anna’s breathing steadied as she kept her concentration upon the Portal, her steps coming to a halt and the Portal’s movement stopping with her. Right, so for this she just needed to walk in a circle to test the mobility of the Portal along with her own movement. It seemed simple enough and hopefully by the end she would have Djed to spare for a few other tests.

The dark haired woman breathed deeply a couple of times, steeling herself and keeping her focus on the Portal as she gingerly took a single step forward towards the Portal. This was a dangerous thing really, if she misjudged it and accidently moved too much or overestimated the speed in which her Portal could move then her arm might get put into the Void. Her mind flashed to that prisoner’s arm having been frozen by exposure to the Void for a few chimes, an entirely unpleasant proposition.

The Portal moved forward slowly with Anna’s step and that prompted her to take another, and then another, and another. Each step had the Portal move forward slowly, the bridge between The Side and The Other Side never moving too far away from her as she moved. Anna’s movements were careful and very much slow as she started to move the Portal around the outer edge of the open lab space, her breathing quickening and faint beads of sweat perspiring on her brow. This seemingly simple action was requiring intense effort, care, and concentration as she was literally walking with a Portal in front of her.

The Portal was only making it even more difficult as the thing was sapping her energy at a steady pace, making even walking an effort. The urge by now was a bit more forceful, though compared to the dangers of Reimancy it was not nearly so terrible. She looked rather like she was in the middle of an exercise and really she was, though and exercise in her very spirit rather than one of the body. Or perhaps it was a training of both the spirit and body, considering her movements with the Portal itself?

Closer and closer she drew the Portal to her original point, her fingers almost brushing the blackness itself and the cool chill of the Void that radiated out was making them feel a little numb. It was rather like being outside for too long on a cold day, it wasn’t terribly unbearable but it was an effect that manifested itself rather prominently. The drain was still sapping away at her, but Anna found a surge of her spirit as she reminded herself that she was almost there. Almost…

Finally when the tall woman reached the end of her path she allowed her shoulders to slump slightly, the weariness upon her increasing steadily. She still felt like she could keep going however, just a couple more tests regarding Portal movement. Nothing as strenuous as circling the space, but a little move to test how far the movement of a Portal could go. Where its limits were, how far could she use this discipline to move the Portals? Anna knew her limits well enough, and while at the end she might find herself on the border it would be worth it if she could sate this curiosity within her.
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Darkest Darkness

Postby Annalisa Marin on April 9th, 2014, 2:18 am

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Carefully Anna’s steps moved her towards the center of the space once more, the Portal moving along the leash of their connection slowly until they both were in the middle. Anna took a few deep breaths, the figures dancing in the blackness still indiscernible, but still managing to frighten the sorceress in the back of her mind. The urge willed her to make the Portal bigger, or to add a Pull to further force the hallucinations into the Void but Anna was more intelligent than that. To activate a Pull so close to her person and in her own direction would result in self-Voiding, which Anna most certainly wished to avoid.

“Sutla Gug. Gug Sutla.”

“Sutla Gug. Gug Sutla.”

“Sutla Gug. Gug Sutla.”


The incantations continued to drip from Anna’s lips slowly as she concentrated on keeping the bridge stable, to just keeping the same influx of her Djed flowing into the Portal. The pleasure at working the weaves of her Djed was immense but the sorceress pushed it aside, asserting mentally that she controlled her magic and not the other way around. She weaved the strands of her own Djed, the tall woman would not allow the powers she controlled to enslave her as they once had before.

Slowly Anna drew her hand upwards, willing the Portal to move with the same direction upwards by tugging at the connection they shared. The black swirling vortex moved as directed by the tall woman, slowly moving upwards until Anna positioned it directly over her head. From the side a person might be able to view a thin line upon the sorceress’ head, one of purple shifting between black as well. Portals were two dimensional constructs so this made sense really, from the side they were extremely thin and could be dispelled more easily be disrupting the edges.

To Anna however her ceiling had become a starless night of utter blackness, with Leth’s glow absent as she peered into the Portal above her head. Her breathing increased subtly as her eyes found the shadows moving beyond the Portal, darting about in the darkness to try and pinpoint their exact shape. It was an exercise in futility but it was a sign that the hallucinations were starting to wear down her logical mind, irrational fear of what was beyond taking over to some degree as she nearly lost control of the Portal and froze.

However the sorceress reigned in her fear as she stared upwards, remembering that the flickering shapes couldn’t swoop down out of the Portal. While the direction of the Portal had changed here Anna was willing to bet that in the Void it remained the same, perhaps that would be a test to run with Kouri or some Animated construct she might be able to commission. The creatures in there couldn’t escape unless she Pushed them out herself, which she had no intension of doing.

That thought of adding Push to the Portal made her wonder if at this angle the Portal might be able to serve as a form of restraint, crushing a person against the ground. An interesting thought to ponder but it was for another day as Anna realized that her time, and her Djed, was trickling away by the tick and if she wanted to have a chance to utilize the finally experiment she would need to try it now. Thus Anna slowly moved her hand down before her again, the Portal slowly moving over and ending its traveling to be stationed out in front of her once again.
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Darkest Darkness

Postby Annalisa Marin on April 9th, 2014, 2:20 am

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This was where Anna was going to see just how much she could move the Portal, if it required her to be close to it in order to move. The sorceress was already aware that she could maintain a Portal from a distance, but actually moving it was a mystery to her. If it was possible then she likely could make use of Voiding in combat more than she had first assessed, though if it was not it was either impossible or simply currently beyond her. The weariness and the headache pounding at her skull bid her to hurry this along so the sorceress did so.

Slowly she stepped back from the Portal, keeping the connection at the Djed flowing into it but not dragging it along with her this time. Anna moved a good four paces backwards away from the Portal, her face a mask of the purest concentration as she struggled to continue to maintain it while fighting her own urges. Her outstretched arm was wobbling slight from having been kept in that position for so long, but the sorceress held it up still with the knowledge that she was near the end keeping her going.

At this new distance Anna slowly moved her arm to the side, attempting to use her connection to the Portal to command it to move to the side. She poured her full willpower into the command, her brow furrowing as she did and focused utterly on making the Portal move. Yet despite this, the Portal refused to move to her indicated direction and simply remained static in the air before her. Anna repeated the motion at the command as she tugged at her connection to the Portal, yet still no matter how much she commanded it the vortex refused to move.

Anna wanted to try again but part of her was unsure if that was her want or the urge attempting to push her over the edge that she was very quickly approaching. The tall sorceress could feel the exhaustion weighing down heavily on her and likely if she didn’t sever the connection now, or close the Portal then she might go into Overgiving. Annoyed and frustrated by her limits the sorceress concentrated upon the Portal once more, though this time her goal was different than moving or controlling it or feeding it her Djed.

The dark haired woman reached out to the construct and willed the core of the Portal to fill with a little bit of matter, the necessary thing for an immediate collapse. The Portal responded to the direction by vanishing instantly, severing the constant drain upon her Djed and causing the air where it had existed to ripple slight before vanishing. Anna immediately allowed her arm to fall at her side and stumbled back to the chair she had sat upon at first, almost falling into it as the exhaustion of casting settled over her like a leaden weight.

Sweat poured out over her flesh, coating every inch of her body in the stuff and matting her hair soaking wet. Her breathing was heavy, rather like she had run a marathon really and made her legs and arms feel like jelly. The worst thing though was the grumbling of her stomach, growling to be fed something that she might begin to recover that Djed which had been lost. Anna closed her eyes and leaned her head back, her mind slowly starting to sort through the new information she had gained from this research as well as further research that would need to be run on the subjects.

The Void was still a strange and unknown potential, its capacity to be even more potent than reimancy was unfolding before the sorceress’ very eyes. However there were manifold dangers with it that even the worst of reimancy mutations likely could not match, the most obvious being self-Voided. Anna would continue her research of course, would continue to explore and discover more and more and perhaps even start to incorporate Glyphing to truly tap into the Void. The possibilities were endless, and on Sahova the tall woman had nothing but time to research and tinker away.
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Darkest Darkness

Postby Strange on May 18th, 2014, 7:50 pm

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Skill Name Experience
Meditation 1 XP
Planning 2 XP
Voiding 5 XP


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Overgiving: Living and Working Through the After Effects
Voiding: Moving the Portal 360 Degrees Around and 90 Degrees Upward
Voiding: Unable to Move Portals from a Distance


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A Solo that did what it said on the tin. Keep at it, Anna!

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